26.12.2002  12:39 AM

Dubai's gurl, Just Imagine it! Imagine that I won't be able to see you again! or maybe it's my last day here on earth!

sorry for letting waves of sadness come over you... I'm suffocating... U know why! I'm kind with ppl... even if they don't deserve my kindness! and see how do they love to stain my reputation! see how do they love to talk behind my back! I don’t know them! I didn’t see them yet.. but I forgave them…

I just want them to think carefully before hurting anyone... because it really hurts... I wish I had a cruel heart... I wish I could forget and never pay attention to those who are eager to destroy my life with their wordS... If they're right! yallah why don't you confront me??? My head seems to go round & round...

ولي إخوة كالينابيع تروي الحياة وتسقي ثراها النجيع

أحن إليهم بألف حنين وكل حنين يهز الضلوع

ok lemme contemplate the beauty of the world! ... (you).. simply you... you always make me feel better... listen 2 this plz...

we're more than sisters... and I thank you for the lovely gift & for the sweet card... That was nice of you to give wallah and yeah! I have 2 admit it!! you're good in cooking.... :D The cake was too yummy....

I'm not getting older

22.12.2002  9:40 PM  Updating her page again!!!  

Yeah I have 2 update it today! coz my cousin will check it.. and she told me that she would be so upset if she didn't find some new wallpapers!!!!! so here are some of my humble wallpapers:

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I went with my mum, aunt and sis to Caesar's restaurant... the food was yummy...and the decor was luxurious... but hey I hadn't fun @ all... it was so boring being there without DXB Gurl... My mum went on talking with my aunt.. my sis was so silent.. ehi ehi ehi owaa... and I went on talking & complaining alone without them paying any attention 2 me.. owaaaa I swore I wouldn't go with them again...

I don't like being ignored!!! and by whom? By my Mom :(

Then we went to a very lovely bakery named (el 6a7ooneh) <= the mill... in (6war center)...

Have u ever been to it??? the decor is so unique..

After that we went back home... I decided to sleep in my grandma's house for 1 night.. when I entered my grandpa's room:

I remembered those times when he was talking about his mom... he was too lonely without her... whenever he remembered her u would see his tears rolling down his cheeks... that was 22 years ago since his mom died... and the pain still went on... I miss him a lot... I long to see him yaaa rab... every one will pass away... but not everyone will leave special moments and memories left behind... his house is gloomy without him.. Allah yer7amah wo yer7amna ya rabb...

20.12.2002 10:21 PM  This will be:

The last time she Updates her page during this month Ok why??? because I'm out of words...  and this site makes no sense... it's useless...wo I wanna tell u something PALS... That Someone is fake, invisible, unreal, something imaginary... Do u believe it?? Am I a good writer??? lol.. Did I shock u?? I know that I let most of  u moved 2 tears... lol plz don't ask again who's that someone!!!! coz there's no any someone, inzain? I discovered that many of u were so curious...... I don't love someone.. I mean I'm not in love!! I love my dad, Mom... sis, family and my friends... that's it... Don't go tooooooo far...

Sorry for telling u this... bye bye

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