29|3|2003  9:33 PM

M.I.R.A.C.L.E is sick (Ventolin, Azomycin,Atrovent, Adole.. etc)... awl kinds of medicine... no one asked about me OK!!! except one!! & she knows herself!!! Thanks 2 her...  ok wait a minute I need 2 hug myself...

I don't know how I will express the situation to my ENGLISH teacher! Today was the last day for presenting the lesson on MICROSOFT power point... I didn't prepare 2 remain absent!! but Someone infected me...

20|3|2003  11:42 PM

What seems to grow fairer to me as life goes by is the L.O.V.E & the grace & the tenderness of it; not its wit & cleverness & grandeur of knowledge.. grand as knowledge is... but just the laughter of children & the friendship of friends, & the cozy talk by the fire, & the sight of flowers, & the sound of music...

Yesterday I had a very nice dream... I saw a brilliant palace rose above the clouds... I caught a glimpse @ someone's vision... I... I... stopped to...........

Alright... Haven't you noticed that the whole earth knows that the world needs its moon? then How can I endure being apart from my only moon?

5|3|2003  2:54 PM   /Messages/

Damn, sometimes I don't know how to sustain a dear person 2 my heart.... I don't know how to express my feelings...

Mommy, Please don't cry. I didn't mean to hurt you, or cause you any pain. We both need each other.. You're my reminder to never lose hope to never lose hope and to always find a reason to smile. MOM, you know when I need your advice...... and u sense when I simply need u 2 be there. I'm sorry that I care for u but with words I cannot speak..... U'll always be one in a million...

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There's a handful of ppl in this cold world who can warm the hearts of others. Their happiness is genuine, their smiles r sincere, & their love shows in their actions. They can light the way @ midnight. They can dry tears with a smile. Their hearts are OPEN... & they always have room for one more person in their lives..... @ first glance they appear to be like everyone else.. But a second look reveals an extraordinary person.

Thanks Amoony, DXB GURL & UNKNOWN... SHAMMA is missing..

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3ajeeja.. I tread  on my heart in order to let u go... But the emotions I feel for u will always be much more stronger than my actions... It hurts... It really hurts... coz the only person who can help is u.. But u know nothing about the world (help) ... You know only how to bring pain to others... Still, the first name that always rolls through my mind is your name.... You have no idea who I am.. If you do, you'll wrap me with a ribbon and will never let me go...

When u filled my life.. there was no time for a single friend... Every minute devoted 2 u...

Whenever I remember those times when I was calling u @ the daylight time I bow my head and shed a tear.... a hot tear...

Do u remember the first time I asked you to hit your head on the wall?

Do u remember when u were acting like DONALD DUCK? imitating his voice?

Do you remember when I visited u once & u didn't open the door of your room?? u didn't show up...

Do you remember the long messages which I sent??? u never replied!!!!!

Can't u feel my words right now??

Daaaaaaamn, I can't endure what u and others do just to hurt me... I'm just a lil gurl who suffocates most of the time.... I've g2g now.. u sleep well.. and I'll stay up @ night as usual...

 

 

   

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