If you have a dream in your
life... try to fulfill it with patience, hope & faith...
otherwise it won't be a dream... We can do anything we want to
if we stick to it long enough. Follow your dreams & pursue
them with courage for it's the pursuit of those dreams that
makes life really worth living.
We grow great by dreams... For
dreamers see things not anyone can see or feel... some of us let
these great dreams die by saying they're facing obstacles in
their dreamy road, but others nourish & protect them no matter
what happens... They challenge all the tough circumstances &
they never lose hope. If they fall, they'll never mind trying 2
stand on their feet again...
Life can be unfair @ times, &
those are the times when you must maintain faith & never let go.
It's especially during the difficult times that you must live
your life to its fullest potential & triumph over circumstances
with hope & courage. Life isn't always easy, but if you keep
going & preserve to the very best of your ability, you'll gain
strength to manage the new challenges ahead.
Each goal that you reach is another
important step forward. Believe that there are bright
& wonderful days ahead for you, & you'll find them. Just don't
let things get you down.
Here are some of the latest
threads I posted in or shared with...
1. Well... This
thread is about dreamers...
check it out...
2. This
thread is about adding your opinion about LOVE in liltooth's
house...
3. This
thread
is about A child called 'it' By Dave Pelzer in e3ashig's
forum...
25|5|2003 12:17
PM
Woohooo... Its been long time
since I've last updated this page... ok that was because of some
harsh circumstances... such as Stress, exams, isolated,
sleepless, betrayed, sick & thinking of death & those who
passed away... I've been left 2 cope
alone with my feelings. I didn't want to share my grief with my
friends & family, because I didn't want to upset them more if
they were grieving too.
It's really hard when you lose
those whom u really love... Ok, I was so shocked... The news was
broken to me in an upsetting way... & I feel that I'll never
really get over the grief that I feel now...
We all like to be alone with our
thoughts & emotions sometimes... But it really hurts when you
feel that you'll explode because you can't spilt it out...
I'm sleepless because thoughts of
some people keep going through my head. I lost my appetite...
I'm finding it hard 2 concentrate on the tiniest thing...
duuuuuuuh... The pain is worse when I'm on my own & I think
about them all the time... *Allah yer7amhom*
This message is to someone selfish... it will be UNDELIVERED
When it seems like
the walls are caving in... Everything reminds me of you... I
miss you the most on these days & can't help but wonder if
you're thinking about me, too. I've thought of calling you so
many times... But if I call, my voice could quiver or tears may
fall.... If I write you a letter, I'm essentially giving you
back a piece of my heart
A
small token that shows I still care...
Thaaaaaaaaaank you a
lot... for making me happy @ one point in my life & for also
showing me, by leaving... How fantastic life can really be
without you...
I know that you
don't check my (Blog) very often, but I'm sure you know how I feel... & what
a huge mistake I think you made... Oh I need to let it out!!!
And if you don't
feel me right now, you'll sometime soon...
My silence.. My
absence from your life is proof enough..
it's a cow not a pigggg...
alright? anyways, plz.. I'm so frustrated... can someone tell me just why? why it's when someone
loves you from the bottom of his/her heart you just can't love him/her
back? yes I wonder why!!! And you know that that someone is the
one you've been looking for so long... yes I'm still wondering &
wondering... squeezing my brain...
This message is to someone
rare
& adorable...
it will be DELIVERED!!
You are very special... There's no
one just like you... created by the master... Allah created
you... you're very special... exclusively designed... you're
very special & I'm so glad you're mine... Whatever life
will bring you whatever you'll bear... remember you're
creator... Allah is always there... & when your world is
crumbling with pain & darkness too... just look into your
heart.. Allah is there for you... You're very special.. &
remember I love you ++I
don't know how or when...But I know that I love you
somehow... you're
suffering & you chose me 2 help you... I hate to stand by
spectating while you're suffocating... & I feel like I caaan't give you what you want...
so I don't know what the solution is!!!
