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29 | 5 | 2002 " Advising Herself "... I wish I could let "Sadness" comes to me only as a visitor & not as a permanent guest. I wish.. I really wish.... Difficulties arise in the lives of us all. What is most important is dealing with the hard times, coping with the changes, & getting through to the other side.... I'm grumbler... I have to be grateful for the problems I don't have. I have to take some quite time away from the noise & haste, & count my blessings. I can always look around & find people who are worse off than me, right? right.. Actually, friends are one of life's gifts... Mmm I should be thankful... My friend doesn't ignore my faults but accepts them as a part of me... I can cry with my friend without shame, right? right... hmmm..."inshallah" Better days are right around the corner, & the best days I'll ever know are still ahead... Mmm... well.. guys.. My PC is so sick.... He's full of "ERRORS"... Miracle infected him.... so... He'll take a rest! I will miss him.... Owaa.. Owaa.. Owaa.... So BRB...
28 | 5 | 2002
I made this juice... Tasty
Yum... It is rare that you meet someone who with that first smile becomes your friend... Someone who knows nothing about you one day & all your secret thoughts the next... Someone who asks for nothing in return for friendship itself.... Someone who makes it just as easy to share sadness as it is to share joy.... I found that rare someone when I found you... Friendship is more than a collection of moments; it transcends time & distance... I know that there aren't many things that last forever anymore ,but it hurts me to know that someday I'll lose my friends.... **Special thanks To banoota bathkoota toota... Mawazee, Arabian angel, dxb lover, Amoony, unknown, Dubai's girl, Nada el 3asal, Miss Armani, Rayana, Silver, Meemee el 7alwah & dreamer7.... I feel much better now.... So I should add a "comment box" as you recommended... Ok I'll add it as soon as possible..... Yallah bye bye pals...
27 | 5 | 2002 I'm
sick I'm sick... & I think my throat will burst.. I'm coughing a
lot... anyway... who cares? + I started reading this book " 3 chapters" Only... It's full of compassion & sufferance... I think I'll stay up at night to continue reading it...
You know what? everything bores me... I'm returning to "miserable" instead of "miracle" again... My smile fades... tears roll down my face everyday.... And I have no clue about how to help myself..... Bye
Bye....
26 | 5 | 2002 The trouble with words is, once said, they exist forever. Once let loose, they can't be recaptured. once heard, they can't ever really be forgotten. Sometimes things happen & there's nothing anyone can say or do to make it better.. It just takes time... Time to cry, time to heal, time to be... I
have lost someone so precious to my heart... Sometimes when I'm alone & lost in thought... and all the world seems so far away.. you come to me as if in a dream... It's hard to be away form you... To go even a day without hearing your voice... & seeing your smile.... I miss being with you & sharing all the little everyday with you... I miss you more than you know....
I'm Alone.... 25 | 5 | 2002 Hi everyone... I went to Wafi Center today ... And actually I didn't have fun there.... Every time I decide to go somewhere I MUST take the whole naughty children with me..... J/K..... I enjoy spending my time with them.. so cute.. so gentle.. but, so stubborn.. as well.. lool...
Teddy bears! 24 | 5 | 2002 Hey it's my story when I was a child with my lil sis A very long time ago, when I was a little girl, I didn't have a naughty little sister at all. I was a child all on my own. I was quite alone... I was a very lucky little girl because I had a dear grannie and a dear grandad and lots of kind aunts and uncles to make a fuss of me. They played games with me, and gave me toys and took me for walks, And bought me Ice-Cream... And told me stories, but I hadn't got a little sister. Well now, one day... when I was a child on my own.. They took my Mummy to the hospital... I cried a lot.. MMMM... they left me with the maid... Then I was thinking of horrible things... I took a bag with me and started to collect my clothes and some toys.... I was traveling to my grandmother's house.. lool her house was so nearby... Well when I arrived.. they told me that my mummy was fine.. and she brought me a little baby.. I couldn't believe them... I was so nervous.... "Why they left me alone with the maid.. why they didn't take me with them" My aunt was smiling and smiling... And I was crying and crying... Then my dear daddy phoned.. And he told me that I got a little sister.... Wow wow wow... I was excited.. and I said to my aunt:" I think I had better go to the hospital at once, don't you?".... and my kind aunt said, "I think you had indeed".. They took me to my mummy.. I kissed her twice... and was longing to see my little sister. The nurse came and she took me to that noisy room... "waaah-waaah".. my little sister was saying "waaaah-Waaaah" I was surprised to think that such a very new child could make so noise.... I ran straight to my mother's room there... and said: "waaaaah-Waaah" like that.... " isn't it a nasty noise".... I didn't want a crying little sister very much.. but I went again and looked at her.. I looked at her little red face and her little screwed up eyes and her little crying mouth and then I said: "don't cry baby, don't cry baby" And do you know, when I said, 'Don't cry, baby,' my little sister stopped crying, really stopped crying at once. For me! Because I told her to. She opened her eyes and she looked and looked and she didn't cry any more... She was so small and so sweet and she held my finger so tightly with her curly little fingers that I loved her and loved her hand although she often cried... after that I never minded it a bit, because I knew how nice and cuddly she could be when she was good! And today.. me.. "her big sister" is so worried... really worried... God bless you my sis...
