I cannot focus.. every now and then I scribble on
papers and then I decide to talk endlessly with mummy until I find her
not having the enthusiasm to TALK, for I am boring and have nothing
serious or even really funny to talk about.
I am having jasmine tea to calm down my tummy and
relaxxxxxxxxxx...
Just 8 more days to goooooooooooooooooo....
wish me luck please, for I hate exams from the bottom of my heart! and
I hate studying for exams...
and by the way, I have to hand in my
project after almost 37 hours.... I don't care about the grade nor do
I care about the quality of work! All what I am currently thinking of
is how will I spend my time working on the references, for I take a
lot of time just to reference my work! AND, I am not half the way
through it all! it needs a lot of additional parts to be added! Just
pray for me and I will be so grateful...
29th|Dec|2007 11:01 PM
Last night I received 2 lovely pajamas
from my mother...They're gunna warm me up at night when I feel
extremely cold...
by the way.. I have just received an SMS
from my soul mate
saying: "I'm wearing the comfy soft socks you
got me"
I feel so happy when I am remembered..
as I said before, I am not going out with my family nor am I hanging
out with my friends these days! And I do a slow burn when I feel that
I have to WORK on my projects at this period of time... All my
friends are enjoying their holidays except me! The problem is that I
do not go out nor do I work progressively when I am at home, because I
feel irritated... I want to READ novels.. (by the way I have ordered "The
13th Tale" from amazon.com) thanks to
diddlina
who recommended it from me) I want to enjoy life without having to
WORRY about anything...
I woke up this morning feeling so happy
that I was at home... lying on my comfy bed is a wonderful feeeeeling...
A huge smile is always drawn on my face at the thought of being away
from uni.
I had my breakfast and talked with my
mother for several hours that were not CONTINUOUS for sure. She
talked about my career life and how she expects me to be and I talked
about my NOVEL and how I am eager to WRITE it all down. I explained
how I would love to STUDY literature rather than to spend my whole
life working routinely for the sake of SCIENCE.
I feel if I start working, I'll never
have THE MOOD to be inspired enough to write creatively. I really do
wanna study LITERATURE first.
And hmmmm.. when I talk about my near
future, I feel so excited about the goals I have always wanted to
achieve, but there is something of which I don't know what to call
that is holding me back... Shall I call it an obstacle or a new ray of
HOPE? I do not know..... All what I know is that I will be done with
this semester inshAllah soon... & only one semester will be left &
I'll graduate............
& I did not forget that a dear person is
sorely missed... It's been 2 months now since he left... No matter how
much we try to think no more of this particular issue, we find our
mind switching again on him and only him...
At night I had my dinner with uncle
Zee.. He seemed quiet, but I enjoyed my time, because... he has
always been my favorite uncle. don't ask why! maybe because he knows
how to get on my nerves. lol.
Looking back at the days I spent in
Germany & Florence with uncle Zee and his lovely wife,
Thanks goes to Banootah who
always cheers me up with her simple words that come straight from her
heart :)
My greetings goes to my online friend
Neptune who eventually got married :)
Thanks for every soul who never forgets
me.
At the moment, I am chatting with
FOFO.. I miss her.
28th|Dec|2007 11:41 PM
"knowledge is knowing that a tomato
is a fruit, but wisdom is knowing not to put a tomato into a fruit
salad"
~Dr. Salim
:) how valuable those words are!
sometimes we know the fact of a certain thing that we want to change,
but wisdom does not allow us to do so... I loved his words so much!
...........................
coffeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
These two books are very beneficial... I advise
everyone to have
this one, because it's an easy read. Whereas
this one is a bit complicated and not for lay ppl. However, the
latter serves as a good reference for nutritionists to know more about
micronutrients..
Pink Panther :)
Yum Yum Yummy
Yum Yum Yummy
I was so stressed and eating
الأخضر
واليابس out of
"Faja3ness"... I have a lot of things to finish! well I've been
working on them, but... there is no ENOUGH time to be done with
everything.. Why? because I've been postponing everything... And now I
feel I will explode! You might wonder why I am here then! If I am that
busy I should WORK instead. Well.. SOMETIMES I need to take a break!
Currently I am reading from
Positively Pooh. It is a wonderful book for relaxation :) I got it
when I was in Germany last time.. The bOok shop's name was "Hugendubel"...
I remember that day very well...
Everyone decided to go out today except
me! I decided to work instead and now I am
Indulging
in some do-not-disturb time...
My room is so warm and calm... How wonderful it is to relax while
having a warm raspberry tea mixed with HONEY... I am also purchasing
books and DVDS from amazon.com I couldn't resist tweety's dvds and
disney's classics as well as some story books for children.
