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15th|NOV|2008
7:10 PM
I am glad that yesterday I met my friend
Hyperthalamus. Meeting an online friend is a new adventure to
me :p Thankfully, we could harmonize with each other despite the lack
of time ^_^ and my dad was happy to meet her dad.
I am still surprised how coincidences
brought us together! Subhan Allah. I should thank Allah for
granting me such BEAUTIFUL GIFTS wherever I go... I don't seek such
gifts, but He grants me... & that is because He is the most Generous
One....
Her mother said that I looked beautiful
;)
& today, again, at the hospital, 3
nurses told me that I looked beautiful.
I told you I need to hear it EVERYDAY..
:p
As Cotton Candy said, maybe we're
beautiful but we don't feel that we deserve to hear it this much coz
we see a lot of beautiful girls around too.
All my friends are beautiful mashaAllah
and I am not exaggerating.
Having mentioned all that,
let me tell you another thing about
Beauty..
WOW
I have never believed that I'd love Thai
People this much =) they're very gentle and always smiling to
people... I think they could capture the hearts of tourists by their
gentle way of treating others. & this is what real beauty is in
Bangkok.
..........................
I saw the hand surgeon today, & he said
that he would make the surgery for me next Sat, but I cannot stay
until then, because I need to prepare myself for Hajj. So my surgery
is postponed... My grandma is sick, and I hope she'll get better soon.
Tomorrow inshaAllah we will return back
to our beloved country...
I missed my mother
I missed my sisters including Flee
& Meerooooh.. :p & the other one knows how enormously I do miss
her! I don't have to mention her name coz she knows herself... & of
course... I missed my brothers...
I still miss.. the one who.. will never
come back to this life again... whenever he... crosses my mind... my
eyes grow watery... & I... suffer.. to... conceal... them...
is it really true that I will never find
him in our house again?! I can't bear that
fact.......................... will never be able to cope with it.
12th|NOV|2008
5:36
PM
Today I went to
Bumrungrad
Hospital... Met Doctor Pitt
specialized in the field of BONES... He suggested that I should meet
another doctor specialized in Hand Surgery on Saturday....
I liked Bangkok Hospital & Bumrungrad,
but I felt that Bangkok hospital's services were much faster & the
staff of the customer services was more friendly :)
Today I wished I didn't come to Thailand
without a friend or a sister.. I prefer being ALONE rather than
staying with people who are not ready to UNDERSTAND me!!!
عفاني الله
11th|NOV|2008
4:03
PM
Today another nurse told me in ARABIC: "Antee
Jameela..shaklek jameel" meaning "You are beautiful.. So
are you married?"
This is the third time I hear it...
Everyday someone comes and tell me this lovely compliment..
Now I am gunna blow off my HEAD :p & I
need to hear it EVERY DAY :D
خلاص
اونه كبر راسي واتعودت اسمعها كل يوم
seriously
I don't know.. Is it because of my
tweetish EYES? Or is it because the energy of love and passion which
is hovering around my body with its hearts hearts *Gloob Gloob*?? or
they're just complimenting ME??
LOL, or is it because they're extremely
bored and they don't know what to say ?! :p
anyway,
I am extremely UPSET & currently doing a
small burn...
some people are treating me as if I am a
girl of 4 years old! They don't know that this way of treating is the
worst of all especially when dealing with ME.
I just asked if there would be someone
who would LIKE to accompany me to the shops located downstairs
in this HOTEL.. They refused to accompany me.. alright? OK, so I
decided to go ALONE.. what's the problem?!!! I wasn't asking for any
permission!
Just to show others that they're keeping
things in control?
Everything is safe and secured..
so I don't understand !
I got bored of HOSPITALS... really
bored! I need to CHANGE the atmosphere every now and then! I hate it
when MEN act as if they can control everything.
10th|NOV|2008
8:30
PM
A nurse told me today: "you're beautiful" :D
Vegetable Sandwich...
I don't remember the name of the mall, but it was
mainly for BRANDS.
I went to Central World Shopping mall seeking Sanrio
of HelloO Kitty, & I found a lot of My Melody stuff.. But I promised
myself not to go there again... It's a big mall & I didn't bring comfy
shoes!! Instead, I brought HIGH HEELS!!!!
Unfortunately, I don't get time for SHOPPING. Every
morning we go to the hospital & we stay there until 5 or 6 PM.. By the
time we arrive back to the hotel, we feel extremely exhausted!
9th|NOV|2008
9:36 PM
Hmmm... all what I know is that I am in
Bangkok now. Some of the shopping malls such as (Central World) & Siam
Paragon are
around...
You have no idea how much I would like
to go back to DUBAI... NOW NOW..
Not that I hated Bangkok! I am a new
visitor to this place & I cannot judge immediately... The place where
I am staying at is comfy & neat, but... Oh I just misss my family
especially (3allaya + Mama)... :'(
Things I did while I was in the plane:
*) Finished reading the novel of
مملكة النحل
it was very WONDERFUL.. creative and smart. WOW. I
highly recommend it...
