Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.. I am pretty happy and excited.. LOL, just
before 2 hours the twinkle of my eyes was about to disappear, but
after I saw Amoony & had the pleasure of sitting with her &
drink mucca to banish away the sleepiness I became extremely HYPER
ACTIVE. ;)
hmph,
I am sleepless these days. :P It's unconscious not
(deliberate)... So I need to have Nescafe or Mucca Latte ;)
& yeah I made a promise to myselffff... I won't
give more chances to those who don't deserve.. & I'll always remain
HONEST... It's better to avoid being in pain.
Oceans apart day after day... & I
slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line, but it
doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never, then how
can we say forever?
Wherever you go, whatever you do, I'll
be right here waiting for you... Whatever it takes, or how my heart
breaks, I'll be right here waiting for you...
I took for granted all the times,
that I thought would last somehow.....
I hear the laughter, I taste the
tears, but I can't get you near now.......... Oh can't you see it,
you've got me going crazy.
24|9|2005 3:12 AM
My colorful socks ;)
My lovely cousins
My sisters' cute dolls
This weekend was another strange one ;) I got used to
their antics and their smart-aleck lies. They no longer perturb me. I
won't complain shhh shh I'd rather be patient.
.............................
Now I wanna understand something from Christian if
there is somebody to enlighten me..
You say that Jesus was crucified to grant you remission
of your sins... He did that without compulsion & force.. He did that
with so much love for you... This is because he loved you and wanted
to wash away your sins by sacrificing his body on the cross.
Although I don't see it so fair from a God who's
supposed to be the father of Jesus to leave him when he asked for his
help, I'd like to know the exact meaning of this verse:
Mt. 27:46 "About the ninth hour Jesus cried out in a
loud voice, "Eloi, Eloi [some manuscripts: Eli Eli] Lama sabacthani?"
which means, "My God, My God,
why have you forsaken me"
I see there is an ostensible contradiction coz Jesus
also said in Jn. 16:32 "But a time is coming, and has come, when
you will be scattered, each to his own home. You will leave me all
alone, for my father is with
me"
................................
hmmmmmmm, and what really attracted my eyes were those
verses I found in the bible: (MUSLIMS PLZ READ) the
prediction and tidings of Muhammad peace be upon him from their own
bible.
Rv:19:11:. ثم رأيت السماء مفتوحة واذا فرس
ابيض والجالس عليه يدعى امينا وصادقا
وبالعدل يحكم ويحارب
Rv:19:11: And I saw heaven
opened, and behold a white horse; and he that sat upon him was called
Faithful and True, and in righteousness he doth Judge and make war.
I think all Muslims
know that those verses were referred to the prophet Muhammad peace be
upon him coz he had the miracle of Isra and me'raj in which he was
carried on a shining white horse to the upper skies. and we have
a verse which is called (Isra) which means Mohammad's midnight journey
from ALmasjed Alharam to Al-masjed Al aqsa. Also, Muhammad peace be
upon him was known as ((FAITHFUL AND TRUE)).
One more thing.. I
want you to concentrate on the fake Arabic translation of the verse:
Isa:29:12: And the book is delivered to him that is not learned,
saying, Read this, I pray thee: and he saith, I am not learned
Is:29:12 او يدفع الكتاب لمن لا يعرف
الكتابة ويقال له اقرأ
هذا فيقول لا اعرف الكتابة
how come? can you
pick out the fabrication? it's so clear in the Arabic translation. Our
prophet Muhammad peace be upon him was illiterate. He didn't know how
to write nor read, but it was well known that when Jibrael used to ask
him to read he used to say:"ما
أنا بقارئ"
In the Arabic translation of the bible
there's a clear contradiction. He asks him to read and he answers: "I
don't know how to write"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
................................
20|9|2005 3:30 AM
You see I've caught a flu and my nose annoys me
Just the other day my teacher was telling a sick girl
who was sitting in front of me: "Oh.. poor girl... when we're well
enough we feel so tired, muddled and lost, and you're so sick.. how
could you endure attending uni?" I felt that the teacher worried about
herself lol so I said: "Oh miss don't worry.. You'll be fine she won't
infect you".. She laughed and said: "Well.. I'm worried about the girl
and not about myself"... I said: "Yeah Yeah".
