14th|December|2006 11:47 PM My December.. {this update is so quick}
Today was so special.. I woke up at 6:00 AM. and it was raining... I sat by the window looking outside... And I had this mixture of feelings that led me to the world of "reverie"..... I was drifted into it...
It is so amazing how we change in every year. Yet the (Love) we have for certain people remain unchanged. It is even more astonishing when we feel so weird during certain months of the year. During every December, I feel so detached from this world. Maybe because of the lovely weather?!! I don't know!! And I tend to miss some people so so much...
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Once upon a December.. Once upon a time there was a girl who had no interests in the field of medicine at all. However, her destiny led her to DMCG :) and she had a great supporter who encouraged her along her way.. In the same year, I was born... I was so pampered by my family... I remember that my mum wrote a wonderful poem for me.. my aunts used to take me everywhere with them.. I used to have a special kind of dress which was bronze and had strings coming out of its sleeves. Scarlett used to say that that dress was exactly what "elhnood el 7mr" used to wear, & that would absolutely put a frown on my face. I was surrounded by lovely toys.. My dad used to take me to Disney Land from time to time... My best friend was my cousin. He used to be my soul-mate. I wouldn't go anywhere but with him. We used to be troublemakers! But, we had FUN. I had other friends such as Samz and her brother. Samz was the one who used to be so brave, smart and yet soooooo wicked! Samz had long nails. Samz inserted her long nails in my left cheek! mmm I still have a faded scar of the wound, but I do love that mark, because I love Samz so much even though this Samz is actually a scorpion :) Samz's brother was the most logical person I've ever known MASHALLAH. For as far as I can remember, he's been the one who could distinguish between right and wrong even though he was a kid. We were all sheltered under the shadow of my grandpa's L.O.V.E... That kind of love compensated every loss and pain we had...
The right side of my brain used to work much more efficiently than the left side. I used to play piano, draw, read and write. However, I had ambitions for MEDICINE. I didn't know why though. I used to try reading medical books. In addition, I used to practice making an operation on my COUSIN's tummy and he was so patient with me. :P
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Some people sent me some very (funny) messages. I am so thankful, because they cheered me up even though they were kinda admonishing.... and yeah {some things are better left unsaid}, because... I am clueless! and it's not my fault........
I would also like to thank Bee, Amoony, DxB Girl, the IT student *R*, Sensitive, and fleeeeeeeeee
Thanks to {{Silent Sorrow}} You cheered me up with your concern =)
Thanks to Unknown and her sis Fofo.. :) Special people always make you feel special... The surprise was sooooo sweet and I needed it so much. I really wished I didn't go to Wafi. If I had known that you'd be in my room, I would have stayed at home.. I can only say that it's a pure blessing to have you in my world... I can't express my feelings through mere words... Look into my eyes and you'll know how I highly cherish you both...
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WAFI MALL
At night I went to Wafi mall and it was a big mistake and not the right choice.. I felt I went to a "CHURCH" and not wafi!! They had this group of people who were singing some Christmas songs in the middle of the mall. I really felt upset about it. At first they brought huge Christmas trees and then they brought the group which sang.. I wonder what will happen next??!! I think they're missing the CROSSES.
