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26 | 6 | 2002
they were drwing... but I think my lil sis decided to kick my cousin...
What a nice duck!! quaack quack.. I
deeply wanna let go of any pain... i wanna be strong, Banish any
anger... LooL.. I'll tell you something weird about me but it's
real... I hug
myself when I feel hurt & no one seems to help.... I'm trying to
find hope...
Bad Bad News! I'm not gonna update ma site for a week or maybe more... Mmm... Because I have to fix some problems in my Damn cam... &... I have to prepare something for someone... So brb... wo laa tet7ar6moan fel Gb!! lol
25 | 6 | 2002 People
appreciate even the smallest offer of kindness and acceptance.. a
call, a note, or whatever you decide... that will do... now, im not a philosopher,
ok?
If you can't solve somebody's problem, just make them feel a little better about something.
24 | 6 | 2002 Yeppeey!!!
It's
too heavy!! because the devices are not external... such as the DVD
drive and the Cd writer drive too... Never mind... I'm satisfied
now... haaahuhhaahy!!
Cute, No?
Awesome,
right?
OMG, my stomach is rumbling again...
Yummy!!! Hum Hum Hum...
dubai's girl, raa7at 3alaikee ya5tee
I have dreams in my life that never come true... travels I may never take, Goals I may not be able to reach & hopes that might always be just beyond my horizons. OoHoO!! I won't care... I really don't wanna care about anyone... Bring back the child that i resemble... I cannot pretend that we can still be friends... Don't wanna be alone tonight!!! Bye
23 | 6 | 2002 To You (3ajeeja) <= what an embarrassing nickname! LOoOL When
you read these words, chances are that I'll be sitting here thinking
of you.... as I so often do. I'll probably be smiling or even
crying... I hope you'll think.. just for a moment
Remember
me when you think of the people who care the most about you.... When
you have no one else to turn to, Wallah
I'll always be here for you & do whatever I" can to help...
Remember me when you feel lost & lonely....
Chums,
finally I'm back! sorry for being late, I was so depressed &
miserable... Something harsh had happened to me.. I don't wanna
mention it... sorry Shoag... sorry friends.. sorry my dear mishmisha...
thanks Wow! wallah i didn't mean to shock you pals.... This is my new humble layout... what do you
think???? I'm in love with my new layout... Mmm... I didn't add
my comment box... its full of errors... I really hate errors....
Actually,
I don't know what to say! I'm really in a bad bad mood...
At last, I want you to visit my sis's site.... its really cool! Yallah bye bye bye....
18 | 6 | 2002 I
keep falling out with my bro... Sometimes I have mood swings & am
snappy with him. But he can really annoy me, too, & I always get the
blame... Owaaa Owaaa
Teddy bear...
Yukky... lool Being friends means more than growing up in the same house, having the same relatives, or even sharing in the same last name. But by living in the same house & sharing with each other everything else we have in common, It's true that chance brought us together but it was my own choice that we've become such close friends. So plz, Behave your self & stop bothering me & making fun on me... LOL.. We've seen each other through some thrilling moments & some troublesome ones, as well. wallah wallah you are always the first person I think of when I want to share, or if I just need a special person to confide in. You
know what??? next time when you'll enter my room.... I'll kick you out
of it....
Guys, missed me? lool... sorry for being so late.. I was so busy... Today I went to... e7im.. somewhere... Dubai's girl , faatech.. I really had fun...
hungry? yummy.. Hum Hum Hum!
I bought this tiny cup.. If I could I would give it to someone...
Cute Cute Cute! Shoag.. sorry again dear... Inshallah I'll be free to talk to you tomorrow... Hey pals... I'm gonna change my layout... Do you agree with this?
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| 6 | 2002
My lovely salad... Yummy.. It's healthy & good for your body... Meme.. share it with me...
" A friend is like a shade tree beside a summer way ".... it's so cute... Guess who made this 4 me... Meme thanks honey... I'll add a special section in my site just for my friends' works & designs....
craziness!
