Hi pals.. I'm leaving
this place for a short while...For almost 20 days...
20 days won't pass peacefully on my heart :(
I hope everything will be alright... :)
Thanks to those who
helped me a lot in this cyber world... they know themselves pretty well... Sorry
for my rudeness (sometimes)... I just didn't mean it...
Special thanks to
Amoony... I'll miss you loads I'm so
glad you're all my friends... Dxb girl, Neseem, AWG, SPICY &
Candy... and all the forum's members :p
Thanks to TheGame
.. thanks for asking about me from time to time =) I'll never forget you...
Thanks Gemini...
You're so sweeeet =)
Ch0c0cat, don't worry...
:) I'm on my word... I won't reveal what I've known to anyone...
I know I'm too
late!!! I used to be the first to tell you (Mabroook)... Congratulation.. You're
finally graduated... I've been waiting for that moment for ages...
Yes you aren't with
me anymore... Yes I can't talk with you like before... Yes everything is over
now... But @ least... I know that you're somewhere in the same country... & it
feels so good... But when I fly away & Look from the window of the plane... I see
the oceans beneath me & the green fields.. then I realize I just miss
you more ever than before... I can't help but to weep deep inside... It's
over... But the feelings I feel for you are eternal... You... shocked me..
stabbed me in the back so many times.. You lied... You weren't loyal.. blah blah
blah... Yet I didn't see remorse in your eyes... Because you think you did
nothing... & yeah.. Actually you u didn't.. That's my own problem! I trusted
the wrong ppl... I should have been more accurate in choosing my precious
ones.... That wasn't such a game or something counterfeit 2 me... Everything was
so
true... How you've changed! aaaah... sub7aan Allaaah... You lost me.... I'll never accept the idea of living with you for the rest of my
life or sharing all my secrets no matter what happens.. You're a big treacherous! I
can't count on you anymore... I gave you bunch of chances... what did I get in return?
I still remember how you rose me up to the sky with your love... & how u threw
me down all at once... in a sudden instant...
I used to see the
world through your eyes... I used to grow happily with your love... I don't want to
remember those moments... Damn, I miss your laughter....
I miss the way u used to imitate Donald duck... I really feel hurt... How could
an angel turn to an evil?
How could you???
how????? I wish... I wish I were a shadow... something that cannot be seen
or hurt... something without feelings... I wish I had never been born... I wish
jealousy has never come to me... for it kills its person!
I hate
responsibility... But I know that I have to be responsible of my faults... It
isn't the end of my life! On the contrary, I have learned a lot... I became an
open minded person... A well-experienced for the future... I have learned that
when u love a person.. u shouldn't expect his/her love in return!! I have
learned that changing doesn't mean to walk away & be more careless... I have
learned that Bad Friends are the main
source for destroying the faithful, loyal & trustworthy ppl... they're a
disaster... I have learned
to count on GOD only.. For he'll never let me down... He's enough for me...
I'm thinking of those
who left us in the (3afanation world) as X-Zone says... When will I be
able to see them again? I long to feel the warmth of their hugs...
أيها الراحل عذرا في شكاتي
فإلى طيفك أنات عتاب
قد تركت القلب يدمي مثقلا
تائها في الليل في عمق الضباب
وإذا أطوي وحيدا حائرا.. أقطع الليل
طويلا في اكتئاب
وإذا الليل خضم موحش تتلاقى فيه
أمواج العذاب
This is the latest style of the
forum... It's girlish...
as most of you wished! It needs some final touches... I'll work on the blue one right after
coming back from my tour....
Bemad, Congratulation sis...
Inshallah you'll find a great job... I can't express my
gratitude to you... Your words helped me a lot to defeat my
sadness & pain... You drew a smile on my face... You let me feel
a special new ray of hope... *I hope that you'll never stop
writing short stories*... :)
Makki...
Your work is exclusively designed... :) pals check his
interview!! He deserves more... BTW... His layout is the
most wonderful layout in the whole world wide web till now...
check it out & see his unique work... Don't forget to recognize
his amazing LOGO... I have never seen such a dazzling work like
his... mashallah 3alaih
Yummy
site...
:) Junk food... :D I loved itttttttttttt...
Pals... @ last... Please visit
hamasat's site.. He's a talented writer who'll absolutely take
you to another world of his own inspiration...
Pinky winky
I'm telling you,
I cried until my nose was running all over the silk blouse I got
on sale..
I cried until my ears were hot. I cried until my was hurting so
bad that I could hardly see the pile of solid tissues lying on the
floor at my feet..
I want you to understand, I had myself a really good cry
yesterday......
Yesterday, I cried...
For all the days that I was too busy, or too tired, or too mad to
cry.......
I cried for all the days, & all the ways, & all the times I had
dishonored, disrespected, & disconnected my Self from myself, only
to have it reflected back to me in the ways others did to me...
The same thing I had already done to myself...
I cried for all the things I had given,
only to have them stolen; for all the things I had asked for that
had yet to show up; for all the things I had accomplished, only to
give them away, to people in circumstances, which left me feeling
empty, & battered & plain old used...
I cried because there really does come a time when the only thing
left for you to do is cry.
Yesterday I cried,
I cried because I hurt. I cried because I was hurt... I cried
because hurt has no place to go except deeper into that caused it
in the first place, & when it gets there, the hurt wakes you up.
I cried because it was too late... I cried because it was time.
I cried because my soul knew that I didn't know that my soul knew
everything I needed to know...
I cried a soulful cry yesterday, and it felt so good...
It felt so very, very bad...
In the midst of my crying, I felt my freedom coming,
Because...
Yesterday, I cried
with an agenda
By IYANLA VANZANT
17|6|2003 4:58
PM
Wow..!! I went with my aunt to the
city center today... & @ the first time.. I saw ppl whom I know
& they didn't see me ... e7im
I saw some teachers, girls... and and... *mabaGOol*.. LooL I was
trying my best to hide & pretending not to recognize... & it
works... Playing hide & seek.. lool... This is me!!
Can I go somewhere without setting
in the coffee shop to eat & to talk???
of course nottttttt...I'd
complain & would never stop annoying my aunt if she didn't take
me to it! Num Num My stomach<= the most important thing
in the whole world!!!
ooH that was tasty!
returning back home...
Mmm, Sorry Amoony... You
called me twice.. but it was on silent... Sorry again I'll call
you back... Cheer up... @ last she received her gift
peacefully!! *e7im*
Yes don't forget to visit
UAE KNIGHT
webbie.. :) He has a unique layout... I liked his page a lot..
I'll be waiting for the other sections to be accomplished
impatiently...
I'm so
glad you're all my friends... Dxb girl, Neseem, AWG, SPICY &
Candy... and all the forum's members :p
I miss the way u used to imitate Donald duck... I really feel hurt... How could
an angel turn to an evil?
as most of you wished! It needs some final touches... I'll work on the blue one right after
coming back from my tour....
... e7im
I saw some teachers, girls... and and... *mabaGOol*.. LooL I was
trying my best to hide & pretending not to recognize... & it
works... Playing hide & seek.. lool... This is me!!
of course nottttttt...I'd
complain & would never stop annoying my aunt if she didn't take
me to it! Num Num My stomach<= the most important thing
in the whole world!!! 
