Miracle World.. ~ Never ever.. BORING world =)

9|2|2005 6:39 AM Fresh

I woke up today at 5:00 AM to see a lovely card dropped down next to my door...

It is from the little ones :D I love them..{mwa7z}

It's a wonderful feeling when you wake up fresh, healthy, happy & optimistic rather than being pessimistic.. In other words, it's a nice feeling when you start your day with a radiant smile shining all over your face... For sure, the world will smile back to you...

Let every day be a dream we can touch. Let every day be a love we can feel... Let every day be a reason to live... ;)

I didn't know what to have for breakfast... & finally I found something quick to start up with...

8|2|2005 5:16 PM Miracle & dreams.......

Mum got this for my sis as a giftttt... It's so cute :p and the quality of colors is similar to FUjjjjj's quality =) it's a tiny toony digi cam.. me likes.. me wants :( suits my jeans... it was made in Japan and not China..

Unfortunately, I won't be freeeeeeeee during this weekend, but don't worry I'm gonna update my page... =)

To alllll those who are shocked, to those whom I hurt, to those who feel that I'm neglectful:

sorry if I caused you pain & despair... I decided to look after my studies... I no longer live for myself... I want to let some people feel proud of me... Besides, I made mistakes before that you don't know yet & I don't wanna make more mistakes... I don't sleep! Plus, before two days... I dreamt a strange dream... I saw grandpa.. & he was angry... He didn't put his eyes in mine... 3nood was in the dream too... I know why he's angry... :( and it really hurts... I was crying in that dream... You can't imagine how I feel now!!! I'm no longer the girl whom you used to know... I pretend the laugh.... I pretend the smile... everything has changed in me.. and I really don't care as long as I believe I'm doing the right thingggggg... I think this is more than enough to forgive my attitude...

God is with me.. :') He's more than enough...

7|2|2005 6:16 PM :) excited..

Yaaaaaaaaaaay... It's tasty... :) Me & my friend had a wonderful time, right roo7? ;)

I didn't take my laptop with me today... It's so comfortable when you don't carry something so heavy on your shoulder... :D Plus, my concentration in class was much better than before..

Today, I was completely different & positive =) yaaaaaaay

Although I started this day with a tear rolling down my cheeks, I enjoyed every minute at university... Everything was beautiful in my eyes... Thank God... I felt he was watching over me... I felt he didn't leave me because I didn't forget him for even 1 second.. sub7an allah...

One should start his day with optimism & not pessimism, for every night brings a new day.. Allah alleviates all pain.. everything has its end...

Lolly, I've told you.. Casio ain't bad.. you just need to know how to deal with a product that's made in China :P it's more FEASIBLE than any other cam... It's so adorable..

As soon as I returned back home I saw those flowers inside my room & I felt so sorry for them.. as if they're bowing their heads representing sadness, sorrow & fear.....

& suddenly, I heard a noise..

;)

Trying to kiss her on her head.. Mashallah how polite!! lol

Those two trouble makers were jumping on my bed! :p can you imagine me jumping with them? LOL

Yeppeeeeeeeeeeee... We don't have to attend uni this Wednesday.. I hope you're gonna enjoy your time ;) I might travel to somewhere & I might stay here... It depends on my mood.. :p

5|2|2005 4:52 PM updating her page twice a day! wow! :P

University?? DON'T ASK! I attended the last class & it was pretty boring.. You don't wanna hear the end of story..

I snapped some shots with my Casio using the retro feature..

A fact:

Once I'm inside any car, I reminisce in memories & start daydreaming... That's why I don't think it's okay for me to drive. On the contrary, It's dangerous for MIWICLE to drive. I don't concentrate..

Shhhh don't tell mum.. I might think of driving someday..

Hey pals, don't you have this thought when you feel that you really need to travel alone.. for at least one month? I neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed it... I wanna be in a place where I know no one!

5|2|2005 7:52 AM GOOD MORNING..

Me Can't Sleeeeeeeeep... :D how can one attend university when he/she didn't sleep?? I was thinking offfff this cam It's amazing... check out this pic & read the reviews that were written about it =D

Wanna see more pics??

