29th|July|2008 3:23 PM SHOPPING + MY STUFF ARE PILING UP

a) Shopping

A couple of days ago, I went for random shopping... I was craving pink and fushia stuff, and they just came my way.. It's called The Law of Attraction... when you want something, you visualize that you have it, then you act upon it until it comes to you... Of course it depends on the strength of your attraction... if you want it badly and you try to seek it seriously, you will get it. Sometimes you just have the willpower to have that thing and before acting upon it, it comes to you ^_^ Yup, sometimes you don't suffer to get it... it just comes to you, coz it knew that you loved it...

LOL... I loved this watch! I was with my aunt when I saw it, and she was so shocked when she found out that I made up my mind to buy it. Isn't it so nice? I buy whatever I love... & whatever I buy reflects my personality.. so why to conceal my true self from others?

Thanks to my friend Unknown.. She got me a fushia wallet from G.U.E.S.S

I would also like to thank my soul mate ^_^ LOL it seems my friends are having ritual ceremonies of buying wallets these days :p

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b) عندي مشكلة تكديس الأغراض

I was trying to tidy up my room, and I was astonished by the things which piled up in my wardrobes and on my shelves! I buy a lot, and many things bought are not yet touched! My room is the biggest in our house, and I feel it is not wide enough for my stuff.

I have many... New T-SHIRTS, PAJAMAS, and SHOES of which I never wore, silk fabrics that I never took to the tailor, movies that I have never seen, teddy bears and dolls that are brand new, hand bags, BOOKS, BOOKS, & BOOKS which I did not yet read...

I do choose some items to throw, send for charity, or give to our maids, but... giving my stuff to any person is like throwing away a precious memory.. Yup, I do feel so sad, because everything holds a special memory...

I am also facing a big problem in terms of trying to compromise by sending my books to our library at our second house. I have sent hundreds of books already, but the rest of them are mostly NOVELS and Islamic books of which my eyes love to see everyday... Whenever I think of sending such kinds of books to our library, I just stand hopeless!!! They're like my babies... Does a mother endure the feelings of being away from her children?

I was thinking of this second option

I said to myself that, if, by any chance I send my books to our second house, then, I shall visit them there every day!!!

And it is not easy peasy at all. I know I am lazy... I like my room so much... I don't feel comfortable unless I spend my reading hours on my bed. See how desperate I am!

I mean, If, I promise to go to our library everyday, then I shall be as good as my word. Otherwise, I will face a hard time...

Coz it's like living by being far away from the one you love the most.

I do feel so down, because I am not reading much! & my books are derelict because of me...

I do want to reach the stage of reading at least 1 novel every day, because I fear that if I work in the near future, I won't give a lot of attention to my poor books due to the lack of time.. Of course, I will surely have some time to read, but... NOW I am more freeeee to read. So I should read more and more.

Last time I promised myself that I would not read unless I finish reading 20 books. Right now I am done with book 7. Wish me luck ;)

To all my friends, and family members.. I will not hang out with you if your targets are gunna be SHOPPING MALLS. Yep, there is no guarantee that I will be able to resist buyingggggggg....

& finally,

I am rejoiced, because my parents and lil sisters are coming back home :) I missed them so much.

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