As soon as I returned back home I felt a pain in
my throat... and I started sneezing and coughing all of a sudden... :p
so it started with me first...
You see... This sickness is not soooo painful, but it's
annoying me.. and I can't sleep... & I can't study for tests... I
think I'm gonna be absent again...
The inimitability and miraculous
nature of the Quraan. READ
@ this very moment, some verses of surat Al Noor
are rolling across my mind and sending their echoes through my ears...
I would like to share the translation of them coz they're very nice...
Of course you feel the words and their deep meanings more when you
recite them in ARABIC. I'll highlight the ones which most touch me.
35. Allah is
the light of the heavens and the earth. The parable of his light is as
(if there were) a niche and within it a lamp: the lamp is in a glass,
the glass as it were a brilliant star, lit from a blessed tree, an
olive, neither of the east (i.e. neither it gets sun-rays only in the
morning) nor of the west (i.e. nor it gets sun rays only in the
afternoon, but it is exposed to the sun all day long), whose oil would
almost glow forth (of itself), though no fire touched it. Light upon
light! Allah guides to His light whom he wills. And Allah sets forth
parables for mankind, and Allah is All-Knower of everything.
36. In houses (mosques) which Allah has ordered to be
raised (to be cleaned, and to be honored), in them his name to be
remembered [i.e. Adhan, Iqamah, Salat (prayers), invocations,
recitation of the Quraan etc.] Therein glorify him (Allah)
in the mornings and in the afternoons or the evenings.
37. Men whom neither trade nor sale (business) diverts
from the Remembrance of Allah (with heart and tongue), nor from
performing As-Salat, nor from giving the Zakat.
They fear a Day when hearts
and eyes will be overturned (out of the horror of the torment of the
Day of Resurrection)
38. That Allah may reward them according to the best of
their deeds, and add even more for them out of His Grace. And Allah
provides without measures to whom he wills.
39. As for
those who disbelieve, their deeds are like a mirage in a desert. The
thirsty one thinks it to be water, until he comes up to it, he finds
it to be nothing; but he finds Allah with him, Who will pay him his
due (Hell). And Allah is a swift in taking account.
40. Or [The
state of a disbeliever] is like the darkness in a vast deep sea,
overwhelmed with waves topped by waves, topped by dark clouds, (layers
of) darkness upon darkness; If a man stretches out his hand, he can
hardly see it! And he for whom Allah has not appointed light, for
him there's no light.
"ومن لم يجعل الله
له نورا فما له من نور"
and that's why we see a lot of people who are so
bright.. [Most of them are philosophers and good thinkers.. They have
a lot of fights against the church and Christianity.. Most of them
don't believe in religions and they know all about Islam.. They also
know that The Quraan wasn't fabricated by mankind,] yet they
contradict themselves and prefer to live without walking on a path
that is straight and obvious. It's because they didn't let God be
their light.. so in return, there will be no light for them.
They might be afraid of losing their jobs, friends or
even parents, but they're not afraid of death and about their position
in the second life.
I'll leave you with these quotes & I'd better leave u
now:
"من تعلق قلبه بالدنيا
لم يجدلذة الخلوة مع الله، ومن تعلق قلبه
باللهو لم يجد لذة الأنس بكلام الله، ومن تعلق قلبه بالجاه لم يجد لذة
التواضع بين يدي الله، ومن تعلق قلبه بالمال لم يجد لذة الإقراض لله، ومن
تعلق قلبه بالشهوات لم يجد لذة الفهم عن الله، ومن تعلق قلبه بالزوجة
والولد لم يذق لذة الجهاد في سبيل الله، ومن كثرت منه الآمال لم يجد في
نفسه شوقا إلى الجنة"
مصطفى السباعي، هكذا
علمتني الحياة.
