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4|12|2004
10:44 PM
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HellOoo people... I've been away for
along time... what have I done during my looooong break? well a lot of
things have been changed.. a lot of dreams became true.... a lot of
things were unexpected at all..
someone on this earth has the same
heart!
Tell me...
Have you ever seen a flower with
dew-drops sticking on its leaves & stem while the sun is spreading its
rays of light on the whole universe? have you ever concentrated on
that scene? Could you see the reflected rays of serenity glittering
inside and outside those drops?
you wouldn't have seen the serenity if
you had expelled away love, faith & hope.... in other words, You
wouldn't have been captivated by that scene if you hadn't got rid of
all the mendacious feelings such as: {lies, hypocrisy, deception etc}
Learn how to be faithful, satisfied,
ambitious & honest then sit near the waterfall to hear the calm sound
of its murmur. look up at the sky "what a wonderful baby blue
horizon!!"... let it be your window to knowledge & inspiration...
Breathe the fresh air and whisper the word "peace"...
Now that you've got rid of the dishonest
feelings CHERISH SOLITUDE and allow the old memory to invade your
thoughts....
I can see you from above
 & I can recognize those tears that are
rolling down your cheeks at the moment... I feel what you feel.. Your
heart is homesick without me and my absence makes you feel completely
lost.. I remember how I used to hate everything that reminded me
of you *especially the moon light* because it used to be so
beautiful.. it was hurting me so much because you weren't with me back
then & you couldn't see what I saw...
my precious... Tears will never bring me
back to life... I remember how I wished to die & how I was counting
the days!! I suffered a lot....
being IN PARADISE is something
indescribable.. no one here to stab me in the back.. no one here to
play with my feelings, but seeing you defeated without me right now
will always make me wish to be alive once more only to console you &
make sure you feel ok... nothing more than that....
Oh I miss you most inconveniently...
This is how I love you...
My mum read what I've written above...
and for some reasons she cried :( maybe what was on my thoughts was
similar to hers to...
RED RED RED
This pic was taken in Bonn
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