Out of sight doesn't mean out of mind.. Thanks
to the ones who always pop up when I deeply need them.. Special thanks
goes to FOOF. Thanks for the gifts and tokens.. Thanks for the
mulberry.. It was too tasty... I am no longer ill my dear :) you don't
have to worry..
Thanks 3alaweeee.. I loved GARFIELD a lot. :)
YUMMY..
These days, I don't concentrate at all
while answering the questions of the tests.. And right after I hand in
my test-paper, I know all my wrong answers immediately.. and I know
how to solve them correctly without asking any of classmates!!! My
brain sends signals to me as reminders of the specific mistakes I've
made!
I HATE SOMETHING CALLED ((MULTIPLE
CHOICE QUESTIONS)) they bring me headache... Especially when I answer
correctly then I change the correct answers to the wrong ones. I also
hate an OPEN BOOK TEST!! and I really don't wish to have it.
Anyhow,
Today's Wednesday... AND I couldn't
resist my obsession to read few pages from different books.. I was
looking for the answer of why I STARTED HATING NUMBERS A LOT! yeah I
never loved math, but I wasn't hating it.. These days, whenever I see
NUMBERS I really get depressed! lol Fortunately ya3ne, my major forms
strong bonds with MATH :p good, right?
I made several tests which were revolving around the
personality of oneself.. I scored highly for Openness +
Neuroticism + Extraversion.. Medium for conscientiousness &
agreeableness. Luckily I didn't score low in any of the 5 traits. I
was content of my results ;)
Conscientiousness <= sensible, reliable, and
hard working. Conscientious people strive to do their best at
everything and are usually very neat and tidy, though sometimes a
little fussy.
Extraversion <= Extraverts love excitement and
fun. They're very confident, talkative, and like mixing with
people. They might also be THRILL SEEKERS with tastes for
DANGER. :p <= that's me especially when I was a child. These days,
I put myself in risks and adventures even when I fear and worry too
much. I find myself somewhere in the middle between extraversion &
introversion.. They call me an (ambivert).. For instance, I take
risks... I am talkative.. I love mixing with people, BUT NOT ALWAYS..
Usually, I am happy on my own. I prefer mixing with friends and
family.
Neuroticism <= it's a measure of how highly
strung and emotionally sensitive you are. A neurotic person gets
upset, worried, or excited easily than other people. The
opposite of a neurotic person is someone who's very calm and relaxed,
seldom gets emotional, and may sometimes seem to be indifferent to the
world.
Agreeableness <= Agreeableness is a measure of
how easy you are to get along with. If you scored highly, people
probably find you cooperative & good-natured.
Openness <= If you're very open, you like new
experiences and change. You make decisions on the spur of the moment
rather than following plans, and you tend to dip into things rather
than immersing yourself in one hobby.
WHAT AM I BEST AT?
Now for my intelligence.. HEHEHE.. I AM A FAILURE when
it comes to numerical intelligent... I got high marks when I used to
be in school though! Elmhm, While reading, I found out that I am
brilliantly intelligent at the EMOTIONAL and Verbal levels. I have a
high emotional IQ which makes me good at understanding how other
people feel & think. I also have a high verbal intelligence which
gives me the ability to read quickly & take in information easily..
Through verbal intelligence, I can express myself well in writing.
Final words:
ذنوبك يا مغرور تحصى وتحسب وتجمع في لوح حفيظ وتكتب
وقلبك في سهو ولهو وغفلة وانت على الدنيا حريص
معذب
تباهي بجمع المال من غير حله وتعصي سريعا في المعاصي وتذنب
اما تذكر الموت المافاجيك في غدا اما انت من
بعد السلامة تعطب
اما تذكر القبر الوحيش ولحده وبه الجسم من بعد العمارة يخرب
اما تذكر اليوم الطويل وهوله وميزان قسط للوفاء سينصب
تروح وتغدو في مراحك لاهيا وسوف بأسراك المنية تنشب
تعالج نزع الروح من كل مفصل فلا راحم ينجي ولا ثم مهرب
وغمضت العينان بعد خروجها وبسطت الرجلان والرأس يعصب
وقاموا سراعا في جهازك احضروا حنوطا واكفانا وللماء قربوا
وغاسلك المحزون تبكي عيونه بدمع غزير واكف يتصبب وكل حبيب لبه متحرق يحلق كفيه عليك ويندب وقد نشروا الأكفان من بعد
طيها وقد بخروا منشورهن وطيبوا
والقوك فيما بين طياتهاوادرجوا عليك مكاني
طيهن وعصبوا
وفي حفرة القوك حيران مفردا تضمك بيداء من الأرض سبسب
إذا كان هذا حالنا بعد موتنا فكيف يطيب اليوم آكل ومشرب
وكيف يطيب العيش والقبر مسكن به ظلمات غيهب ثم غيهب
وهول وديدان وروع ووحشة وكل جديد سوف يبلى ويذهب
فيا نفسي خافي الله وارجي ثوابه فهادم لذات الفتى سوف يقرب
وقولي الهي أولني منك رحمة وعفوا فإن الله للذنب يذهب
ولا تحرقن جسمي بنارك سيدي فجسمي ضعيف والرجا منك سيقرب
فمالي الا انت يا خالق الورى عليك اتكالي انت للخلق مهرب
6th|April|2006 11:00
PM
Happy
I was studying the basic concepts of
Biochemistry.. and suddenly I heard a knock on my door... I was pretty
HAPPY when I saw the gifted rose which my aunt sent... she's just been
on my mind! I was asking about her this morning.. & I also was looking
for my old dusty things including the tokens of TWEETY, KITTY,
SOME OLD MUGS, and BIMBINO's stuff which she gave long time ago.