+ Well.. Finally I added some new stuff... Check this & this... Buh Bye
23 | 5 | 2002 "Eddaa Eddaa Eddaaa" Wanna say "hi" with
his
own simple way....
I don't know why do those people treat others like that cruel way... Have some mercy on others.... "at least on us" Once, you were sitting next 2 me... I told you something... How could you forget everything?? Was that my reward? It's so tough... I can't bear it alone...
22 | 5 | 2002
I'll
get rid of my school's books..
I wanna finish school.. So I can become a doctor...
Dubai's,
I'm professional in cooking, right?
e7im...
bea'6 wo lban, lool My
friends... I'll miss you....
Mmmm.... I wanna watch Dennis the Menace again.. he reminds me of my Childhood... LooL.. bye bye bye bye.. I'm busy I'm busy... I have to prepare something................ Hey.. Don't even think that I'm going to the kitchen again.. naaah... it's something else............
15 | 5 | 2002 The
exam wasn't as easy as I thought it would be...
Dubai's
Girl.... Owaaaa
8 | 5 | 2002 Hakuna Matata! What a wonderful phrase! Hakuna Matata! Ain't no passing craze..... It means no worries for the rest of your days... It's our problem-free philosophy.... Hakuna Matata!
I went to my favorite coffee shop again....Guess with whom??? with more than a woman, she's my dearest friend... my Mummy... A special kind of love that's always there when you need it to comfort and inspire, yet lets you go your own path. A sharing heart filled with patience and forgiveness, that takes your side even when you're wrong. Nothing can take its place. Thanks for listening... Thanks for caring... Thanks for always helping in times of need... Thanks for sharing... Thanks, Mom... for always being there... You asked once me about my secret... Sorry! I couldn't tell you.... but deep inside my heart I knew that you could help me... Never mind... I'm fine... don't worry... None of us is promised any easy magic solutions, and often it seems we must find our way Alone through our brokenness. It seems everyone has some kind of "cross to bear," and often the weight of it cannot be shared. I wish I wish... I really wish... I could help myself dry my tears....
Leataat! mob 5yooo6! Note to someone: Someday.... you'll look back on this moment in time and understand the meaning of this place you're in now, You'll be regretful... Although you didn't deserve it, I forgave you before asking me to... When things are not right in your life, they're not right in mine. Whatever you're feeling.. I'm feeling it too... Time will prove something to you.. Wake up, please!
Wow! I can't believe that there's only two more days before starting our FINAL exams. Good luck for all of you... Don't worry I'll come back soon... with new graphics.. new wallpapers..... new stuff.... new sections.... new adventures.... new poems... new Anasheed.. And maybe with..... no no no I'm not gonna tell you... I want it 2 be a big big big big "SURPRISE" So BRB!
1 | 5 | 2002 I gabbed on the phone with Dubai's girl for about 4 hours! It's very hard 2 hear that you're not gonna update your site.... 7alam 3aleach! I can't endure that... Yeah I can't.. in so many ways we're the same, & yet so different. so I'm not gonna update mine too.. We come from our worlds so far apart, yet we've learned 2 trust and care a lot. Our relationship is so very unique; no one could ever have one just like it. for the time we spend together, we always seem 2 bring our two worlds together. No distance, no time, can ever lessen my feelings for u. No person, no place, can ever hold the part of my heart that only you can have. We are such good friends, in so many ways B-E-S-T friends, for yesterday, today, and every tomorrow... + A message to 3inaweea6 Your friend is a hand that is always holding yours, no matter where you are, no matter how close or far apart you may be.... Your friend is a feeling of forever in the heart... You don't have to cry or to worry about anything! ++
As you know.. Exams are on their way... So wish me a good luck,
please... Hold on! Peep Peep
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My mummy wo bass...
It's morning... And my
feelings...
The dreadful wash of feelings. Sorrow. Fear. Despair. But do you know
which was the worst? It was missing them. Yes, missing them. So deep.
I'd never, ever felt anything like that before. Did I cry loud or was it
just inside my heart? I don't know.... I had ambitions... I had plans...
I had a future.... & suddenly I had nothing.... How long the
nothingness went on for I couldn't say...
OoOoH, finally it's over... This year is so tough.. AND STILL..
but I'll do everything
in this SHORT Holiday Inshallah.... everything..... I'll go to the beach, I'll
read some of my favorite books, I'll spend my time with my grandmother...
mmm.. And what else? Yeah Yeah... how could I forget the most important thing!!
I'll visit you as soon as possible (
I miss you so...
