Today I had a microbiology test.. and oh
I've done pretty baaaaaaaaaad.. :P and I was embarrassed by Dr.
Polypeptide's comments toO. lol he wanted us to learn from our
silly mistakes, but suddenly my face turned redddddd :p I couldn't
hide it.. you know all about the
قفطة
Anyway, I was SOOOOO down today...
feeling so LONELY & upset with myself.
To my surprise, when I had my last class
session and before getting out of the CLASS, my instructor SAID:
"DO they still
call ya TWEETY"
I turned to look him in the eye.. I was
soooooooo astonished & Happy... HOW could he ever remember that they
call me tweety?! This teacher taught me 3 years ago, but I don't
remember I told him something about my personal life!!!!!
I smiled and said: "yes they still do..
actually I do call myself tweety toO"
:D how little things change my bad
mooooood!! :) and when I returned back home, I accessed the net &
found the loveliest email message everrrrrrrrrrr... :D now please
leave me in peace I do not wanna talk to anyone coz I don't want
anyone to ruin the rest of my daaaaaaaay, alrrrrright?!
27th|Oct|2007 7:38 AM
Surrendering in their eyes...
I feeeeeel I am
caught up every time I lOok into my aunt K's eyes! I always
feel that SHE's meeee, but a lil older... Perhaps WISER :) OH she
loves HEART SHAPED stuff & so do I, but I think... I will never be
able to be as patient as she is... Sometimes I even get scared to face
what she faced... I am glad I saw her Last Thursday ^_^ We
seized a few minutes & went to BASKIN ROBBINS (I ordered pralines)...
I always love the moments of being with her in her car...
Thank God, I saw all my aunts... It
feels great to see them all. I was wearing a JALABIYA and they
liked it a lot ^_^ Now they want me to get them some silk fabrics and
GO TO THE TAILOR.. Waaah it feels good to have people trusting
your taste! :p lol If onlyyyyyyyyy I did not have a lot of things to
do for uni!
Sometimes I LIKE {GUESS}
watches more than
CHOPARD!!
Dr. Polypeptide likes my sunglasses ^_^ How I wish
to go back to FLORENCE!
Received it on Thursday ^_^ I was so happy when I
saw it in front of my room's door once I was back from UNI.
M M M M
they're for my projecttttttttt!!!
This is a huge bOok!!!!
On Friday, I spent my noon in shedding tears...
I seem indefatigable about crying... Tears help us sometimes to wash
away the pain... Reminiscing in memories takes me completely away from
this world... My mind started switching from Karate to Gladiator {the
movie} when it was first released to DONALD DUCK to {I'll be missing
you by PUFF DADDY} to TAN TAN to the key chain Giorgio Armani to
طويل الشوق يبقى في اغتراب
to that day I spent in A.D when I was so shocked that I
eventually ended up drinking SPOILED & contaminated hot chocolate
which left me seriously SICK.
Cousin F was there tOo, but he didn't seem to know what was going on.
My mind seemed to settle on that scene when I was lying on bed not
being able to move and everybody was happy going out for shopping... I
was so sick that I couldn't eat anything out of being scared to throw
it all upppp.
My mind started switching again to the day I graduated,
feeling lonely without them to the day my hand kept a paper from
newspapers, because it held the title of {SAGITTARIUS @ school}
to the day I was alone in my
friend's car & they appeared in front of me all of a sudden. Again my
mind settled on the dream about my grandpa....
It's like our souls twinned by destiny... We feel
alike, but we're very differenttttt.. Sometimes I can hardly believe
that I am not even remembered. I jump to hasty conclusions that I am
remembered, but then again I sigh thinking "what's the use of that
anyway".........
It feels worse off than death...
& I...
don't blame anyone for anything............
& I... will never ever... HATE YOU.
& I... will never ever... give up hoping that you'll
change for the better...
& I... will never ever.. stop praying for you.
Luckily, I went to the CITY CENTER.. I needed to go to
MAGRUDY & Virgin.
I was obliged to gooooo, I had to, because I needed to buy some books
for my project and CHANGE our stupid ROUTER... the place was extremely
crowded to the extent that people could clash with me! I got so
annoyed at first, but I am glad I changed the atmosphere, because I
would have eaten my heart out if I had stayed at home. HOWEVER, I'll
never ever gOo to the city center during weekends unless I go during
the mornings.
:D My taciturn sis was with me... ^_^ we had dinner
together at COCO's... It felt sooooooooooooo greattttt to accompany
her... BTW she's GEMINI
COCO's Broccoli SOUP YumMMMm
Yumm with MUSHROOMS.
I got a new ROUTER with 3 antennas.. I think it's
way much better than D-LINK
I met my aunt at EARLY LEARNING CENTER.. SHe
was staring at me for a while.. then she said: "My daughter looks like
you"
I looked at her daughter and I said to myself "No..
she looks different" Then one of the workers approached me and
asked: "Is she your sister? she looks like you"
Hehehe maybe here she looks like me...