Actually, I can't explain it when you think deeply of a precious
person and then this person calls you back or sends you a message...
THEY REALLY FEEL IT WHEN YOU MISS THEM.. I was telling my mum that I
was missing my aunt so much... anyhow, I loved the roses and the card.
:D
I'll keep the roses right by my side while sleeping to
inhale the oxygen which is gonna be saturated with their fascinating
odor...
................
This
morning I was wondering about how I love keeping everything! I don't
ever throw my things.. It's nice but can be a great crisis when you
don't have a place to keep all your stuff in. I keep papers, boxes,
mugs, wallets, pencil cases, bags, files, papers, pens, pencils, cds,
books, accessories especially rings, toys especially teddy bears, dvds,
letters. stickers, key chains, socks, candles, puzzles,
heart-shaped-tokens, pictures, watches, sun glasses, tapes, batteries
:p
This
has a special story.. When you press its button it says with my
(recorded voice <= back when I was in grade 6): "mum, I love you, but
I don't wanna study for my tests, I hope you accept my modest
gift.. THANKS"
...............
I miss my friends these days... Sometimes I sit and
shed tears when I think of them... They're all here IN DUBAI lol, but
I feel that time is separating us.. and it's not a relief.... it
kills... She
knows what I mean...
I miss Shamma the most.... Whenever I feel down
I talk to her even when she's not around and even when I don't call
her... Because I am sure she understands even if I don't call.. I miss
her angelic soul... usually, I don't like to annoy her because she's
extremely BUSY... anyhow, I saw her yesterday in coco's.. it was a
wonderful coincidence... My words were sweet, but my eyes were
admonishing her... words can't express the feeling at her presence...
These words are dedicated to her:
يا اخي ادنو مني لا تدعني يا اخي --- يا شقيق الروح مني يا أخي
يا ضيا قلبي ودربي يا اخي --- يا اخي يا اخي
الدنا حولي ظلام حالك --- فأنر دربي وبدد ظلمتي
نورك فجر طالع ---
منه أبصرت
طريق الجنة
انت بعد الله من افضي له --- ما بقلبي من
أسى أو لوعة
في كلا الحالين القاك معي --- حاضرا في وحشتي أو فرحتي
كل من حولي سراب خادع --- يدعي حبي وصدق مودتي
إن صفت عيشي فما أكثرهم --- عجبا
أين هم في شدتي
ان لا غيرك من دون الورى --- مخلص لي يا اخي في صحبتي
لست ترجو من ودادي غاية --- رفقة
في الله نعم الرفقة
وجهك الوضاء الفيت به --- كل معنى للعلى والرفعة
مد لي يمناك كي نمضي معا --- في طريق النور درب العزة
ان دهتني في حياتي كربة --- كنت لي عونا يجلي كربتي
أو عراني الضعف يوما جئتني --- تعتلي ضعفي وتذكر همتي
5th|April|2006 8:34
AM I feeeel dizzy :(
Feeling: Terribly Sick.. My immune
system is very weak.
10 more weeks to work on projects and
have tests.. They're like 10 months to me...
this is urgent..
*Did you watch the 3 episodes of the
Yemeni wizard who finally repented? if not.. please do.. you can
download them from
here. They're extremely IMPORTANT.. The last episode is
extremely touching...
*I would like to tell you that
DXBMOON.COM is
launched with a fascinating layout ;)