I feel fresh and happy... I'm done with
exams.. I have this wonderful cousin sitting beside me right now...
and I don't feel bored at allllll... On the contrary, I'm enjoying
boredom :p Did they block flickr or what?? it's better
to block it anyway.. :D hehehe.. a7ssan
Tell me about your feeling when someone
walks on the beach at dawn time and looks at twilight... and then
remembers you with delight... Suddenly that someone tells you about
those memories being recalled... How do you feel?
............................ Sorry for being speechless! I
couldn't even respond to those feelings you cherished...
listening to:
يا ناظرا حالي أنا
16|6|2005 12:54 PM
A WONDERFUL PARTY
I'm supposed to be studying right now,
but I couldn't because last MonDAY'S party has just rolled across my
mind and I would like to share my thoughts...
Thanks (G).. It was so well organized
and amazinggggg... I think I'm gonna let you join my team... In Summer
Holiday inshallaaaaaaa I'm gonna organize a party for all
children... Mmmm we have to exchange and share our ideas about parties
and games, yeah?...
Check out this book... There are a lot of creative ideas and new
books out there..
:D
mwa7z
Astonisheddd :P
LOL
This girl loves Pinkish stuff... :D
She's so pampered and loves to be neat and unique and I never saw her
without her favorite color... Even her teddies must be in Pink or
wearing pink dresses... I was like her when I used to be a CHILD...
Well among those happy children I
could see sadness inside some women's eyes... I wished I could
give them all my happiness......
Mmmmmm..
Amoony, Shamma,
Unknown, Fofo, Samz,and sensitive are sorely missed these days... Take care of
yourself =) few days and we'll be FREEEEEEE inshallah... LOL these
days are so long though...
Dxb Girl, we
have goals to achieve together, yeah? don't forget ya3neeeeeeeeeee...
I kept them in mind.. first we have to read a lot about them.. I got
so many websites... and don't forget to highlight the verses inside
the books you've got... and beside all that, we must memorize
something... Also, don't forget to call the institution!!! Yallah
mooooooooove.
Chawz
10|6|2005 5:12 PM
MMmm I usually update this page when I'm
extremely busy.. I don't know how to interpret this though! I'm not a
careless person and I spend most of my precious time in thinkingggggg
of good and useful things, but when it comes to writing long essays
and doing projects I find myself totally distracted from reality lol...
Besides, I can't do my ((Humanities Work Sheet)) and I can't re-do my
essay!! My English teacher shocked me by crossing my amazing
introduction :*( waaaaaaaaaaaaa Whatever!! I won't give a damn... Let
him put an F! Jerks are jerks and he's so jealous of us because he can
only write academic writings!! He knows nothing about creative
writings...
I think
Shantaram is THRILLINGGGGGGGGG!! mn~dubai give it a try!
SamZ, Mmmm.. well I'm not
thinking of traveling this year, but the weather is getting on my
nerves... It brings me depression and misery!! Also, the festival is
on its way and I hate crowds :( What do you think? I wanna be in
Melton Keynes for some reasons... I hope you come with us... LOL do
you remember how I was frightened by BUGS and INSECTS?? man you're so
COLD that you could sleep with them!!
Traveling is a healing therapy for me :)
but I don't want GERMANY! I wanna travel one year alone! I mean with
you and my friends.. IT WILL BE FUNNNNN... come to think about it..
wow!
I love this RING ;) It's so dear and
close to my heart... Thanks Aunty (M).. =) you know how to cheer me up
=) I miss you!!
I feel sleeeeeeeeeeepy and I'm not
willing to do my home works... No energy's left... My eyes lost their
brilliance... My shoulders are no longer balanced... Pimples started
to appear :@ Everything is damaged! And the story never ends!
Moreover, it's the first year that I started hating MATH from the
bottom of my heart!!! How dry it is!! how it lacks love and passion!
uffffffffffff...
By the way, I made a mistake :S
adree adree mb wagteh!
but you see.. There's always a hidden
reason behind any stupidddddd thing that I do... I MEAN IT it's so
stupiddddd
5|6|2005 12:11 PM
Sitting in the
cafeteria.....
Hearing almost a
whisper from beyond the echo.....
I'm desperately
missing someone..... :(
No answers? Not even
a single word? How weak you are!! I don't like weaknessss...
What's been happening recently is
shocking, surprising, hilarious, painful, annoying, satisfying,
tiring, yet it is like a special kind of tablets which makes you
active and wide awake almost all the time... :( I mean... something
bad is happening in this world... Something very bad..
I remember when she was telling me she
would remain at hospital for a long time!! and I was asking her not to
say such things and be optimistic... I remember that she wasn't
suffering from anything at that time :'( sub7an Allah she was feeling
it... It scares me...
it's a huge DISORDER!!!!!!!!!! People
don't know what to say or how to react... Most of them know their
religion very well, yet they insist on walking on the wrong path...
They deceive their precious ones and they don't remain silent or feel
ashamed of what they're doing!! They admit it to the world!! I'm not
responsible for their faultsthough, but it
brings me sadness and tears.... :'( It frightens me.... I can't
sleeeeep!
Ok I'm not perfect and I made mistakes,
but I don't know why I wish to leave this world as soon as possible..
I know I mustn't say such things simply because life is too short and
everyone will die someday and by the way it's not a sign of weakness,
but I have this strange feeling that......
And I don't feel sorry..
بكى قلبي وما
سالت عيوني
وفاء بالغا أقصى
المراقي
These words remind me of my brother...
It's true that I always make fun of you and I always tease you.. It's
true that I hurt you sometimes, but whenever I talk about you I feel
so proud and happy...
متى أراك تلبس تاج
يملؤه الياقوت
متى أشوفك شهيد...
Words straight from my heart...
{I hope you know how much I love you.. I hope you know how much I
care.. Sometimes you really get on my nerves, but whenever I feel that
you're carrying a great burden on your shoulders and no one tries to
consider what you're doing I feel so sad.............. You live like a
stranger and someday you'll get what you deserve Inshallah...}
Sorry....... for everything.......:'(
I remember how you were fond of these
words:
ماض وأعرف ما دربي وما
هدفي... والموت يرقص لي في كل منعطف... وحياتنا أنشودة صيغت على لحن
الكفاح... وطريقنا محفوفة بالشوق بالدم بالرماح... يا دربنا يا معبر
الأبطال... يا درب الفلاح...
:'( I don't remember the rest of words
مضى الذين شغاف القلب
يعشقهم... من الأحبة من حولي فوالهفي! وصرت حبل نشيم غربة وأسى...
If something happens to me.. If I leave
this world now, you'll pray for me from the bottom of
your heart... I
don't have to worry... I'm lucky to have you in this life :')
Want some chocolate?
These words were written for you Mum...
I hope you always remember that I love you soooooooooooo much
Pals, I added new links =) check them
out...
I think I think I think I need to learn
some Spanish :D I miss those days when I used to teach myself this
language... It's FULL OF PASSION AND LOVE... I wanna master it... =)