 روايه
عجيبه.. مب قادرة اوصفها... شي مشابه لثمانون عاما بحثا عن مخرج... روايه
فيها ابداع.. روايه اتخبل. وايد حبيتها...
وايد.
تتكلم عن
أهمية الالتزام بشرع الله وأهمية الالتزام والمحافظة على اللغة والعادات
والتقاليد من خلال سرد قصة في غاية الروعة عن مملكة النحل وحياتهم... واو
واو واو.. عجيبة.
*) Read a short
story from
استمتع بحياتك لمحمد العريفي
& it was very meaningful & remarkable.
*) Saw the movie
College Road Trip.. it was humorous :D and also meaningful. I wish
my dad saw it with me!
*) Saw Cinderella ^_^ bibbidi bobbidi
boo :D I love Disney's classics.
...............
Lemme tell you what happened while I was
in the plane..
My grandma kept nagging over my head to
wear "shaila" even more properly.. I wear "shaila" + "um6a", which is
something to cover the hair with before putting on shaila... So I wear
two things to cover my hair, ok?
Now. My forehead is very very small! and
my hair is very very soft.. and there are some tiny weeny hairs that
manage to appear from the "um6a"...they're very small and they cannot
be seen easily unless you're sticking your face on mine! actually,
this is a problem I always suffer from...
My grandma kept commanding me to COVER
MY FACE!!!! imagine that! I do it when it is crowded, & my grandma
said that the plane was crowded. so, according to her beliefs, I had
to cover my face.. & she was insisting and insisting & insisting...
(even my strict brother was more flexible)!! Oh, How I missed my
brother while I was at Dubai airport & in the plane :'( last year, he
was around! the pain is just like a knife which is cutting my heart
into pieces slowly.... I can hardly believe he's no longer with us...
& while my grandma was talking about my shaila a lot, I felt like
suffocating... And, unfortunately, I am so stubborn! I can harm myself
easily just because of my stubbornness! if someone keeps telling me to
do a specific thing, I will just stop listening! my brother used to
tell me this:
عندج عناد في غير موضعه
My brother? where is he? :'(
الأرواح
تتصل... أشعر به كثيرا.. ولكني اشتاق إلى رؤيته... والشوق على مر الأيام
يزيد ويزيد.
& I remembered everything which pissed
me off about this life from the most trivial thing to the most serious
matter which happened recently.... You have no idea how CONFUSED I am!
In the end, waves and waves of sadness rushed through me and left me
gloomy... so gloomy.
Finally I said:
"would you like to see my head bare? coz I am willing to take off my
shaila just right here.. right now" lol I have no idea how I
said that! I know she's an old lady and sometimes she does not mean
it, but I felt so annoyed coz she kept talking about that one thing
and no matter how I tried to cover everything, she still wasn't
satisfied!!! & She made a dramatic story out of it! If you listen to
what she says about me, you'll feel that I am
متبرجة والعياذ بالله
I love covering my hair.. I do it
because, us muslims, should wear it with LOVE, knowing that God loves
us more when we're concealed, for we're so precious to Him.. What I am
trying to preach is that I don't wear shaila just because of my
parents! I am convinced to wear it... & I don't even put on
make up.. & when I walk, I walk without staring at others... I can
hardly know what happens around me except if someone stops me and
tells me something...
Just like what happened when I came back
from the plane's toilet.. A woman stopped me while I was walking back
to my seat & said: "excuse me.. from where you got this abaya of
yours?"
I don't know but I shrank & felt embarrassed lol.. That abaya was an
old one! LOL & I suspected that maybe that woman planned to make fun
of me or something! I don't carry my new stuff with me when I travel..
I carry the worst things.. anyway, I didn't even remember the name of
the woman who designed it! I told the one who asked me about the abaya
that I didn't remember well..
after a short while, I sent a message to
my sis Flee asking her about the abaya.. she told me the name
of the woman who designed it, but she did not have her number!
again,
the woman who asked me about the abaya
expressed that she really wanted to know from where I got it..
after we reached our destination to
Bangkok.. the woman gave me her mobile number...
& while I was walking at Bangkok
airport, feeling so tired, a muslim man from Thailand, stopped me,
looked me in the eye & said: "Beautiful" then he bowed his head
quickly!
Again, I thought he was making fun of
me! & pretended that I didn't hear it!
what ya3ni, when I am sure that I look
so scary, I receive such a compliment?! :p what so beautiful about a
girl who looks exactly like a PANDA with her black circles around her
eyes & puffy cheeeks? :P My brother used to call me "b6reeeqa" <=
Penguin :p
The thing is.. I am not used to receive
compliments from any guy but my bro.. That's why everything seems
abnormal to me these days....
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