Cute
Cute Cute
You won't believe it... yesterday I played with my lil sis... we had to combine & build all the small pieces together to form the plastic house... hehehe.... check this if you wanna see more pic's!
*sighing* + *weeping*.... So many dreams are waiting to be realized... Aaaah.. nothing wastes more energy than worrying... The longer one carries a problem, the heavier it gets. allah kareem...
14 | 6 | 2002 To Dubai's Girl... We have both gone through so many changes over the years, but one thing has always remained the same... We've been the best of friends... As children we played side by side together, creating our childhood dreams & building our imaginations. We laughed shared whispered secrets, & as the years passed, we grew together. As adults, we have shared our hopes and our dreams. We've laughed together about our joys & cried together over our sorrows. We've had our struggles, but the love we share has grown stronger because of them. You are there for me when I most need someone. Yesterday
I was going to cry & you know why! *sighing*... I still believe there's hope.
Hello, let me know if you hear me Hello, if you want to be near, let me know... And I'll never let you go...
13 | 6 | 2002 only one day had left! When the time comes to close the page on this day, I have to be sure that its story was written just the way the author hoped it would be... I'll hold on to my dreams, & never let them go... Thanks friends: (Meme el 7elwa, bnt el 3arab, Unknown, Shaima & Dubai's Girl)... Everything will be okay. I'm on the way to something better, & the situation just needs some time to take me there. *sighing*... I'm thinking back to other moments in my life, to times when I wondered if I'd ever make it through. And, in the end, I always did. I'm taking myself to a place deep down inside where I feel the most grounded & safe & secure. that place is strong & true, & I have a feeling that it lives in me more beautifully than I know... Mmm, I already understand that help is here if I need it... If my heart is in the right place, what's left???
Yesterday I went to (Swarovski) shop in Wafi center...
what a luxurious place!
I love this chandelier..
Made
of crystal!! wow!
Wanna steal something?
If happiness is the destination, then "this moment in time" should be the meditation.
I want this necklace... so elegant!!
As usual, I went to Gulf greetings... & a real funny situation had happened there.. lool
At last, I went to the coffee shop to drink my fav cocktail...
This yummy bread is for Meme el 7elwa...
My lil sis made this cute pillow for me...
Dubai's girl drew this when she was only 12 years old... mashallah 3alaiha..
cute cute cute!! Dubai's girl, You're really something.... do you know that? You really deserve to know how very much you're appreciated.... because you are. The special people in this world really make a difference...
I'm gonna visit you today... yaaaaaay!!!! Check this...
12 | 6 | 2002 It really hurts... It really strangles To someone very precious to my poor heart.. (3ajeeja) <-- remember?
Hi...
How could You? I really took offense at that situation... I don't wanna mention how did you treat me... But I didn't hurt you... You were stabbing me in the back... You were so harsh... Do I deserve all these stabs from you??? I was waiting for a message from you... at least "hi"... was it too difficult??? u don't know that you're "hi" brings me "happiness"...
Maybe we're going to travel soon... maybe I'll die without getting the chance to tell you that you have been an inspiration to me when I felt that everything was full of hopeless. You have been my laughter when tears seemed my only comfort. I hope that you can always feel how very much I love you... why?????
I can't sleep.. I just can't breathe... when your shadow is all over me... Don't wanna be a fool in your eyes coz what we had was built in lies & when our love seems to fade away listen to me hear what I say... I don't wanna feel the way That I do... I just wanna be right here with you... I don't wanna see... see us apart... I just wanna say it straight from ma heart... I miss you!! Bye bye all... for 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10..... days.. who knows?
11 | 6 | 2002 Yesterday
was a boring day!! But I didn't find any tiny piece of my yummy favorite cookie in our house.. Owaa Owaa!!! To avoid my hunger I decided to draw this baby wearing my yummy cookies...
Not clear?
What a big face! like a potato!
