I have so much to say.. Yet, I cannot do so at the moment. However, I would like to thank you all for your concern... I have received very thoughtful emails from ONLINE people. thanks...
24th.Jan.2007 <= it was my final day of the fifth semester...
Yup I am now freee for almost 2 weeks... I don't know about my results! & I don't wanna bother myself to know now.
Special thanks to Dr Scarlett for helping me with my "Breast Cancer" research. :) Without her, I would definitely create a new "FALSE" molecular theory of cancer lol. Thanks to my soul-mate DXB GIRL for helping me with the lab report even though her field is not science! =) thanks to UNKNOWN, Foofoo, and Amoony for being there for me.. sorry guys, for I always complain when I am under stress... I shouldn't have done so, because you're enough for me.. and my life has been colorful ever since the day I knew you.
Anyway, I will update this blog soon! stay tuned!
7th|January|2007 7:20 PM
I snapped those shots with my mobile.. we were doing stuff in the Human Physiology LAB.
I've spent MONTHS panicing about this HUGE project. Yesterday... I spent my day writing down all my notes on "breast cancer"... and at night I tried to finish the whole project. once i was done, I did not even skim through it. I submitted the project immediately without revising anything..
Today, I realized that I forgot to mention the signs and symptoms of the disease. I have only focused on why breast cancer happens at a molecular level... Actually, our main task was to write about each disease physiologically.. we were not supposed to focus on any other different aspect such as "anatomy" or "ethics". However, I felt it would have been much better if I had written a lil bit more about the whole topic.
I really don't wish to get less than B+
Anyway, I have talked with the professor and she said she'd like to read it and then tell me whether or not I need to adjust things. ^_^ Wish me luck!
I will have a test next Tuesday.. Hmph.. and you know I don't wanna complain and say that I have many things to do and I am suffering from lack of time and blah blah blah......... Hopefully, we will finish soon..
I carried all the books which were left on my bed and carpet to our huge library :( and you know... It's not a nice feeling when you leave your books somewhere else even if the books are scientific and not quite interestingggg..
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Today my communication professor was talking about why we tend to buy certain products.. For example, why does miwicle always buy ~Sony ericsson even though sometimes Nokia releases nice phones? or why does Miwi always get Volvic instead of Al ain water? Why does miwi seem not content when she can't find Volvic in coffee shops? Or why people buy I-Pods even though there are much greater MP3 players in the market?
The answer was peasy easy..
It's because of love and passion :D
We buy certain things because we were touched emotionally...
I ALWAYS TELL MY MUM.. that I L.O.V.E what I buy.. and when I fall in love.. I cannot help but buy what I want immediately. Of course, it is a bad habit, because it is being used a healing therapy sometimes.. and we're not supposed to let it reach such level.
Anyway, does anyone know why I cannot sign in my MSN messenger when I AM USING MAC? It used to work fine with me, but after my mac was formatted, I could not sign in my msn messenger.. I deleted all the proxies, but there was no use trying! I can sign in my Yahoo messenger though...
4th|January|2007 7:09 PM Thursday
Mobile shots..
A student threw her sandle into the fountain.
Weeheee It's THURSDAY! at least it's Thursday.. I am glad it's Thursday... and I am no longer HOME ALONE :D my mum is finally back.
Yesterday I got her nice stuff from The One and Gulf Greetings.. Our house was full of red candles and heart-shaped stuff... Take a look:
The taller cup is the king and the shorter is the queen!
I've spent December in L.O.V.E and PASSION... Isn't it so great to turn ROMANTIC sometimes? and now it's time to get back to the real world where I need to focus on something called "BAD ROUTINE"......
WISH ME LUCK :) Coz you know I am quite shocked.. when I am shocked, I naturally remain silent for a long time.
AND NOW.... I will try to WALK for 30 minutes.. Coz I want the "Happy hormone" to be produced in my body.. I need it.. and they say, walking triggers this hormone to be raised.
1st|January|2007 1:24 PM Happy eid.. Happy new year...
Like a candle and its flame we were attached...
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I am sorry for being so late... I spent this eid almost (ALONE). My mum + brother + uncle + 3 of my aunts including SCARLETT weren't here... The first day of Eid was kinda depressing... We all expected that the day of the execution would come, but not on the first day of eid.. not at the dawn time...
{It is a shame for all of us.. whether you like it or not}
I woke up, missing my mama's presence so much... The news I saw on T.V shocked the hell out of me.. Arrows of agony and depression pierced into my heart... Then after being so shocked, I had to wear my new eid's clothes! I went to my grandma's house expecting to see my grandfather... I got even more shocked when I found out that they changed the decoration of his room... I felt that he did not die yet even though almost 7 years have passed since the day he went away... I had this vision of him sitting on his chair, wearing his glasses... and reading a book.. I expected him smiling at the sight of me being in his room... When you miss the warmth of a companion, the world seems to go round and round with series of terrifying scenarios sweeping right through your memory... How am I supposed to react? be Scared? confused? Hugger-mugger?
You know.. while I am typing this update, my itune played this song all of a sudden "Sometimes when the world's not on your side.. You don't know where to run to.. You don't know where to hide.. You gaze at the stars in the sky... at the mountains so high.. through the tears in your eyes.. You're looking for a reason to replace what's gone.. Just remember remember that you are never alone... Just reach into your heart and Allah is always there... You are never alone.. through sorrow and through grief... through happiness and piece... You'll never be alone... SO now as you long for your past... prepare for your future, but knowing nothing's gonna last... You see this life is but a road... a straight and narrow path to a final abode.. So travel well oh Muslims and paradise will be your home.. and always remember that you're never alone.. "
And it's true.. InshAllah everything will have its end soon.
I am glad I saw my cousins Samz and mn Dubai.. At least I felt a sense of belonging :p at night I saw cousin (F) and we ordered from MacCdonald's... and when I returned back home I had a severe pain in my stomach and I figured out that I was poisoned by food...... I was the only one who got poisoned.
Yesterday I was so rude with a FRIEND
anyway,
Unfortunately, I will have to attend my classes until the end of January. It's too much! and I do have to either squeeze myself and work hard to finish my work ORRRR just quit. Whenever I switch on my laptop and try hard to do my work, i find myself distracted and detached that i end up switching off my laptop without doing anything beneficial.
