23rd|July|2009 5:40 PM 

So TRUE... It's the WORK I hate!

I don't know why I am still working! I did not gain much experience & I do feel frustrated and stressed all the time. It is true that I learned some lessons for life, but is it worth it??? NO.. because my first priority should be MY FAMILY... and this kind of work kills my social life! Thank God I am not married! Otherwise, I will never be able to compromise!

Shall I give myself another chance or shall I withdraw NOW?! Still do not know... The picture is not clear yet.

I do think of continuing studying... but this would be abroad... So, the decision is a little bit hard.

Fortunately, :)

I feel at ease when I sip from Ajay's tea.. he knows how to make my day! he is the only person on this earth who knows exactly how to make tea with milk.. it changes my mood and makes me fly to cloud 7 *we don't have cloud 9*... Sometimes, I feel that I am blessed to work in such a place ONLY because of Ajay's tea! really :D

a very nice card I received from my friend Unknown..

Dream...

and as you dream, remember that only you can make your dreams come true...

Reach...

and as you reach, remember that success takes time, devotion, and sometimes a little heartbreak.

Believe...

and as you believe, you still find reaching gets easier, setbacks more manageable.

Life becomes more meaningful.

Pray people... Pray while your heart is wide-awake.. Pray and BELIEVE that HE answers those who pray to Him.

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When I am silent and avoiding talking much with people for continuous days, my brother visits me in my dreams. I've been seeing him quite often lately until I believed that he was feeling what I was going through...

When he comes.. he smiles and teases me..

When he comes.. I always get so amazed by his charming face... He looks extremely handsome.

When he comes.. he always teaches me something worthwhile...

That's how he is.... always loving.. always caring... & always giving me much more than what I deserve...

It really is so hard to live without him being around... However, I should be patient.. we should all be patient... we should not forget about our priorities and start running away from reality to relieve ourselves, because if we ignore our responsibilities, we will be questioned later...

كلكم راع وكلكم مسؤول عن رعيته

Let's hope we will all meet in PARADISE... and work for it...