Hopefully, I will be totally done with my internship
tomorrow. We learned, but not as much as we expected...
I've been sick for the last couple of weeks & I looked
so pale. I couldn't concentrate on my capstone project at all. & I
don't know why everyday I get a serious headache at 12:00 PM!
//
The news came like a thunderbolt & I was totally
crashed by it........
If only you could see the tears in the world you
left behind... I know that my tears wouldn't have let you change
your mind about what you've wanted to get.. But my mind and heart
cannot bear the fact that you're no longer around! Everyday I pass by
your room & feel the pangs of despair... You used to sleep peacefully
on your bed... I used to wonder how you could sleep deeply even if
there was much noise! Now, your room is empty... You're gone...
The feeling of emptiness is so harsh on me..
There used to be a ray of hope that you're somewhere on
this planet, but now, there is a great possibility that you're no
longer alive... I am not discontent about our inevitable destiny... I
got used to lose the ones I love the most in this life. It hurts... it
really hurts to feel this way... It's not the only hardship I went
through, but I can say that it's the hardest one... I know that
the only solution is {patience}, but I am not sure that I will be able
to make it this time...