----------------->
Yes that rare someone is
so exclusive & special... like an angel... so lovable...There's only one of you.... Remember that not everyone
deserves your love... I can't compare between you and that
selfish person!!! there's no comparison between you and between
that selfish person... I always say, that you're surely a
crystalline soul... so clear & pure... I think it's time 2
say to those selfish ppl (farewell) Offffff... Why does it sound
so complicated????
..................
And thank God.. Finally... I'm not
sick anymore
poor fa66ami... hehehe... Study
gurl.. Thank God, I'm done...
wish her good luck :)
7|5|2003 12:17
AM (((So Imp)))
Ok... I'll admit it... The Idea
of making a website + a forum... <= especially the forum... was
a BIG MISTAKE... u know.. something terrible had happened in
my past that I needed to forget... I thought I'd succeed & would
ignore what had happened by wasting my time in the net...
when the site was published... I
really felt happy....
But
day after day, I realized that the wound was just bleeding more
& more... I could never forget such memories by designing a
layout or by adding a forum to the site... adding this site was
also a way of revealing secrets were from the heart...
Unfortunately, my words never reached my precious one... the
(intended) one!
+++ Besides, there wouldn't happen
uncomfortable things 2 me If I hadn't added the forum... It's
all because of the forum... wallah I'm annoyed &
depressed... I'm not scared of someone, nooo... But that
someone shocked me a lot... I'm not that sort of girls who r so
free and will do anything without thinking of their
reputations... I thought I'd be more secretive... I was so
wrong.. for the tidings were spreading everywhere even in the
net!!!!
Just last night... When tears were
rolling down my cheeks like a never ending stream... I woke up
from my inadvertence...
I
regretted adding the forum & the whole site... I wished I had
never thought of all that.... It was a test from God... & I
guess I failed... I wanna correct my mistake now... I'm still
alive... I wanna be a stranger like I used to be in the past
sOOoO.. so...
I'll remove the forum soon... +
the site from the net... & I'll start living my life again
without headaches =)
Don't ask me why! It's just like
that.... Yes I love this site a lot.. Yes I respect the ppl who
r visiting my forum everyday... I love their threads.. Yes I
made ppl so curious to know more about me... & I didn't want 2
reach that sad ending actually... It's all because of me...
(IDIOT)... yeah.. I am...
I hope you'll understand me...
It's just a forum & a useless site... You'll forget about them
soon... BTW, I'll try to remove them after my final exams... not
now...
Special
thanks to:
((Amoony, DXB girl, Tech & *Me* for helping me when I needed them))
---> & @ the end of my depressed
update, I wanna repeat something: " yeah when I love or like
someone, I just prefer not to show it to him/her" Who
cares???
I Don't want someone to
blame his/herself of what I'm gonna do with my site... It's not
because of u only.... It's because of so many things... :(
sorry people... I'm really
sorry... There are many nice forums... :) u can join my fav
forum
UAEFORUM... or banoota... or e3ashig... or liltooth... there
are many...
........
It's
time for reading.... buh bye
DON'T FORGET ME... BYE BYE
check it out...
A
small token that shows I still care... 
++I
don't know how or when... But I know that I love you
somehow... 
you're
suffering & you chose me 2 help you... I hate to stand by
spectating while you're suffocating... & I feel like I caaan't give you what you want...
so I don't know what the solution is!!!
But
day after day, I realized that the wound was just bleeding more
& more... I could never forget such memories by designing a
layout or by adding a forum to the site... adding this site was
also a way of revealing secrets were from the heart...
Unfortunately, my words never reached my precious one... the
(intended) one!
I
regretted adding the forum & the whole site... I wished I had
never thought of all that.... It was a test from God... & I
guess I failed... I wanna correct my mistake now... I'm still
alive... I wanna be a stranger like I used to be in the past
sOOoO.. so...
Don't ask me why! It's just like
that.... Yes I love this site a lot.. Yes I respect the ppl who
r visiting my forum everyday... I love their threads.. Yes I
made ppl so curious to know more about me... & I didn't want 2
reach that sad ending actually... It's all because of me...
(IDIOT)... yeah.. I am...
It's
time for reading.... buh bye 
DON'T FORGET ME... BYE BYE