Cute cute cute!! Hey I'm not professional as Dubai's Girl... I didn't draw since I was 12 years old!! "drawing" was my favorite hobby but it had vanished... Owaa Owaa...
I was so anarchic & nervous too... Everything was boring me more & more! I have to go somewhere today.... "malal"
10 | 6 | 2002 Yesterday
was a terrible day! I was the bodyguard for My mother... Poor me...
I hate going to " interiors "<== it's a furniture shop.... elmohem... I was so tired!!
Then she decided to go to Lamcy Plaza... Yuk! Do you know why??? To buy Atlantis The lost Empire movie for the kids & some balloons & ornaments for their party... I was so upset when I Realized that she wanted to go to Lamcy for that reason! Then I contented with her idea.. Do you know why? Lamcy was so nearby.. Besides, I remembered that there was a "book shop" there... yaay!!!
I bought "Mizz" my fav magazine & "A man named Dave" Story... Owaaa.... At last she determined to go to al Magrudy library to buy that wooden house for my lil sis.. Owaa... I was going to faint...
I saw this book "The road to Nab end"... By William Woodruff.. & after reading its summary I decided to take it. Here's the summary which was taken from the back of the book: From
his birth in 1916 The Road to Nab End is the wonderful telling of these childhood years: of his grandmother who lectured on the importance of "larning", his father, who had 't' stuffing knocked out of him by the war, & a host of remarkable characters from a truly sadistic nun to the rector who had an unfortunate meeting with a lion at Skegness fair. It is an autobiography brimming with anecdote, and, above all, a story of human triumph against the odds. It's realistic!! Once started, it's impossible to put this book down. What do you think??? I love these realistic & tragic stories...
Wow!!!
teddy bear's lil hand when he was trying to imitate me...
Bye Bye pals... No more adventures for today!
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| 6 | 2002 Today I'm so happy!
It is a precious gift from someone so precious to my heart. From you I have learned how how to trust in myself.... For as long as I can remember you always provided stability within our family... We know how busy you are.. but we don't want you to be far... I want you to know that we really need you... Got it? zain ba3ad...
+ Pals, what would you do if you were invisible? Do u wanna know what would I do? 1. I would follow people around to find out what they say about me behind my back...hehehe 2. I would change all my exam results for the better... 3. And I'm sure that it's gotta be a midnight raid on a chocolate shop.. yummy... lool Read this: ++
I remembered something had happened when I was a girl of 8... I was in
class when I asked the teacher for permission to go to the toilet. When
I got back everyone in the room started pointing & laughing at me,
but I couldn't work out why. Eventually my best friend came up &
told me I had a long piece of loo paper hanging from my dress!
Now I wanna know what makes you turn the brightest shade of red?
8 | 6 | 2002 Mmmm... What will I do in this short holiday? Maybe we won't travel abroad... I don't wanna spend my time in eating & sleeping...
Hamburgers... My favorite
The refrigerator, lool Well..
my sis.. is
so messy these days... and nervous too! The fact is nobody dares to
ignore her... she's fondling Hey sis.. I'm sorry if I wound you with my harsh words sometimes... but don't forget that I'll always be here... cheering you on, sometimes with my spoken words, & sometimes with my silent prayers, & always with the hope that you'll find happiness on the paths you follow & success in the days ahead... "happy" is something you deserve to be. Having a lil sis is a big trouble... lool... I really mean it... I worry about her... But there will never be a day in my life when I will not love her, be thankful for her, admire her, & simply think about her with a happiness deep inside me. I'd give anything if she could really know this. She's someone who means more to me than she'll ever know.
This lovely bee is for Unknown... her sweet words had cheered me up...
7 | 6 | 2002 Hi
again.. Yesterday my dad took me to the Chinese restaurant.....
I
was so silent along the road
Yummy!
Then he took me to Al Magrudy library! I don't know when will I start reading them! I
miss Dubai's Girl
very much... I miss her.. Owaa Owaa Owaa.. Ya7lailna Guys... Visit this pinky site & add your opinions & your comments in her bookie.. She's a new beginner ;) but yaay she loves to write stories...
