I found this lovely baby born with 39ama and kandoora in WAFI :P
It's been so long since I updated this page.. Thanks for those who showed me concern such as Achilis, Neptune, Sailor, Scarlettt, dxb girl, and my sis FLEE :)
Most of the time I wasn't in the mood to update. Maybe because I was so shocked from the rat I was dissecting.. *The dissection sessions lasted for 1 month*... & maybe because of the unpleasing grades that I've got... & maybe because of the ups and downs that were in my personal life!!
During this morning I feel more sick than yesterday... You know our uni is a freezing fridge with DUST! That brought me fever + sneezes + coughs and headache.
The problem is that I feel so cold that I end up wearing socks, gloves and my jacket. And then suddenly, I feel so hot. Thus, I cannot sleep at nights.
Anyway, I think I missed a test today, coz I am absent.
Have I ever mentioned that the "teacher" who smokes has become almost like a friend? I couldn't tolerate him at first, because he was almost like me. BUT HE USED TO DROP MY FACE very often. Sometimes we don't like it when we find someone who can show us our own bad characteristics... Another reason which made me dislike him was that he could read my mind pretty easily... this was so strange!
Almost 4 days ago, we were sitting in class, talking about MICE! One of the classmates said that her friend saw a mouse in a pop-corn can!! Okay that didn't worry me a lot, because I don't buy my food from uni. After a short while, our teacher entered the class, and as soon as he started enthusing us with his inspiring words of CREATIVITY, I heard annoying screams and every girl stood up frightened.. Their faces were almost dead. So, I knew something wasn't quite alright.. And I stood up too *el7ashra wya ennas 3eed*, but I didn't scream, actually I think it was a phobia, for I didn't see anything scary, but I stood up, because last time and in the same class, there was a big insect which could reach my feet and I started screaming in the middle of class.. Thanks to Sara who could tread on the scary insect. I HATE BUGS and I prefer closing my eyes rather than seeing one right in front of me! anyway,
DO YOU KNOW WHAT I SAW BEFORE 4 DAYS WHEN I STOOD UP AGAIN WITH THE GIRLS!! GUESS WHAT?
A MOUSE!!!!!!!!!! an ugly creature running.. when I saw it, I couldn't help but scream out loud and you know how my heart sank to the floor! and our teacher was so excited about it.. lol
And this morning at 9:00 AM, during my Human Physiology class, I was supposed to cut a rat into slices!!! It wasn't so nice to see all the guts of a rat!! and my rat was so obese! I could see all the fat tissues obviously. Anyway, don't worry I am not going to post the shots I snapped of my sweet rat. I don't want you to lose your appetite after all.
***Unfortunately, my teacher is so upset of me.. She said I was immature twice! that word was so rude! I mean, I might have made a mistake, but that doesn't mean I deserved all what she said. Also, she said: "Your performance in class stinks" <= & I could accept those words, for I think I am not paying much attention. anyway, I am so annoyed & a bit sad... It was tooooo much on me to bear!
University is all about TIME MANAGEMENT. It doesn't matter whether you are smart or dumb. The most important thing is to manage your time well and hand your projects on the due dates. Back when I was in school, I could always leave everything until the last moment & I could manage 2 get high grades. Whereas, now I cannot use the same old method. When I am late, I can't manage to show an excellent performance. & in uni, they want the best work you can handle. The worst thing in life is when you know you have a bad habit and you don't work hard to change it.
Well, I know I am late, but I am trying to change my bad habits.
I've dreamt some nice dreams about people I really cherish.. & I was smitten by them. BUT, I can hardly find the accurate & the suitable words now.. So, I will conceal all the feelings for now.. I might share them later when I am back to my normal phase lol.
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Dear Sara D' AMORE,
I don't think that there's something that can last forever... There are no guarantees.. But of course, I do wish that our friendship will manage its way to last forever. You reveal a lot to me with your silence. I could always know you from the inside. You're a person who can always inspire me with her sweet words.. A person who understands the meaning of true L.O.V.E which is in GOD. Few people can sense this kind of love. And thank God I am lucky to know you!
I won't ever forget the day we've met... I don't know how I knew you among all the other girls who were sitting in that court. You can say I followed my heart lol.
And you know what.. Few people can convince me to have PIES.... The first and last time I had an apple pie from macdonald's was when I was in Bonn in the year of 2004. I was with my cousin.. & he's been my best friend actually. We were sitting together.. eating our apple pies. That moment was one of the most precious moments in my life. The taste of the apple pie wasn't as bad as I thought, but it wasn't so yummy that could make me high on life...
But the STRAWBERRY pie you made me eat last time was AMAZING... It was soooo tasty. And the moment I tasted that pie reminded me of many happy moments I shared with dear people in the past. ^_^
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To those who send me emails regularly, THANKS A WHOLE BUNCH for showing me concern, love and passion :p However, I don't promise to reply to all emails quickly, because I am soooo stressed these days. I have many projects to work on and many tests to study for.
Last but not least, I am thinking of a thing these days which really worries me a lot. I can't get it out of my mind.. It doesn't have to do with university and studying. It's more personal, but I do wish that you all pray for me.. THANKS :)
