29th|JULY|2007 10:57 PM
:) Life is so easy... Life is sooo good... All good things come to me!
& I deserve them.
Miracle holding a delicious bread...
Cousin N @ one of the coffee shops nearby the hotel..
If you think about Aladdin & his lamp,
Aladdin picks up the lamp, dusts it off, & out pops the Genie. The
Genie always says one thing:
"Your wish is my command!"
The story now goes that there are three
wishes, but if you trace the story back to its origins there's
absolutely no limit whatsoever to the wishes.
Think about that one.
Now let's take this metaphor and apply
it to your life. Remember Aladdin is the one who always asks for what
he wants. Then you've got the Universe at large, which is the Genie.
Traditions have called it so many things - your holy guardian angel,
your higher self. We can put any label on it, & you choose the one
that works best for you, but every tradition has told us there's
something bigger than us. & the Genie always says one thing:
"Your wish is my command."
~James Ray
Sooooooooooooo.. The GENIE will always answer my
command and I am the master of my own thoughts and I can get whatever
I wanna getttttttt :D Although yesterday I went through HELL.. real
hell, I wasn't the only one! We were the victims of some rude
(very rude germans who got us out of the store!!!!!!!!), but luckily
my uncle knew how to punish them.. lol, he didddd something so funny
and then he let the police be engaged in it...
THE GERMANS ARE
THE RUDEST PEOPLE I'VE COME ACROSS.. & they're racist. YUK! I am
not saying that ALL OF THEM ARE RUDE! of course there are those
"sweet" ones, but a lot of them are so rude!
Oh by the way, I bought a Valentino Sunglasses... & I
was thinking of buying Gucci bag, but I am re-considering, coz it's a
bit large and that means I will have to carry it with me in the
airport rather than keeping it in my luggage... & I do prefer to be as
light as possible in the airport. I don't wanna carry extra things...
It was raining last night... ^_^ I was in the car with
Flee and Uncle Zee & we were listening to "Heal
the world".... Memories of 2002 crossed my mind when I was with
Uncle Zee, Flee, & Samz in Paris listening to the
same song while it was raining...................
This is DOOODAAAA
This is a lovely strawberry juice... I simply loved it
This is uncle Zee holding the wowy mango ice cream
We had lunch today at an Indian restaurant & it was
also raining ^_^
27th|JULY|2007 9:56 PM
Don't count the days.. let them count.. (the fifth day in Munich)
I shall thank all my friends ^_^ they
always know how to make my day....................... thanks to my
soul mate dxb girl.. & Amoony. Amoony, I tried to
message your number which you're currently using in London, but I
guess you did not receive my message.
thanks to my online friends Achilis,
Neptune, McMessy, Abdulmohsen, Banootah & the
lovely visitors of this page ^_^
Tomorrow inshaAllah, my parents and my
lil sisters + Flee will be in Munich... I miss my dad the most ^_^
Yesterday I went to the supermarket to buy some organic
and bio stuff.. Kopiko is an exception & oh yeah I love it
Maxemilian street... LV shop..
She pronounces it like this: "Kabacheeeeeeeeno"
She loves Pimboli ;)
@ the Marine Plaza
I have a lot of things to say.. a lot of feelings are
striking one another...
Today we went for shopping & I did not buy anything.. I
only spent little money on MacDonald's... I no longer feel crazy about
shopping... I couldn't take my eyes off the little children of the
family ^_^ I was so worried even though I was with my aunt... I have
one lovely little girl who's so sweet.. yet soo so stubborn and
pampered... and since the place was so crowded and she's so curious to
talk with people even if they're strangers, I couldn't stop
worryingggggg.. she's this little creature who can hide easily in
front of the tallll german people. So somehow, today I was
motheringggggg :p
I was also thinking of myself and the people around
me... I was thinking of the German people and the Arabs in general...
The German ones are realistic, workable, & when they go for a walk
they wear practical clothes.. Unlike most of us... we're wrapped by
outward appearances!!!! When I walk in the lobby of this hotel I am
staying at, my cousin tells me that a lot of people (most of them are
arabs) are LOOKING at others.. I don't blame the people themselves. I
blame our corrupted societies for several reasons that I don't wanna
mention!!!!
Last night my uncle Zee told me that when he was
studying in Buckingham, he used to know a Pakistani who worked at
MacDonald's... that pakistani was a muslim who was religious and did
not wanna cut his beard, but it was required to have a safe food
hygiene... Thus, the sponsors of MacDonald's had let him wear
something on his beard to assure that no single hair would fall on the
food..
SO.. they did not ask him to cut his beard in order to
find a job even though he was not local!!! :@ So the societies imposed
upon us that LOOKS matter above everything else which is extremely sillyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
...................
My cousin mn~dubai also crossed my mind... I
couldn't stop thinking of what I've recently heard.......... oh why? I
was.. a little bit "hurt", coz... A lot of things were once left
unsaid... when you wanna know something that is related to me or
anyone close to me, you ought to ask me!!! why do you let me feel that
I am just like ANYONE to you... as if we were never close....
Samz... I never wanted to reveal this.. at least
not here, but I just need to. Back when I was a child, I never wanted
to keep a secret without sharing it with you even though you were
kinda aggressive with me. I loved you so much and I was trying all my
best not to hurt or upset you... See we were so different in our
thoughts... yet so close in our feelings... & I am still the same..
nothing has changed. I feel that we're sisters... but, I don't know
why you kept me away! like strangers we seem to be... I know nothing
about you... maybe your classmates know more things that I know
nothing about.... I am not interested in only knowing your secrets and
thoughts.. I just wanna know what happened to drift yourself away from
us.... the more I try to be closer, the more I feel you don't want
it...
I wish you could understand that I am different than
them and I never engaged myself in matters that would upset or hurt
your family.. I wish you could understand that....
maybe I am a bit over sensitive... I just want
everything to be the same... I don't like it this way..........
.................................
Cousin F, you've just been sitting right in
front of me... I am glad that I've finally seen you! You lost a lot of
weight! no more cheeks? & where's the brilliant smile of yours? and
where's the luster I used to see in your eyes? what happened to your
world, my friend?
.................................
I forgot to mention that before two days and while I
was walking nearby the hotel, a German old lady stopped me to have a
short chit chat. lol I am used to talk with old ladies.. especially
germans. anyway, this one and as usual was educated and literate...
^_^ & while she was excusing herself to leave, she said: "I will go
to the salon to do my eye lashes... I am old and my eye lashes are
disappearing.. I want to make them like yours" :p I couldn't help
smiling... That old lady gave me hope and optimism to carry throughout
all my life......... Although they're old, they never give up.. and
they live their life happily...
Aaah now lemme excuse myself.. lol I didn't tell you
all about the ice cream incident and how I stained myself wu
Ufffffffff ... I deleted the previous update by
mistake... the one I talked about the Turkish men & the kuwaiti and
how I was suffering in Munich..
Thus I will only re-add the pix.. coz I actually forgot
the details...