6 | 6 | 2002 when you feel pain or & wronged... when you cry a lot.. and no one seems to hear you... when you feel that your heart will explode and the whole world closes in your eyes.. and no one seems to help..... What
will you do? I'll pray...... then my heart will prefer to reveal everything in this "red site".... Actually, I made this site for this purpose.... Sometimes writing about your worried & sufferance helps your heart to stop biting you... it really hurts me... hurts me so bad when I feel that I'm alone... Although my friends are always around, I feel I'm alone.... When I get to my bed... I struggle a lot.... Because my eyes are closed while ma heart is still awake.... There's a deep pain in my heart.... And nobody seems to heal it.... I'm very sorry pals... My words are full of sufferance... Don't blame me! Well.... There will always be glimpse of hope... I made a very simple graphic... I wanna congratulate Dubai's Girl for her lovely layout.... yaay...
3 | 6 | 2002 Yesterday my sis was dragging me from a place to another...
At first she decided to go to Toys R Us...
Then she wanted to go to "World Bird trading" shop to buy a cat.... She's so annoying
Well...
What do you think???? I really don't want to have cats in our
house.... My teddy bear is enough...
Butterfly, I know I don't tell you very often how happy I am that we're familiy. But I want you to know that even though we have our differences and misunderstandings, there are always smiles, laughter, & love to remind me of just how much you mean to me. I wanna tell you that there is never a time in my life when I'm not with you in some way... There are moments when you come to my mind more strongly, sometimes in a special way, but you are with me always. Sometimes you're with me in the warm memory of some crazy laughter we've shared. I really hope that you know, too, that whenever you need me, and for whatever reason, I'll always be here for you. Dubai's Girl, thanks for the lovely wallpaper... by the way... When will I see the new layout??? Offfff..... MissGiggile, Mmm... Your site is extraordinary & amazing.... "3ajeeb".... At least you're better than your sister.... You're updating your site so we can know your news... "e7im" Shayyoomaa, A wonderful surprise is waiting for ya... I'm sure you'll like it...
Pals, I won't be able to update my site during this week.... Because I'm busy... Really busy with.... "hehe" can't tell.... Perhaps I'll tell you later...
Bye Bye all....
2 | 6 | 2002
Actually I like this verse..." tears are not tears... they're balls of laughter dipped in salt " by Paul McCartney... Do you agree with him? I like this poem too... which was written by him also.. I'm sure that all of you know it.....
What's up? Don't laugh at my sweet smile!
Books.. Books.. Books... Yummy! stories, novels, jokes & poems... Wow!!!!
Dubai's Girl, I made something for ya.... something rare.. something special... It's unusual... it's extraordinary... it's marvelous.. It's elegant... So wonderful... beautiful.. wow... I really can't describe it well.... I should send it... It's just for you... At last... Alwaslgirl.. I'll be waiting for the surprise & thanks for the mmwaa7'z... Mishmishat el7ob Good luck and study well for your finals.... Bani ya 7abbooba enty.. thank you very very very much... you cheered me up.. You're not razzeh... You're so lovely & cute... Unknown,
where are you??? Disappearing from me? I don't wanna play H-I-D-E &
S-E-E-K anymore
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They remind me of my happy childhood.. yaay... I was so cute & on
ma own... ayyaaam!! Bring the age back from the begining... ehi
ehi ehi owaaaaaaa... 
*sighing*
3ajeeja....
I will never forget you or the times that we have shared... The
laughter we shared in happy times & the tears in sad ones will all
be tucked away in my heart behind a door marked "Sad
memories." On quiet days of remembrance, I'll remove these
thoughts one by one & I'll think of you with a happy sadness
in my
soul... though miles & months may come between us, You'll
still be the one... I'll always eager to hear from you & wish to
share your life again....
