So what really matters to you is whether or not I HATE
YOU... This explains how trivial & silly the way your thinking has
become.. Look at other aspects please... LOOK at the holes you've
created in my heart...
I DON'T WANNA continue typing my words for someone fake
like you... You know the scattered image you've created for yourself!
And you know how tough the results might be in your WOBBLING future.
17|10|2005 4:45 PM
As my tears were trickling down my cheeks, I wrote a message, then I
put it in a bottle to throw it in the ocean...
Sorry I couldn't add a comment coz your comment box
didn't work with me. I won't comment on the first part coz it really
brings me despair though........
The second parttttttttttt amazed me....
I know that we share a strange telepathy, but every
time something strange happens, it really leaves me in a state of
astonishment...
Like for example,
Today, before updating your blog, tears were burning my
pillow.. DO you know why?!! I remembered a scene of my grandfather
while he was reading a book.. I remembered his glasses... His library
book shelves.. His sweet odor... I remembered how I was curious to
read all his books.. I remembered the specific books which I used to
grab from his library.. I remembered what he used to keep in his
cupboard... I remembered how he surrounded us with pure happiness.. I
remembered everything...
It was in their inevitable destiny to leave... And I
believe in Allah's destiny. Yet, we shed tears because we long to see
them... We long to sit with them... We long to chit chat with them...
So many memories flashed back through my mind...
They were series of happy scenarios that ended with sorrow and the
feeling of loss.
WHILE remembering him,
you came across
my mind! I was wondering if you were thinking about them too.. I was
wondering if you were missing them as I do.. I was wondering.....
When I checked out your
website, and
read what you've typed... I wanted to see you and hug you... I know
how much it's painful...
By the way... I'd like to share this with you..
They say there are different kinds of tears.. Sad tears, happy tears,
fearful tears.. etc.
They say.. "Sad tears spill forth from the inside
corner of the eye, finding their way across our nose, cheeks and lips.
For some reason, we always lick sad tears. We know that they are
salty, and the things that bring them forth are usually the bitter
experience in life. Sad tears come from the heart. They usually bring
a bending of the shoulders and a drooping of the head"
7|10|2005 3:02 AM
I was
immersed in reading this book.. It caught my attention & I couldn't
put it down. I know it's Ramadan and I should have concentrated on
reciting the Qur'an, but I cAn't stop reading other books too :p Thus,
I went with my bro tonight to buy more books of the same collection...
I was more happy to find him supporting my thoughts :D
Hmm Hmm Hmm.. I didn't do my globalization H.W and and tomorrow will
be my busy day..
SO NEVER EVER ABANDON READING ;)
select useful books plz
3|10|2005 9:00 PM
185. The month of Ramadan in which was
revealed the Qur'an, a guidance for mankind and clear proofs for the
guidance and the criterion (between right and wrong). So whoever of
you sights (the crescent on the first night of) the month (of Ramadan
i.e. is present at his home), he must observe Saum (fasts) that
month, and whoever is ill or on a journey, the same number [of days
which one did not observe Saum (fasts) must be made up] from
other days. Allah intends for you ease, and He does not want to make
things difficult for you. (He wants that you) must complete the same
number (of days), and that you must magnify Allah [i.e. to say
Takabir (Allahu Akbar: Allah is the most great] for having
guided you so that you may be grateful to Him.
Surah 2. Al-Baqara part 2
So Ramadan Kareem. Sorry If I hurt
somebody without intention...
I really am sorry... :) can't
believe one year had passed away... :) Seize each moment of this Holy
Month, for it may be the last...
Message to some people:
I really do miss
Nseem el sharg <= sorry girl, I
really had wonderful time with you and I will never forget how sweet
you were,
D'amore <- Inshallah I'll make it up someday ;) wait the right
time didn't come yet.. BUT you're always on my mind. Candy,
Mayanee inshallah I'll see you soon, Shamma.
My apologies to:
BK, little
Miracle I'm very sorry because of that silly thing that happened
in the past about the site and everything.. I forgot your email
uaeyah plz
pass my words to her...
I was
immersed in reading this book.. It caught my attention & I couldn't
put it down. I know it's Ramadan and I should have concentrated on
reciting the Qur'an, but I cAn't stop reading other books too :p Thus,
I went with my bro tonight to buy more books of the same collection...
I was more happy to find him supporting my thoughts :D
Hmm Hmm Hmm.. I didn't do my globalization H.W and and tomorrow will
be my busy day.. 
