Mabrook 3alaikom
eshahar wo kel 3am wento b5air....
during this
precious month I wish that some ppl would refresh their
souls... I wish they would forget and forgive... I wish they
would start a new life... My dear... your path will
lead u 2 nothing meaningful... yet I can see you failure
in your life... And don't lie to yourself by saying you did
everything u want! and you're happy!! you're trying to
deceive others and deceive yourself.. but you can't deceive
ALLAH... I know that u hate advices... but you should
pray... pray as much as u can... have a lil faith.. and trust
ALLAH... recite some verses before getting to bed... you'll
never regret it...
See!! even though
u hurt me pretty badly, I hate to see you careless & I still
pray for you... Don't forget that there was "me" in your life...
I know that I'm talking to myself... I laugh @ this sad truth
sometimes...
When you love
someone with all your heart... and that someone has become so
careless... and he/she doesn't pay attention to his/her
family... He/she left his/her old friends... he/she lives but
with no conscience... What would u do? I close my eyes
and see that person there... I put my hands on my heart and I
feel him/her living there... It hurts me to see you achieving
nothing! everyone lost a dear person... but It's not the end of
world...
I wish u would be
fine... I wish u would try to change your direction... I wish I
wish I wish...
I have to go with her to the
orthodontic clinic today... And then I'll go to al magrudy
library to buy a file for my ENGLISH subject...
3.11.2002
11:48 PM
Hi again...
Well.. I simply
decided not to go to that place 2day... Unknown, I hate that
place too.. Besides.. I didn't visit my mom till now! shame on
me wallah... I'm gonna visit her soon...
I realize that
there are so many ppl who still know how to love and how to
care... When u look @ their smiles or @ the way they laugh u
just feel happy and satisfied... I think it's simply enough 2
live a happy life.. God bless those ppl... They are few in this
life...
DXB Gurl,
I have never told you but you touched my soul... You're always
kind & honest... Who else could I call with something 2 say only
2 find nothing needs to be said? In your own way u taught me not
to care @ what other ppl thought coz you're my best friend...
You're a gift that can't be bought... u were there for me when
someone left me & made me cry... u wouldn't let me be alone... u
were there for me when I finally could smile.. I got past all
the heartache... u have done everything for me that u could
do... u have read the same books I have read... U have washed
away the tears on my face... I NEVER HEARD U WHINE!!! But I felt
your sadness.. And I tried 2 make things easier for u... Thanks
for being my best friend... And sorry If I had done something
wrong or said something harsh to u... forgive my craziness!!
forgive the foolish gurl!
I made
this
& this.... Check
her site.. it's amazing...
31.10.2002
4:38 PM
HellOooOo...
I'm back I'm back
...
I remember
those times when I was with my uncle in Germany... I was
interested in eating PRINGLES.. and he liked listening to
"Dangerous"
Owaa..
we're not gonna be with him as we did before... Owaa owaa... we already
miss him so much... I don't know whether to smile or to cry...
ehi
Cartier and Shopard
Had I done what I should do?
daaamn... they still come to me in my daydreams....I wish they
would come true... There were times when I made them laugh...
They would blush or smile or sigh... And though I knew they were
lying @ me sometimes... I couldn't help but wonder why.. There
were times when I would look at them & see me in their eyes... I
wanna forget them.. I really need to... but how? Why did they
have 2 leave me? I wasn't ready... I suppose one never
is.... My pain was building walls wherein my heart could
hide.... I always supported them, even if I didn't say it in
words...
... 