So I think I'm gonna get fuji F810 soon & a telephoto + macro extra ((lenses)) for my CANON :D

Here are some shots I snapped with my casio

7alawation

Someone is sick... :( Get well soon sweetheart

I was reading Archie's digest

4|2|2005 11:11 AM heeeeeeeehaaaaaaaa

I'm happy I'm sad.. I'm nervous I'm mad.. I'm excited I'm delighted... That's good That's baaaaaaaad.. I'm tired.. I'm wide awake... and everything seems right

LOOL.. I'M TAKING THIS MEDICINE WHICH MAKES ME FEEL crazy... I sleep in the morning and wake up at night... This means that I might not attend the uni tomorrow lol, for it is 11:11 AM and I'm hyper active.. I didn't sleep last night.. when will I sleep? & when will I wake up?? My hands are trembling... shossalfeh?

Anyways.. I didn't snap new shots, butttttttttttttt I made a something useful instead...

Check out my moments section.. Yes yes and finally, I'm done with it I stayed up all night long to finish it. and do u know what?? I decided to add moments of 2004 too.. As I mentioned before.. THEY ARE PRECIOUS MOMENTS... and I have to keep them here in my lovely webbie.. Please if you find spelling mistakes, do TELL ME..

MOMENTS OF 2003 are dedicated to MY UNCLE AND HIS WIFE :D :D

yes check out my p-shot section =D I'll add more shots later..

You know miracle, don't you?? she spent the whole two weeks doing nothing at all.. and when she realized that after few days she's gonna attend the most boring atmosphere again she made up her mind not to sleep & do useful things instead.. such as: reading, learning Spanish with my lil sis, editing the web pages, eating & eating & eatinggggggggggggg...

better than thinking of the things I hate the most, right? at least it's one of the processes that makes me feel relieved & happy...

Yallah chawzZzZz

3|2|2005 12:21 AM Sick again :(

Bye bye Vocation.. we'll get back to the most boring atmosphere again.. This is our fate & I won't complain, but whyyyyyy do I get sick every time I hear this word "University"?? Perhaps because it sounds like "Uni Jail"!

My hearty MUG =) the long one was broken :(

This is a useful book..

Pop corn ain't healthy at alllllll

This is my "Verde".. or you can call it خظّووووووري

He's very soft & gentle =)

Those who were born in the month of Dec are so cute :p mashallah... Usually, they share things in common... They're always talkative 7ashra... If they feel that the teacher or the doctor is WRONG they'll start arguing quickly, but politely.. "Don't get deceived by their silence, for when they remain silent they start analyzing other personalities"... they complain about what displease them.. if they want something they must have it, otherwise they won't sleep until they get what they want.. They love to be pampered, otherwise they'll wither! Hmmm, they are very sensitive and romantic...

Whether they're children or old ones... They stay up late at night thinking of billion things.. and you can see the black area under their eyes..

Most of them have the sixth sense.. They're intuitive dreamers. They're moooooody at heart & usually, they don't follow the instructions! they're curious to learn what they don't know about And yes they're SMART... They never stop thinkinggggggg... They're wise =) They're STUBBORN @ heart..

Oh yes they're mysterious... and I think this is what attracts people in them..

They love children... THEY cherish their friends.. they're creative...

They have happy spirits.. they laugh a lot, but they cry a lot because they're too compassionate..

I was born in DEC.. I have 2 friends who were born In DEC.. I have 2 cousins who were born in DEC ((children)).. and my aunt is Sagittarius too.. so what I wrote above is my own and their experiences as well... :p

Check this

NOW tell me who was born in this month too?

finally, i'm done with my oldlayouts section.

2|2|2005 9:32 PM burning the midnight oil

Hiya what's shakin? =) I hope everything is going fine with u awllllll... I'm extremely tired ZzZzZzZz, but at least I did something useful and worth the tiredness.. I mean there are special memories in each shot I snapped and each word I typed!! Hmph, to cut it short, I'm done with my oldnews section =) I added my very old archives there.. "dusty" starting from year 2002... Actually there were so many files including my achieves and old pics that I couldn't find :( & I spent around 5 hours on backing up the files which I've found...

If I finish with moments, I'll be extremely happy and comfortable... It takes time to add the pix there and type special words under each pic & once I'm done with that section, you'll c me hyper active, flourished & joyful ... I don't think that I'll add moments of 2004!! no way.. Lemme finish with 2003 first... there are around 80 pix in both years 2002 & 2003...

Anyways, I cherish keeping a journal here MORE than writing in my secretive diary book...

Simply because:

~my online journal has colorful pics :D each pic is a valuable memory...

~I'm sharing a piece of me with you pals and it's an indescribable feeeeeeeeeeeeeeling =)

~It helps me to explode silently and then feel relaxed even if I didn't spill it out immediately...