26th|March|2006 11:47 PM

"Mum! I've failed my exams"

D.I.S.A.S.T.E.R?

It's an achievement :)

"It's commonplace to do all right or be somewhere in the middle. Being or near the bottom has merit. It means you are not interested in the run-of-the-mill way in which you are being taught. Your mind is elsewhere. Fantasizing. Many people who bottomed out at school have gone on to be rich and successful, not due to their pass marks, but because of their imagination. So in order to succeed in your failure, you have to think of your failed situation as good place to start from. Good marks will not secure you an interesting life... Your imagination will." Paul ARDEN

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To cut a long story short, I used 15 different books for my research and I got an F.. I have to repeat it all over again.. I studied hard for the test and again I got an F which is something unusual!!!!

I really am working hard for my stupid research... :( I don't know what's the problem though... Sadly and what's killing me the most is that I don't find time to read my precious novels and other books.. I got these a couple of weeks ago:

and these TODAY:

Most of them are encyclopedias... ((VERY INFORMATIVE)) you must have such books in your house.. These days, my life is centering around ACIDS, ATOMS, MOLECULES, ba66eeee5 Deoxyribonucleic WHATEVERRRRRRRRRRRR.. which is something nice, buttttttt it's taking so much of my energy anddddd it's turning my hair's color to gray :p

*** Yesterday was the day of many laughter... I've seen my old teacher in the cafeteria.. I like her so much because she's full of life.. always happy and active... We used to discuss things about Christianity and Islam before... I remember how fascinated she's been about GREEN TEA WITH MINT :P anyhow, I stopped to shake hands with her and hug her... Then she asked me about my major and how well I am doing.. As soon as she heard my reply she said: "ARE YOU SPREADING YOUR BRAIN EVERYWHERE?" I laughed until my stomach hurt me so much... While I was laughing, she said: "really you were so brilliant"...

OK, another funny thing was when a classmate of mine was looking a little bit depressed... When she saw me, the dimple of her appeared.. lol sheeee seemed wicked! inzain, right after seeing the cute dimple of her she said: "would you mind if I include you in my documentary film while YOU'RE CRYING" LOL MY ANSWER WAS: "ehhhhhh film?? and crying??" the word crying was tickling me so much... I couldn't help but laugh... She was serious and insisting on the film thingie..  In he end, I pretended to cry.. and she LOVED it :p

Yesterday I wasn't myself... All my classmates were amazed because I didn't complain at alllllllllllll...

Tell you what.............. :D There's a new BOOBOO gurl who's just entered this world.. I haven't seen her yet, but Inshallah I'll visit her MUM tomorrow.......

Tomorrow? Umeeh :(

I have soOoo many things to dooooooo... :( I have to hand in my research soon.. and I can't continue working on it tomorrow, for I'll be busy with family matters.. :( and I don't know how I'll be prepared for next week which is full of mid-term tests :( I really am STRESSED and the proof is the new pimple which has just occurred on my forehead :S

Final message to Scarlett my heart has leapt out for you as soon as it heard your comment on "P.S I LOVE YOU* and that you wish (he) had left you his letters, but as you know... He's done something much better........ he's left ((his prayers))... :) cheer up.. and bear a little... we won't stay here for so long......