I came to realize that when you love
them so much to the extent that you eventually let them go, it means
you're truly and blindly in love with them................ They do not
TRULY and FAITHFULLY want you... and your pride does not allow you to
throw yourself on them any longer....
How easy it is to say: "I LOVE YOU"...
However, it takes true actions that involve SACRIFICE when it
comes to real LOVE. Also, to keep it as a life-long promise is not
that easy!
When you love, you try to show them that
they're EVERYTHING in your world... and after you did everything to
please them and still they did not appreciate you, you leave
silently...
But you make sure that you left a trace
and they'd always remember you whether they wanted it or not......
How sweet love is!
you learn to be BRAVE, LOYAL, AMBITIOUS,
Altruistic, Trust-Worthy, Tender-hearted, Optimistic, HAPPY, & much
much more...
.................................
If you want to know whether I really
love you, check for anything that belongs to me and is left with
you... Check for any letter, small token, pictures, BOOK, or
anything....
..................Working on Projects..................
Can you see how I distract myself when I
am supposed to work???
I have always loved Little Twin Stars Kiki &
Lala :)
I have also loved My Melody much more than
Hello Kitty
Kiki and Lala, the Little Twin Stars, were born on
the Star of Compassion. With permission from Mother-Star and
Father-Star they set out for a visit to Earth. Lala’s star wand led
them on their journey. Ever since they arrived, the Little Twin Stars
have been spreading happiness to everyone they meet.
.................SHOPPING..................
A week before my finals, I went for shopping.. As you
know, I had an eid holiday! & I was extremely mad when I heard "Jinger
bells" song in every shop!!! I mean come ON!!!! Those days were
supposed to be our SACRED days.. Couldn't they put acclamation of
(Allah Akbar)
instead?!!! They have been preparing the Christmas
ornaments in each shopping mall for months now!! Couldn't they let us
feel that we had a sacred EID for just a few days?!! How to raise the
little ones in such a confusing environment?! In the west, I have
never ever seen that they cared for our own Eids! They let us
celebrate them in our own houses, but they don't design their shopping
malls with the Islamic embellishments!! We can always show RESPECT to
others despite their nationalities and religion, but that does not
mean we have to forsake our beliefs and remain silent just to please
them! How can one be respected if he himself does not show respect for
himself???!!!!
A reminder: وَمَنْ
يُعَظِّمْ شَعَائِرَ اللَّهِ فَإِنَّهَا مِنْ تَقْوَى الْقُلُوبِ
To uncle Zee, grandma, aunt M,
Samz and her brothers I shall say:
حج مبرور وسعي
مشكووور وذنب مغفوور
anyway,
Back to my healing therapy (SHOPPING),
:D I
liked the owl bag from BRACCIALINI :D I really like their stuff...
Meet my BOOMA bag..
The Eiffel tower caught my attention (AS USUAL)
My forget-me-not ring
My AMORE ring
Heart shaped rings are the best... they're simple
and very unique..
I am still sopping.. It's an urge!!! especially when I
am stressed... It eases the stress and relieves me completely.......
..........Current Wish List.............
In Gold and Diamonds..
Necklace
earrings..
Sagi :D
I want this pinky wristband
& this bridal collection
& this lolita bracelet :D
& the necklace...
This juicy watch even though it has Christian
crosses.. I decided to buy it and melt its 2 crosses at any Gold Shop.
