25|7|2005 5:03PM
In memory of our loved ones... Series of touching scenarios are
flashing through my mind at the moment...
And It taught me courage...
I adore that heart =) It's the second
time that I add it here... Every time I look at it, I feel soooooo
relieved and I couldn't resist sharing it with you again :)
And I still smell their fragrance..
Strange how we can sacrifice with our
entire existence just for the sake of those few moments we shared with
our loved ones... Strange how "fear" vanishes the moment LOVE
penetrates our hearts... Strange how we challenge the whole world if
it tries to be against us... Strange how we build a strong wall to
surround us with all the defense we need to confront any danger...
It's even stranger that we are too blind to recognize the angels..
Instead, we choose the devils and make them more lovely and nice in
our eyes... How could I ever break such addiction? And it never
dies, for it was destined to last forever...
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University?????
Only Few days to enjoy and the old
routine will start again... I wonder how I will continue withstanding
like a strong mountain... This year was the hardest... I suffered a
lot that I kept myself away from everything I loved... Silence filled
my heart and it taught me patience... & for the first time in my life
that I prefer staying here instead of traveling... I had problems to
solve and those problems made me lose my concentration in classes and
be a total different person... What's in my heart is more than you
could ever imagine..
Moreover, university shocked us all...
Not because it's bad! It's because we expected much more... It's
because we wanted to have new different experiences and challenges...
We wanted to feel that we grew up! I feel like I wasted a whole year
there... What's the use of carrying the laptop everyday and start
doing researches and projects without being convinced? They give us
articles from newspapers and magazines then ask us to study them!
Stupidly they don't let us go out unless we get a permission that
takes around 30 minutes to last... We can't be absenttttttt....
Reluctantly, we attend it. I don't wanna complain a lot... Some girls
feel satisfied when they see their friends everyday, but I don't seek
a place to study which lacks an improved educational system in so many
ways... Unfortunately, I will have to seal my lips. Otherwise, dad
will get upset and sad... And I have no intentions to displease him
again. I respect the way he worries about me, but I wish that he could
understand my spirit a little more...
23|7|2005 2:22 PMQuotes of love from
here, there, and everywhere..
In the words of a Persian sage: "Love is
a disease no one wants to get rid of. Those who catch it never try to
get better, and those who suffered, do not wish to be cured"
"Love is an untamed force. When we try
to control it, it destroys us. When we try to imprison it, it enslaves
us. When we try to understand it, it leaves us feeling lost and
confused" Paulo Coelho
"Love is a wizard... It intoxicates, it
envelops, it isolates. It creates fragrance in the air, ardor from
coldness, it beautifies everything around it" Leos Janacek
(1854-1928)
"Nobody has ever measured, not even
poets, how much the heart can hold" Zelda Fitzgerald (1900-1948)
22|7|2005 9:38 AM
Last night I went to see the old fellows of the family... :D
Yesterday was the most adventurous day
ever.. I had to send a box to someone.. Thank God, I finally sent
it... I believe it was a hard task indeed! Then I had my breakfast
with my friend SHAMMA... After that we put masks over our faces.. Mine
was mint and hers was orange... WE LOOKED SO SCARY!! After few hours
we had our lunch together... We spent the whole day chit chatting
until she couldn't resist my comfy bed to sleep on :p And finally, she
forgot her mobile with me...
At night, I went to my grandma's
house... I didn't talk much!!! I believe I changed a lot :D
;)
PINKY WINKY
De luna ;) The MOON :D
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I like this poem a lot...
لله في الآفاق
آيات لعل أقلها هو ما إليه هداك
ولعل ما في النفس من
آياته عجب عجاب لو ترى عيناك
والكون مشحون بأسرار
إذا حاولت تفسير لها أعياك!
قل للطبيب تخطّفته يد
عدا... من يا طبيب بطبه أرداك؟
قل للمريض نجا وعوفي
بعدما عجزت فنون الطب.. من عافاك؟
قل للصحيح يموت لا من
علة... من بالمنايا يا صحيح دهاك؟
قل للبصير وكان يحذر
حفرة فهوى بها.. من ذا الذي أهواك؟
بل سائل الأعمى خطا بين
الزحام بلا اصطدام
من يقود خطاك؟!
قل للجنين يعيش معزولا
بلا راع ومرعى ما الذي يرعاك؟
قل للوليد بكى وأجهش
بالبكاء لدا الولادة ما الذي أبكاك؟
وإذا ترى الثعبان ينفث
سمه... فاسأله من ذا بالسموم حشاك؟ واسأله كيف تعيش يا ثعبان أو تحيى
وهذا السم يملأ فاك......
Message to those who are lostttttt
A lot of people are living without
following a certain path... They aren't so sure whether or not God
exists! I wonder how they live!!!!!!!!! And there are those who don't
follow a specific religion, but they LIKE some religions such as
Buddhism or any other religion...Is it a matter of likes or dislikes?
And when I ask them about heaven and hell and how they're going to be
in heaven if they don't have a right belief! They answer by saying
that we're good people... we don't lie we help each other... we
didn't commit a crime... we love each other.. God won't harm us coz we
didn't do something wrong.. I'm always bewildered!!! I say
then why did God send his messengers if alllllll good people were right??? The one who knows God and
worships him day and night is like the one who worships pagans? Or for
example.. Does the one who study day and night to get a high mark is
like the one who doesn't prepare for his/her exams? If the teacher
gave the one who wasn't prepared a full mark and you know that he/she didn't prepare for
his/her tests.. won't you feeeeeeeeel it's unfair? Then how do you
expect that you will go to heaven someday if you didn't follow the
duties that God instructed?
Some of them say: "There's no heaven
and hell.. This is something imaginary... And we don't won't a
second life.. This life is more than enough for us.. And if there
is heaven and hell we won't be punished forever coz every punishment
has a certain period then it stops.. If there is hell we can endure
the punishment for 1000 years, perhaps we will be unleashed at the end"
and when I ask them about their souls after death and where their
souls might exist they say: "It will vanish or it will recover in
this life" LOOL!!! no comment... they talk without proofs and
they're not so sure of what they're doing... THEY DON'T EVEN CARE!
SOME say... "There's no Eve And Adam
Story.. This is a myth.." and they're so certain of it..
فيا عجبا كيف يعصى
الإله
أم كيف يجحده الجاحد؟!
وفي كل شيء له آية
تدل على أنه الواحد
Don't be short-sighted.. At least search
for the truth... have you ever asked yourself why did MALCOLM X
become MUSLIM and write this
letter... or
why did CAT STEVENS, the famous singer, become YUSUF ISLAM?
There are those who love science and prefer science and logic on
religion...Whenever you talk about religion they stop you by saying
some philosophical theories... Have you ever read about
the formation of the iron? this is itself one miracle of the
Quraan's miracles...
23|7|2005
2:22 PM
Quotes of love from
here, there, and everywhere..