"أول ضريبة السير إلى
الله عزوجل مخالفة النفس، ونحر الهوى صبيحة عيد الانتصار عليه، والارتفاع
عن خدع الشيطان، والأمر ليس سهلا كما نتصوره، بل هو شاق عسير، ومن يسّره
الله لليسرى هانت عليه المشقة وتذرع بالصبر.
عائض القرني، حدائق ذات
بهجة.
17|9|2005 12:54 AM
;) I was watching....
The road to El Dorado
I liked it :D just because they're from Spain :p but I
don't recommend it for kids.
The Godfather ;) I like it
So, I really wanna do something useful + enjoyable
during my ever lasting breaks @ uni. I don't usually watch movies
there nor do I like surfing the net. Sometimes I go to the library,
but it's crowded these days and I hate noise...
MmmMmmMm, IT'S time to get back to REALITY :P It was a
very long journey being in the fantasy world... I liked it, but I spent so
much time there and now I wanna doooooo a lot of thingggggs :D
Besides, I'll get rid of all my weak spots...
16|9|2005 4:00 AM
Yes
I've been busy... it was
a crazy week!
I've been acting really weird ever since
last Friday. From the day I visited my friend Amoony till the
day I saw the doctor who made me feeeeel so sick!!!!
Sometimes, when I analyze the cause of
my reactions I do regret a lot if I made a mistake or exaggerated with
throwing harsh words, but I don't regret at all these days because I
really believe that I'm not wrong. I know this might sound GREEK to all of
you guys, but if I tell you my story and what happened in a single
week you might laugh at first, but after that you'll start wondering
about those odd things that have been happening lately... really
strange!! She
knows about it! plz do tell me honestly, AM I THE ONE WHO'S CRAZY? LOL
coz I can't understand u know.
I won't mention names... or even the
story of the "stranger-gurl" even if no one will be able to know whom
I'm talking about... JUST because I don't wanna make too much of a big
deal out of this silly issue, BUT wallah.. It can't be friendship if
it's not built on truth, trust, loyalty, sharing secrets, love...
Whatever................. lemme remember
what else happened last week
1) (the day in which I had to do my
presentation & an important research) an Indian called me at 11:05 PM
<= I guess and he started asking about his friend (KASHEER)... HE was
extremely (3abeee6)... At first I thought he was saying "cashier", so
I said: "sorry it's a wrong number".. then he was going really mad and
all, he started complaining and asking for his friend again and again
as if I could bring him his frienddddddddddd... I really laughed and
closed the phone... THEN, something strange happened...... I was like
o_O!! BUT I felt it was a bit silly!
2) I had an appointment with my friend
Elzainh <= oh yeah she changed very much... and I don't know
why I feel so weak when I talk with her. I just keep on asking myself
why and why!!!! Is that because I am not so honest with her? I
explained everything and I've told her everything, yet those people
forgive me with so much love that I cannot expect...
3) OH yeah, I hanged out with
her! BUT it was
a short meeting :(
4) I had some family meetings with my
cousins from dad's side and aunts ;) lol sorry I didn't mean to
ignore mum's side family.. especially aunt *L*
Thanks goes to all my cousins ;) I
really love you alllllll... I felt cheerful to be surrounded by u. I
think it was a real happiness that you bestowed upon me ;)
5) I found
Sara online
;) it's been so long since we last said "HI" 2 each other... I heart
your writings :D mashallah really impressive and always meaningful.
6) I started watching Full moon wo
sagashite
7) I had the opportunities to catch up
with my friend (roo7 dubai) lol it was sooooooo funny the
moment she..... @ the cafeteria :p
8) Finally, I checked out
this site ... NASA proved
the fission of the moon in 2002... which is something has been
known from our Quraan for more than 14th century. That's why a lot of
scientists converted to Islam.. It's because "Science without
religion is lame"
Here's the verse from the holy Quraan:
1. "The hour has drawn near, and
the moon has been cleft asunder" (V.54:1) the interpretation: (The
people of Makkah requested Prophet Muhammad- peace be upon him- to
show them a miracle, so he showed them the splitting of the moon).
Some people create theories of their
own... I would like to say... EACH theory has an assumption to be
wrong... Islam is not a theory... it's something so real...
