Ok! believe it or not.. I'm back with
a new different LOOK... The cute lil girl who's sitting on my text
box's table over there is my friend's lil sis.. =)
@ first I added a vector
art pic of mine when I was a child & it was so unique, but it was
rejected because I didn't want to add red + black colors... I wanted
it to be something new with childish colors...
I loved my candle layout
& I didn't wanna change it, but it took 4ever to load!
It's just that I LOVE
THIS PLACE A LOT... Actually, I'm no longer with my friends these days...
The only shelter that used to gather us together was the site... I
didn't know that some of you would really care... I was simply amazed
when I'd received 69 e-messages!
Things that happened
recently:
~There's this girl whom
I haven't called since 1999! I was stunned when I heard her voice....
we were so close... The circumstances separated us once... & it was in
our inevitable destiny to get the chance to build what was broken
again...
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~I met a
teacher who's precious to my heart... That teacher is sorely missed... 3
years were more than enough to prove how rare she was, & still she
is... an exclusive soul...
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~I thought of re-adding
the forumwith new intricate rules... & I crieda lot... when I
realized that I had to build it all over again from the start.. step
by step..
& whenever I think about the
forum I feel so dejected... So I don't think that I'll re-add it
again.. It's a torture!!!
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Revealing...
One of my best friend
once said: "There are two with whom I can count on... One
understands my mood @ all times... & the other cries before I cry.."
You're a dear friend...
When everyone left me, you stood beside me... I can't adequately
describe the pain I feel inside...