I always have those who draw smiles over their faces
hovering around (exactly like the bees who hover around their hive)...
They act as if they're some of those PURE - LOYAL - FRIENDS when
they're in need of something... I appreciate them for some reason, but
I never allowed myself to consider them TRUE FRIENDS.. and I am glad I
didn't! Like sun rays they fade when you're desperately in need of
light...
Flee's stuff.. of course
you know why I've posted this pic here (it's because of wteety)
I wear my heart on my sleeve... I like honesty... When
I don't like something I say it straightforward, and it's the same
when I like something.. I try my best to make the situation funny so
that people won't get hurt, but I always mean what I say *IN A WAY*...
And even if some people hate me so much because of saying EVERYTHING I wanna say, I shall say this is my nature and I don't plan to change
it... I used to be different in the past... I used to hide my thoughts
and feelings, but NOT anymore.... Circumstances changed my personality
to be stronger..... much stronger, otherwise, I would have
vanished.......
I DON'T MIND and I don't feel hurt when someone treats
me the same way as long as I know that he/she doesn't mean to break my
heart or embarrass me in front of others...
Like the doctor who enjoyed dropping my face every now
and then (tgaffee6ing me) :p I appreciated him coz from his tone, I
realized that he loves his local patients and he doesn't like what's
happening these days in hospitals and schools *REGARDING LETTING
FOREIGNERS BE LEADERS ON US*... When you understand the personalities
of some people and when you feel that such people care for others and
they're so frightened that something bad is awaiting this generation
if they remain unawake, you forgive their rude words coz you know they
don't mean what they say. On the contrary, when they insult you they
actually give you a compliment :p
To this doctor who has just crossed my mind, I
know you don't like it when patients dedicate gifts to you, coz you
feel that it was your duty to cure them, but sometimes we just don't
know how to express our gratitude... as you know, this is the least
thing I can do for you... And besides, out prophet (Peace Be Upon Him)
used to accept gifts ;) don't worry I still consider you a modest
doctor :p by the way, beside knowing that you're
امرؤ عرف قدر نفسه
the two hours revealed a lot about you! I can say your papers are
exposed now and you're no longer mysterious!
A final Thank YEW NOTE to: Grandma ;) her visit
was so thoughtful of her, Dr J (scarlett) and MUM.
8th|May|2006 9:50
PM The TOZ Trade mark of that
AMAZING DOC (I'll never forget it)
Events:
* Fleeeeeeeee is back ;) I MISSED MY SIS so
much.. I'll never let her fly without me... it's true we always fight
about silly things, but I can't live without her noise and fights...
My life is incomplete and tasteless without flee :) To uncle Zee
and his wife, Dr J, A7mdaany and 7ameemOoo
(the BOOBOO).. welcome back ;) I missed you all.. I hope I could see
you earlier, bass circumstances opposed my plans.
* Yesterday I saw
HER.. :) SHE was
extremely crazy! lol I thought as we grow up, we replace some of the
old childish behaviors with new mature ones :P I guess we'll never act
as grown ups! Anyway, I feel so happy when we sit together and reveal
the real nature of our souls... together, we don't pretend to be happy
when we're not and we start learning some of the greatest beautiful
meanings of L.I.F.E.. It's all because I see through her and she does
the same.....
What is a F.R.I.E.N.D?
A single soul dwelling in two
bodies...
Aristotle
* Today, before going to the operation room, The nurses
asked me to wear loose stuff and I looked soOO FUNNY. I was extremely
embarrassed...
Then I was waiting for the doctor to show up... I wasn't
completely ready to have this operation and I forgot to fast!!! That's
why they didn't anesthetize me completely & I could chit chat with the
doctor during the operation time. I could also seee everything
including the blood and veins! I thought everything would be as
simple as the doc SAID, but things didn't turn out as we expected. It
took him 2 hours and a half to be done.... AND it's still painnnnful..
and the Co-proxamol tablets make me feel so dizzy.
I wish I could explain my gratitude to that amazing DOC
:) he's mashallah great and I liked his personality a lot... Ahhh
there's something which worries me a lot now :'( I have many
projects and tests and I won't be able to go to the uni for almost 2
weeks!!!!!! I alsooooooo can't studyyyyyy..
You know, I miss grandpa, for he was the first who used
to visit me in the hospital...... I miss such kind of concern.. :(
4th|May|2006 10:07
AM
Currently listening to:
We've strayed from Al-Mu'allim, currently thinking of: You
Piglet sidled up behind
pooh..
"Pooh", he whispered..
"Yes, Piglet?"
"Nothing," said Piglet,
Taking pooh's paw. "I
just wanted to be sure of you"
Then I was waiting for the doctor to show up... I wasn't
completely ready to have this operation and I forgot to fast!!! That's
why they didn't anesthetize me completely & I could chit chat with the
doctor during the operation time. I could also seee everything
including the blood and veins! I thought everything would be as
simple as the doc SAID, but things didn't turn out as we expected. It
took him 2 hours and a half to be done.... AND it's still painnnnful..
and the Co-proxamol tablets make me feel so dizzy.
