I've been drifted into silence ever
since I was left in the car which took me back to the airport. There
was a lonely tear which ran down my face as soon as I took a seat in
the plane. How could a few moments turn my life upside down?!!!
Sometimes we have to recall the memories of some people.
If I don't ask God to engrave their image on my mind's eye, I will
lose their image forever. Thus, forgetting is so difficult... I have
to recall those special memories every now and then.........
I just hate it so much when I leave
things INCOMPLETE!!! I had to complete my theory.. I had to explain
what I meant.. I wanted tooo.. But things didn't turn out the way I
wanted them to be.... There was so much to say that I needed a
fabulous way to say it all at once, but I couldn't..
BUT THANKS TO MY FRIENDS who know how to
wake me up.. Thanks
dxb gurl for encouraging me on the right decision I made.
Hey,
You've made my
day yesterrrrrrday :D I will never forget how funny we were!! couldn't
stop blabbering at all :
Thanks
Neptune for helping me discover myself more and more. I guess
you're right.. LONELINESS is my problem... When you're lonely,
people can easily play with your feelings especially if you're the
romantic type. And my advice for anyone who has problems or feels so
lost is to share their ideas and thoughts to their close friends or
members of the family... Also, listen to
the Holy Qur'an.. it
always leads you to an illuminative path :D
But as Neptune said.. soon, I'll
be back to my nature... I think I need a slap from you to wake me up
lol
Dear Scarlett,
I love you so much. I don't know how you
can read my thoughts these days!!! I mean.. look at your comments!!
lol.. u r so weird you know! I used to be able to read you
before.. and now, u can read me easily. and I am so happy for you.. I
am so happy that you can handle what you're going through even though
it's so tough. You're lonely.. and ROMANTIC :p and irresistible.. Yet,
you've suffered to banish away some feelings you have for some people,
because you know they're not worthy enough.. & I believe you're this
kind of person who wants an ETERNAL LOVE.. don't worry.. you have it
:) wallah you do.. bass you're not feeling it. &.. don't ever stop
WORKING. working can be a healing therapy for you =)
Dear Funny AJ,
You're a dear person :) I don't know you
well though.. Yet, I can feel those who deserve all my concern =) and
don't thank me a lot. I've done nothing..
NOW excuse me.. I do have to leave.. and
by the way, wish me luck please coz UNI will start sOon.
o_O
Oh my lord.. My sins
are like the highest mountain.. My good deeds are very few.. They're
like a small pebble.. I turn to you.. my heart is full of shame.. my
eyes are full of tears.. Bestow your forgiveness and mercy upon me..
Ya Allah.. Send your peace and blessings on the final prophet.. & his
family.. and companions.. and those who follow
him.........................
