22rd|July|2006
11:59
PM Things have changed for the better.
Flee holding her BALL OF LUCK
Miwicle before practicing her exercises.
Wanna play again..
Mum got me this lovely bread.. and I've just had a bite
:P
It's called LADY HEALTH BREAD.. and it's highly
recommended by me ;)
My days went like this:
~I returned back the ugly ABAYA..
~I returned back the damaged external hard disk.. At
least I no longer have to see damaged stuff in my room :p
~I got myself a lovely TOP from pantera..
~Mum surprised me with a wonderful RING.. Thanks to
her. I love rings so much. Actually, I was so down, and she cheered me
up =) I was calling out for her silently... Guess that she's heard
me...
~Yesterday I had dinner with aunt, flee, and mum.. I
had the GRILLED SALMON dish of JAPINGO :p Honestly, I don't like
this restaurant, because its food isn't always fresh except for the
sushi they make... and I don't like SUSHI MUSHI at all. I never tried
it though! the way they make it makes me sick! anyway, the grilled
salmon I had was so yummy.. I couldn't resist it at all even though I had
it late at night! OH yeah.. their cocktail was fresh TOo.
Final thought: Am I better off without you, my
precious..?! yes.. and NO. indeed, I am living in hell...
FINAL NEWS I WOULD LIKE TO SHARE: CHECK OUT
NAFE3's PAGE.. he came
up with a whole new lOok.. don't miss it
20th|July|2006
3:54
AM
last night... & I still call myself a
CREATURE
@ 10:00 PM
I pay a lot! I expect a lot! I imagine a lot!! and in
the end, I receive a dreadful ABAYA!!!!! I had a lump in my
throat as soon as my eyes glimpsed its ugliness! And it's not the
first time that THEY ruin the style of the abaya that I've
chosen! I wanted that
ABAYA for a special occasion.. and it's so URGENT!!! aaaah!!
everything is just soooooooo ANNOYING! the colors.. the ZARI..
the crystals.. the whole picture!!! YUK! the problem is that it was my
own fault!! I
was left alone in my room and I couldn't stand the hopeless
situation... I called Flee to come and watch the the helpless
creature which was complaining much of the time withoutttt having a
clue about what to dooooooo...
When Flee came over, she did nothing but add fuel to
the fire!!!!! She made things even worse! SHE BURST OUT LAUGHING at
meeeeeeeeeeeee and she even said
that I am an ill-fated creature. in other words, (n7seh)
:'(
Then, that defeated creature walked straight to the
kitchen... It had 8 slices of brown bread.. right after eating them
all, it started eating a big sandwich..
.........................
After a short while, my cousin samZ invited us
to have dinner with her and watch the fascinating work of mn~dubai..
I murmured: "DINNER!! OH MY GOD! I am fed up!" and even though
I wasn't planning to visit them because of my bad mood, I am glad I
did, for I had fun there. Plus, to be honest, I miss my cousins these
days...
mn~dubai, you AMAZED me Mashallah
=) YOU could bring out the image of each person who still has a vivid
picture of his/her own childhood... In my heart, you left a great
impression of the creativity you have =) For as far as I could
remember, you've been this wonderful artist who could always fascinate
me... and by the way, I don't exaggerate.. I really really hope
that you'll publish a book of yours sOon =)
SamZ, thanks for being so kind with me these
days.. Bass ba3adnee ma nsait el tshameee5... Anyway, the
sweets were soooooooooooo YUMMY.. :P I wish I could have more, but I
was full by then.
.........................
To mum: I don't imagine myself leaving my lovely
room and be away from you!! Yes I would love to have a house just for
me :P and I loved the idea about having more than one library-room,
buttttttttt... I mean... DO I HAVE TO? of course not. I don't have to
leave! SO, lemme think of it before I decide..
To the one who stayed up late last night...
It's overrr Overrr.. it's not the way I choose to LIVE!
When I
am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up...
To more than I can be.
I wanted that
ABAYA for a special occasion.. and it's so URGENT!!! aaaah!!
everything is just soooooooo ANNOYING! the colors.. the ZARI..
the crystals.. the whole picture!!! YUK! the problem is that it was my
own fault!! 
I
was left alone in my room and I couldn't stand the hopeless
situation... I called Flee to come and watch the the helpless
creature which was complaining much of the time withoutttt having a
clue about what to dooooooo...
and she even said
that I am an ill-fated creature. in other words, (n7seh)
:'(
