19|11|2005 3:30 AM
Private victories always come before public victories...
"Before you'll ever win in the public
arenas of life. You must first win private battles within yourself.
All change begins with you"
Sean Covey
Like for example, I've discovered we're
so disappointed in uni... The more I tend to create ambitions and
motives in it, the more I find my self getting lazy and neglectful...
I think it's because we're going through
the motions, but our hearts are not in it... In order to let our
hearts be in it, we should change from within... Don't you think so?
we're not changing... we don't fight... Sometimes fears hold us back
from accomplishing what we aim to accomplish... Sometimes, a missing
part inside of us makes us suffer for the rest of our lives if we
don't try so hard to control it... Such sufferance causes us despair
and sadness that never permit us to look forward to the best..
Some people thought I've been head over
heels in love with uni.. Yeah I cherish the moments I stay in the
garden while drinking the pleasure of life, contemplating the beauty
of Allah's creative touches on Nature.. I cherish the moments I listen
to "MISS WARRRRDEEE" :P putting all my effort just to tease
her... Oh I also love the name of my uni... I feel it's home, BUT I was never
happy with the syllabus & the way of teaching & the materials we're
taking...
As I said, we're going through the
motions.. our hearts are not in it at all...
.................
it's 3:42 AM sooo many things are
rolling across my mind and keeping my eyes widely open...
MmmMm.. I can't
sleep.. & I am starving to death lol.. I can't think of something to
eat right now... I think Greeen tea would be fine... I am thinking of
this word "separation"... I separated from all those whom I loved
including close friends & family when I separated from someone I
really cherished.. The pain which was in my heart was deeply reflected
in my face... I was silent... Yet, with mute eloquence, I revealed
everything to the world... & it destroyed my inner-self completely...
Today, I feel happy to be
separated from that kind of person... & inshallah those hurting traces
of such tragedy will vanish soon...
HAPPY :D
Yesterday is a cancelled cheque;
tomorrow is a promissory note; today is only cash you have, so spend
it wisely...
Miwicle's latest news:
-Going out more than usual.. Mostly for
shopping.. And oh yeah she didn't forget to invite
Flee
twice to have dinner @ Coco's ;)
-Waiting for
this to be released...
She's dying to have it..
-Buying more books without being able to
read any of 'em
-Thinking seriously of taping into her talents...
she believes that talents make you feel alive & extraordinary.
-Getting along with her family and
friends.. especially Cousin H
-Forgetting almost everything about the
work of uni & fighting to re-gain back her ambitions...
She needs to improve her knowledge
in?
-Jasjar =)
-Spanish <= lyrical.. passionate.. so
romantic.. simply wowy.
-Photography.. I love physics a lot. I
think photography deals with physics too... Thus, I wanna study the
angels of each shot perfectly..
MmmMm.. I can't
sleep.. & I am starving to death lol.. I can't think of something to
eat right now... I think Greeen tea would be fine... I am thinking of
this word "separation"... I separated from all those whom I loved
including close friends & family when I separated from someone I
really cherished.. The pain which was in my heart was deeply reflected
in my face... I was silent... Yet, with mute eloquence, I revealed
everything to the world... & it destroyed my inner-self completely...