Hey I don't
wanna die without letting you feel that I really do care.... If I
don't care lemme know who'll care? & about what you said... It's a
lie from someone who really hates me & wants to stain my
reputaion... Cause I didn't show it to anyone except 
it really hurts 
If
you can't be everything to somebody.. at least don't hurt them with
your harsh words.... do something nice for them, something unexpected.
Something to warm them... 
I just don't know how to
express what's inside of me... but it really hurts...
You know, it doesn't have to be a big deal or cost a lot of money. it
can just be something thankful & small. let them know that someone
is really thinking of them. Make their world a little better, even for
a short while. They just might need a lift, you never know. Don't hold
back. Life
is
too
short.
don't wait coz they might need you. If you can't make their day...
then brighten a moment for them. It could be so important & commemorative
too. Believe me, I did much more than these gentle things to someone
who didn't deserve ma gentleness. 
they mistreated me... Allah kareem... I still pray for them. & I
still do care!
WoooHoooo!! I'm so so so happy....
Wallah its
a special kind of love!
He inspired my dreams &
ambitions, helping me along the way... I love him I love him I love
him... hey its not a 'self-interest'... Well... Hehe... Actually...
yesterday my Dad bought me this laptop... I love it i love it.. I really
do...
Besides, we had an extraordinary party... coz I was the boss of it...
hehe... I prepared everything alone... although it wasn't ma
party!! I'm always the only volunteer in our house... ya7laileee
I made these party hats...
I love tweety... My uncle used to call me tweety.. yaaay... I'm
hugging myself ... 
how much you mean to me & how much you always will.. I needed you
when so many have walked away... u didn't stand beside me as I really
wished! I often
struggle to say how I feel... The day you and I met will always be
cherished. anyway we drifted apart... It hurts it hurts....
It hurts me to remember that you're not here! it hurts me to remember
that you forgot me... It hurts me to remember that you were a Liar!
it hurts me to remember that you are you... owaa owaa owaa.... 
I'll always be loyal to you... What has changed in you??? Owaa Owaa
ehi ehi ehi... 
I'm sick I'm sick.. ehi
ehi ehi owaaa.. salamat galbee...
Mmm... You know, when someone special touches your life... they always
know just the right thing to say or do... they can make you feel
better 
just by being
near...
They listen with an open heart & understand... then laugh with you
when you're happy... They share your tears when you're sad... they are
beside you whenever you feel alone... They extend their hand when you
need support... They are proud of all that you accomplish... even if
you accomplish nothin.. lool... they love you just because you're
you... you knoe when someone special touches your life, right? well,
lemme tell you that my life was touched the day that I met 
Come on now! Don't get jealous... clap your hands for 
I don't want us
to stop being friends.
But I held my tears like never before... I was going to say
something, But all my words left unspoken.... Someday you'll understand
why! you absolutely know that when things are not right in their life,
they're not right in mine too. I'll be loyal to them forever.
Pals...
Finally, I added the comment box as you recommended me before... add
your opinions & thoughts... But please.. try not to be rude... Bye
bye.. have a nice day..
And you are definitely one of them!!
I had nothing to
do except yelling at my lil sis... Then.. A swell idea came to ma
mind... I was wondering if there were cookies in our house.... YUM YUM..
so tasty!! 
Don't try to imitate me , boy!!! cute ;)
Meemee el 7elwa,
unfortunately... No More Yummy Food... lool...
I WAS SO EMBARRASSED. I ran back to the toilet. lool 
!strange!
I miss spending time
together... No one understands us like we do. No one has shared the same
memories... No one else knows all of the problems, joys, & secrets
we've shared. We laugh & share our Dreams.... With her I do
more than just hear the words, I feel the things she feels... Our
friendship has truly been a cherished gift, one that always will remain
with us... She'll always be my precious friend...
My Pc is back... And he's
healthy too... I'm so happy.... They didn't harm him at all...
Mmm...
My dad didn't buy me the gift which I had asked for yet... I can't wait
for it....