& at night... My aunt L got me jamoca almond
with the topping of chocolate sauce + almond NUTS YUMMM
24th|Oct|2007 7:38 AM
A day spent with my friends... :D
I woke up so tired today... I had a
sleepless night.. I forgot to tell ya that I dream a lot these days
[Well I had a dream about Scarlett.. I had a dream about my aunts. & I
had another dream about my aunts.. & I had a dream about my dad.. & I
had a dream about my friend.. & I had a dream about Uncle Zee's wife..
I also had dreams about Cousin F & Cousin S...Oh I had several dreams
about myself
أونه شو السالفة؟ موسم أحلام؟؟؟]..
& I wake up every now and then.. Besides, my friends dream about me
almost everyday! MOST of the dreams are nice, but anyway my mama is
worried.. she thinks the vitamin which I am taking is making me
alert.. and so do I.. I believe that my vitamin is not suitable for my
body.. My instructor Dr Polypeptide told me twice that I am
losing weight... and this was my response: "No I
did not lose weight... my cheeks were just like a blown balloon which
suddenly lost its gas.. that's why you think I lost weight.. I did not
lose weight but my face looks tired"
Anyway,
More fabrics ;)
Before two days, I went with
Mesmerizing Dimple & Coral Mermaid to buy more silky
fabrics :D I went to Al BustanCenter [I saw wonderful
collections of fabrics] but I hated myself once I was asking the
Syrians about the
prices of the fabrics... COZ those Syrians were very sticky and very
LOW CLASS as compared to the Indians!!! They flirt & YOU must buy from
them.. otherwise, they'll complain and they'll start grumbling with
their UFFs... Besides, they LIE about prices... they'll tell you it
costs 500 DHS when it only costs 200 DHS! yes this is how they play
with prices!!! Besides, they tell you it's FRENCH when it's KOREAN..
LOL he guaranteed me it was French & I saw the word {KOREAN} printed
on the fabric I bought . The
Indians and also some of the
Persians were very
polite and reasonable... ANYWAY, I will go again to AL BUSTAN.. but
this time, I will buy nothing.. I'll only make them hate themselves
for the way they treat their customers! I won't mention my plan and
the details now :D
Oh I forgot to mention that I had my
dinner at MacDonald's.
YUMMY.
........................................
Today, I had a day off :D it feels so nice to be away
from UNI life.. I think I deserve itttt, coz I've been so stressed
during the last couple of days..
I spent my day hanging out with friends
{Coral Mermaid, Mesmerizing Dimple or DIMPLI as
we call her, Ayda, & Baby Thyme} ^_^ so we were 5! I
enjoyed my time... Usually I don't like to hang out with a group of
friends.. I prefer to have just one person to be accompanied with, but
I really liked it today! Maybe because they all understand my nature..
It seems like we've been classmates since ages!!!
We shopped {I even bought some make
up!!!!!} Can you believe it?... & they bought bags and shoes...
HEARTS on the floor :D
& we had our lunch at
CHILIS
only to have the yummy
molten chocolate cake
:D
This is the salad we ordered
Yumm I ordered Jack mushroom wiz chicken fahita
:D :D and who can ever resist it??
Molten Chocolate Cake
I didn't stop laughing or smiling for a
single moment.. It was like living in paradise.. It felt like the
world was ours... I did not take notice of anyone but my friends... We
were soooooooooo innocently CRAZY... You wouldn't believe it if I tell
you that WE actually danced in one of the shops while we were
wearing classic hats
over our shailas lol.. & we took many pics of ourselves as well as
some short video files.
,,,,,,,,,,,
No one could ever destroy the kind of
felicity I had back when I had YOU in my life.. you were all my joy
and delight... & today it felt so strange to see signs which
immediately reminded me of you... Was the feeling I had indicating
that you'd always chase me wherever I go? or was it indicating that
I'd always carry you in my heart to survive?
On one of the walls we saw the letters M
& K.. beside it this sentence was written
نحن قوم لن نستسلم حتى
الموت
Today I don't blame you at all.... It's
not your fault to be loved this way....
I feeeeeel I am
caught up every time I lOok into my aunt K's eyes! I always
feel that SHE's meeee, but a lil older... Perhaps WISER :) OH she
loves HEART SHAPED stuff & so do I, but I think... I will never be
able to be as patient as she is... Sometimes I even get scared to face
what she faced... I am glad I saw her Last Thursday ^_^ We
seized a few minutes & went to BASKIN ROBBINS (I ordered pralines)...
I always love the moments of being with her in her car... 
Cousin F was there tOo, but he didn't seem to know what was going on.
My mind seemed to settle on that scene when I was lying on bed not
being able to move and everybody was happy going out for shopping... I
was so sick that I couldn't eat anything out of being scared to throw
it all upppp.
to the day I was alone in my
friend's car & they appeared in front of me all of a sudden. Again my
mind settled on the dream about my grandpa....
over our shailas lol.. & we took many pics of ourselves as well as
some short video files.
