27th|Jan|2009 8:58 AM Live This Day as if it Were Your Last. It Might Be!

Good morning :) Yaaay I am currently having my tea with milk ^_^ Chy 7leeb while listening to very soft music... My hands are shaking and I am feeling very cold...

I woke up today murmuring: "why did you have to leave like that?" lol I was mad at my brother, picturing him right in front of my eyes!!! & the funny part was when I laughed at myself! I caught myself in the middle of the conversation I made & couldn't help but laugh out loud :p

Oh I never realized how happy he made me back then! Now I do realize.. Now I do realize.

& I never realized that we SHARE lots of similar feelings in common! like when we get jealous over someone.. we get jealous in a very SICK WAY :p it is sick but RIGHT at the same time!

When we smile.. WE really mean it... I hardly remember that he had a fake smile...

When there is something bothering and annoying us.. it shows.. and we cannot keep it for too long. Eventually we will confront the one who annoyed us.

When we are in the mood of TALKING, it is very hard to shut our mouths... especially when the talk is between us and our mother! It reaches the stage of following our mother everywhere to finish the talk... from the main hall to the kitchen and sometimes :p to the toilet!!!!!! & we don't realize it until we're told that we should leave at once lol! The funny thing is that we get excited when we talk, but we never felt the same excitement in the one we're conversing with.. & yet we continue talking! :p

We're curious about everything... and we poke our noses ! I used to take his wallet to steal some money and search for anything secretive... I used to enter his room and open the wardrobe! I even did not have something in mind when I used to search in his room! it was just a habit! I used to open his books and write my name on the papers... He never ever was upset about that... He gave me the privilege to do that... I did not allow him to do the same... yet, whenever he used to see me writing in my diary boOk, he would try his best to peek! He used to check my blog regularly... HE used to comment on my pajamas and new dresses... He used to check on the books I used to buy...

Suddenly we LAUGH about a thing that seems silly.. BUT our laughter seems endless once it starts... & often you will find us, daydreaming and smiling :p we keep remembering a lot of funny incidents.. and when someone catches us while we're smiling, we don't usually tell about the funny memory of the incident which crossed our minds.

We dream a lot in our sleep, & we believe in most of what we dream!

It shows that we're full of love and passion... However he tread on his heart to please Allah in a very strict way... I failed to do so.

People stare a lot at us when we walk together...

We two understand each other very well.. but we don't admit it to each other! He can I mean he could read my mind.. & I could read his, but I never thought that his THOUGHTS were that serious!

We both hate to be FAMOUS or under the spot lights.

We care too much about everyone. it seems that our mission is to care. I cannot reach his level of caring though...

No one is like him... If I find someone like him, I WILL make him mine no matter what lol.

We won't live forever.. but why do we act as if we're gunna live forever? I am sure that if everyone keeps remembering that today might be the last day, we will act differently! everyday we'll remember how important it is to show LOVE to the ones we love. We'll remember that whenever someone pops up our minds, we won't be lazy to send them messages telling them they crossed our minds.. We will not frown so often! We might get mad or upset, but we'll remind ourselves that it is our last day.. so there is no need to make too much of a big deal out of nothing! We will forgive everyone easily....

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Excuse the LONG absence (was it long?).. 20 days have passed since the last time I updated... I am having a cloud of thoughts hovering around my head & breathing in and out my whole body! & one thought has been conquering my mind for the last couple of days... Fortunately, I took the precautions & did what was needed to be done.. A weight has been lifted off my shoulders. However, I still cannot forget all about it and throw all the responsibility on other people... I, too, MUST ACT more and do something about it.

I am sounding Chinese, I know! :P this has nothing to do with you! sorry.

So,

I was back from Kuwait last Thursday. It was TOoOO cold and I was freezing all the time, but OH yeah I had so much fun that couldn't be expected at all. & I formed a bond (A VERY SPECIAL BOND) between me & (CHOCOLATE BAR).. to be more exact, I FELL HEAD OVER HEELS IN LOVE WITH HOT CHOCOLATE in precise to the extent that there was never a day that passed by without me LONGING for it!

Yaaay :)

Luckily, I visited Jarir Book Store & bought some of the amazing books... & I also went to Virgin & bought books by Kuwaiti authors *it was a romantic one* I couldn't resist reading even when I was there, & I am glad I could finish reading at least 1 novel. My feelings were truthfully indescribable about every little thing in Kuwait! I LOVED KUWAIT Thanks to my cousins who were so welcoming and friendly... I am lucky to have them in my life. El7emdellah.. I shouldn't take them for granted though... I shouldn't..

Sami Yusuf :)

@ Tajen

Cousin Hannona :D

 @The Aquarium..

NEMO NEMO NEMO :D

we thought this fish had some pig-like features! don't you agree?

@ Cafe Ceramic - Marina Mall

Hilton..

Hannona dedicated those shells to ME :)

I read this..

My aunt loves unique stuff.. In her house she keeps those dwarves settled on the grass :D I loved them..

Those are Hannona's shelves :p well they seem tidier than mine!

OH MY GOD she got KYOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!

Another Kyo! Well I was planning to steal it actually hahaha

You see why me & Hannona can get along and be on the same wave length?

:) Once I was back to Dubai, (APART from HAVING to solve some of the serious problems), me and my best friend Shamma decided to meet up the following day. One cannot miss that meet up, for Shamma is hardly found these days. ^_^ We had Cinnamon with chocolate at Cinnabon & we went to Magrudy BOOK SHOP

I am glad I paid Magrudy a visit twice this week :D now I have 14 vouchers to redeem :D If, & only if, I turn EXTREMELY broke, I will be able to use them.

With regards to READING,

You should know by now the reason why I keep encouraging people to READ.

Once you're in this wonderful REALM, you wish that time would stop so that you could finish reading more and more books... you wish that you've started reading ever since you were 3 years old so that your shelves on shelfari would contain a very large number of books...

Without exaggeration, when I read I start having feelings of Happiness, Joy, Tranquility, Warmth, & Inner-peace...

DO READ READ READ READ READ READ... YUM YUM...

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