Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii friends, visitors
and everyone... I know it's not nice when I neglect my page.. sorry,
but as usual... when I'm stressed out I don't know what to do with
myself.. you'll either see me in my room doing nothing OR watching
Anime! This is me these days.. :p I don't read books that much, but I
do watch cartoons...
AND you know that my laptop has some
problems and I cannot fix it for some dumb reasons.
Besides, my Islamic presentation went...
mmm I think ok, butttttttttt I spent 1 day on it.. Only one day.. I
lacked sourced information + I couldn't sleep well at night.. I was
stressed out.. And my classmates laughed out loud when I WAS TRYING TO
EXPLAIN what I was saying.. and suddenly I kept on saying: "MmmmMm
aaaaaaah.... mmmm.. sirrrrrrrrrrrrrr plz help me out I forgottttt" lol...
It was something hilarious after allllll...
{when i'm stressed, my face becomes a
map} do u understand what i mean? :p but it's so true..
hmph,
Me and
her were
nervous, confused, upsettttttt, depressed, but thank God I think we're
feeling much better.. I mean we can think reasonably now, yeah?
meshkelleh el crazy ones :p
We must win because we can win...!!! we
can be happy wherever we are... =) bas put in mind that we have to be
active and we have to work harder!
I don't wanna be an example of laziness
and weakness... because I'm not like that... just stop complaining and
focus on the bright side.. everything will turn out right inshallah...
In this holiday, we must accomplish a
lot of things together!!! and I mean it! plz do write them down.. and
I promise that I'll be as good as my words.
~memorize something ((together)) I'll
talk about it later.. call for more info.
~get a certificate of ((....)) oR join
any other beneficial institution.
Hehehe now you add two other goals... =)
good luck in your exam...waaa2 :( i'll
be having 2 mid terms, but i'll try my best!
Where have you been hiding? won't you
show up?
8|4|2005 4:43 AM
A message
Dear Reem, it was so much for me
to bear... There's no need to act just to cheer me up.. You changed so
much and there's a big gap between us now... Maybe if I try a bit
harder to let you be more close, things will be more fine than they
used to be in the past, but I'd rather leave to avoid allll the wounds
that we bring to each other...
What were you thinkinggggggg?? I was so
worried about you... You seemed like you wanted to PUNISH me or
something...
Alright I don't blame you at all, but it
wasn't what I expected..... Especially that we had fallen apart for a
long while...
Your head is different than mine.. you
see you have a square-shaped head, while mine is more like a circle...
That's why the way I remember things is different than yours...
I hated it so much when you were
questioning me.. I hated it soooooooooooooo much... :'( I also hated
it when you didn't accept the file.... You dropped my face OK... More
than that.. You tore my heart in two...
anyways,
Your sense of humor will always be
missed :') you never failed to draw a radiant smile on my face...
For me, It's a lesson that I should have
learnt earlier... I guess I'm always like that... I don't see the
graces God had given them 2 me until they're outta my hand...
..farewell my friend...
1|4|2005 3:50 PM
This life is futile
I thought If I had neglected my studies,
I would have got a (D)! :p especially that I've missed a whole test
already! and a terrible phase attacked me while writing the final
essay of module 1. ooh don't remind me of the essay writing test!!! it
was an outline paper with lots of scribbles. I was astonished when I
saw my marks!! actually I got more than I deserved! I didn't pay
attention and I wasn't attending classes in the last couple of days.
Besides, our teacher doesn't give extra marks!
I'll try to do better than that.. I
discovered that I'm stilll SMART somehow! LOL I don't know why the
teacher thinks I'm too dramatic!! Am I?
aaaah, I didn't do my projects yet! I
skipped the deadlines!!! :( The last time my English teacher sent me
an email he wrote: "DEAR-MISS-CHICKEN-WITH-ITS-HEAD-CUT-OFF.................................etc....
The deadline was due to SUNDAY.."
MALAT MALAT :@
:D Sugar Sugar and Sugar
Guess what?! I'm not gonna read
anythingggggggggg these days... I'll set my mind free!
"The happiest people are those who are
too busy to notice whether they are happy or not"
It's a
gurlllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll :D
Dear Uncle,
It's a girlllllllllllll... I cannot
believe itttttttttt... You're finally A DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD... Horray!!
:D MAbrook goes to you and to your wife.. You've been waiting for this
moment... ;) The atmosphere willllllll be changed inside that gloomy
house :D and your pain will be eased once your lil girl says "BABAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA"...
I didn't see her yet, but I can feel the
happiness which is running through my veins at the moment.. :)
ALlaaaaaaaaah wallah I'm so happy..
"3aaaaaaaaaaad mb tensaaaaaaanna"
:@
Dear His wife (A),
You're a mother now.. HOW CUTE!! :D
Pinky winky with red cheeks and owaaaaaaaaaaaaaa owa owa owaaaa :D You
were patient and it was hurting you all the time, but the result worth
it after alllllllllllllllll... Yallah start planning for her future
now..
وتتربى افعزكم إن شاء
الله
ALlaaah ree7at
nooonoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo I can smell it.. :D
............
If only........ Grandpaaa was here......
أيها الراحل عذرا في
شكاتي... فإلى طيفك أنّات عتاب... قد تركت القلب يدمي مثقلا تائها في
الليل في عمق الضباب... وإذا أطوي وحيدا حائرا... أقطع الدرب وحيدا في
اكتئاب... وإذا الليل خضم موحش.. تتلاقى فيه أمواج العذاب...
لم يعد يبرق في ليلي
سنا.. قد توارت كل أنوار الشهاب... غير أني سوف أمضي مثلما كنت تلقاني في
وجه الصعاب...
Happiness always brings me tears... Coz
we cannot share it with him anymore... In other words, happiness
cannot be completed without him..
أسكنته بين جفوني...
زرعته أرضا سخيا... أسقيته من ماء قلبي.. أقسمت أن يبقى أبيا... دفنت وده
في ضلوعي.. جعلته في الفكر حيا.. هو هكذا حب الكرام يسمو على كل دنيّا...
يا فكرة سكنت خيالي.. ما لها عني جنيا... أوما ترى شكوى ضلوعي يوم رحلت
يا أخيّا؟؟؟؟؟؟؟؟؟ أنت في الآفاق طير مسلما دوما عليا وأنا في الكون غصن
يحتويك أبديا... عهدي إليك أن أسير على خطا الحق تقيا... وذكريات العمر
روض والدمع في العين زكيا.... لن أكون سوى غريب وكذاك كنت يا أخيا...
فليكن شوق القلوب لجنة الخلد مليا
Dear grandpa,
You ought to know that some people took
advantages of my weakness... They knew how to reach me when you
were gone... I made mistakes without intentions... :( And that
dream.......... oh that dream hurtssssssssssssss me... We had fallen
out of touch for so long and when you visited me in that dream you
didn't allow me to throw my arms around you... You didn't put your
eyes in mine..... My tears were flowing faster than ever... There was
so much to explain and you didn't permit me to explain though.......
How thunderstruck I was! :'(
Dear the whole family,
You've been acting weird lately that I
cannot bear to sit for more than 30 minutes in that house! The loss of
your dad caused you so much trouble and brought you so much pain
and we can understand this, but can't you see that this affect us too?
If he were alive, would he accept alllllll this la5b6a in your life?!!
WAKE UP PLZZZZZZ!
I'm all out of time. I'll have to say
goodbye now.
