I love you for being always
honest... I love you for always reminding me of the wrong things
I've done or said & how to forget what had happened in the
past... I love your way your heart forgives... I love you for
being you... You're loyal & trust worthy =)
There are so many things to do
each day.. There's so much going on in the world of great
concern that often we don't stop & think about what's really
important to us.. One of the nicest things in my life is my
friendship with you.. & even if we don't have a lot of time
to spend with each other... I want you to always know how
much I appreciate you & our friendship.
Amoony there are things in
the world that I could stand to lose.. But If I ever lost you as
a friend, I would lose something invaluable... that could never
be replaced...
.:
This is El '3aalyeh =) My
baby bOoh :.
Well.. I know I always say it..
But I really mean it this time! It's time to get my
life back in order.. No
more updates for almost two weeks... No more wasting time in my
room alone! This whole site keeps me away from my friends &
family... I spend most of my time on it doing nothing!! Just to
keep myself apart from the reality I live in... This site became
the only sedative which can erase my pain... So I reached the
dangerous circle & I'm blockaded now! I became addicted to it...
Offfffffff
Who are you to turn my life upside
down?!! A careless, hypocrite & a deceiver!! One who's ingenious
in his/her acting like an innocent person!!
go out from the door
you've been permitted to enter!! Turn around... You're ain't
welcome anymore! ALLAH IS ENOUGH FOR ME...
I took this pic from above our
hotel (Alhambra palace) in Granada in spain
I'm sleepless... I'm tired... I'm
sad... I'm in an obscure solitude... My head will blow up in a
minute... I can't concentrate... I can't hang out with
friends... I know exactly how to heal myself... But I'm being
lazy...
يا ليلة ما
كنت أحسبني في ظلها أشقى بأفكاري وسكونها ما كنت أحسبه سيذيقني
ويلات أوزاري...
ضاقت بي
الأحلام واحترقت نفسي بإقدامي وإصراري... وتهز أعماقي تبعثرها
شعراً وتحمل بعض أثقالي...
يا ليلتي إني
لجأت إلى ربي ولم أحفل بعذّالي وخالقي أدرى بخافيتي وهو العليم بكل
أحوالي...
Lights...
The companions worshiped by
thinking of God & the hereafter... When Abu Dhar (ra'6e Allaah
3anh) died, a certain man rode from Basra to Madinah just to
find out from his wife what the nature of her late husband's
worship had been. "He used to spend the whole day alone,
engrossed in thought," she told them.
I wanna remember God & death at all times... It's
not an easy world we're living in... It's the hardest exam I've
ever examined.. Because our teacher isn't an ordinary person...
He's God... he's our lord... The one who created us... we should
praise him all day...
A Chinese Baby girl..
I snapped this shot inCambridge
& finally... The loneliness that
sometimes comes because of L.O.V.E is a more painful
thing. Everything is
black, wizened, rutted, petrified, by-tracked, & ruined: the
hours are cruel, ambiguous, solitary.... & the voices of love
hang silent in the crass dark. But I know that this loneliness I
feel is a brief thing. Where darkness flourishes, the
light breaks. Where the heart lies tufted to wrack, joy is
unlocked. Time pulses & opens like a new bloom & everything
glows with a richness of feeling.. Time passes.. The
fragile heart heals...
cute...
I love cows...
Bye bye for now... & as I said... I
won't update this page for almost 2 weeks... I also won't enter
the forum constantly... I'll check my email from time to time...
So if you need anything... Just send me a message on this email
address
miracle@miracle-girl.com wish me a good luck =)
This is El '3aalyeh =) My
baby bOoh 
No
more updates for almost two weeks... No more wasting time in my
room alone! This whole site keeps me away from my friends &
family... I spend most of my time on it doing nothing!! Just to
keep myself apart from the reality I live in... This site became
the only sedative which can erase my pain... So I reached the
dangerous circle & I'm blockaded now! I became addicted to it...
Offfffffff
go out from the door
you've been permitted to enter!! Turn around... You're ain't
welcome anymore! ALLAH IS ENOUGH FOR ME...
It's
not an easy world we're living in... It's the hardest exam I've
ever examined.. Because our teacher isn't an ordinary person...
He's God... he's our lord... The one who created us... we should
praise him all day...
I snapped this shot in Cambridge
Everything is
black, wizened, rutted, petrified, by-tracked, & ruined: the
hours are cruel, ambiguous, solitary.... & the voices of love
hang silent in the crass dark. But I know that this loneliness I
feel is a brief thing. Where darkness flourishes, the
light breaks. Where the heart lies tufted to wrack, joy is
unlocked. Time pulses & opens like a new bloom & everything
glows with a richness of feeling.. Time passes.. The
fragile heart heals...
I love cows...
