27th|Feb|2006 10:05 AM I dream a lot.

A dream...

Sometimes as she said, it's better to be apart from those whom we cherish to preserve the feelings & let them flourish ;), but even when we try hard to do so, we see them in dreams! & dreams are able to bring them closer  again..

This morning I saw them.. I was inside my car & suddenly it stopped moving ahead...  & I didn't know how to fix the prob... So many strangers surrounded my car & I couldn't bear looking into their eyes. I became so nervous and upset, for I hate it when I am surrounded by crowds... Unexpectedly, I saw some dear ppl approaching me,  Instead of expressing the feeling of eagerness out of love for them, I frowned and made a face at them... Deep inside of me, I did that because I wanted to admonish them for being away for so long.

& then, while they were leaving again, I saw them sending me a message..

& my response was: "how foolish! Like I care or something"

& although I pretended to ignore.. Deep  down inside of me, I knew I'd check out the message later...

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School & teachers...

I am in class right now... WOWY I am having my nescafe in a huge MUG... It helps me concentrate more, but I do love chy 7leeb much more... You know, I had 2 cups of chy 7leeb this morning. It's not that dangerous of course, BUT for a normal human being, it's a must to have 2 liters of water daily which is equals to 8 cups of water. & for those who are (chy & coffee addicts), it's a must to increase the amount of water they drink!!! In other words, I do have to drink more than 2 liters of water, because caffeine does absorb the water from my body and so I have to preserve my body from dehydration by drinking more water..

Elmhm, The thing which brings me delight is that OUR TEACHER is absent. The thing which brings me depression is THAT she always sends someone else to take the attendance.. It sounds so silly to me. WHY on earth does she take the attendance even though she's ABSENT! & by the way not only she's the only one who applies this stupid process, but also MOST of the FEMALE teachers do so.. I don't  know why females are so strict with us, while males are so lovable and flexible.. WHAT'S going on here??!!  If I were a teacher, I would beeee extremely nice with all my students.. I'd create new enjoyable methods of learning.. I would give them the total responsibility for their absence, for they're no longer children..

Last time, I came 8 minutes late... (I HAD AN EXCUSE) <= a serious one! & my teacher's reaction was so mean. SHE SAID: "You're in class, but I am gonna mark you absent for being late" <= without asking me about the excuse & without giving me the right to open my mouth! & it was the first time that I came late... Sho ha ennas.. If I had known she considered me absent, I wouldn't have attended the class from the beginning...

The thing which really puzzles me is that THEY give excuses right away when they don't feel like presenting a new lecture.. SOMETIMES they even involve family matters as reasons of their delay or absence... & we (as good students) are so considerate with them..

Pray for me, for I have 5 female teachers this semester and they're all strict when it comes to being late! & It's so difficult for me not to be absent :(

I'd better wind up these complaints, or else I'll be known, for I wear my heart on my sleeve :p

A thought... (Y mi familia)

They say Sagis are smart! I believe that, but I am an exception of course :p I am not exaggerating.. I really don't understand a thing these days.. LOL and to tell you the truth, I am enjoying itttttttt :p Now I understand more that there's no a stupid person who was born with stupidity... it's only when the brain is crowded with so many matters and problems, you find yourself finding difficulties in concentrating and understanding the things which don't hold any interest to you........

Today, I enjoyed being with my bro in the morning even though he was silent which is *unusual*.. This is to my dear broo.. LOL big time!!

Psychological issues! hmmmmm :p