29th|Sep|2007 12:00 PM :D :D :D :D :D TWEETISH MOOD...

I had a swift change of mOood :D It's amazing how little things bring me soooooooooooooooooo much happiness! Last night SHE told me that she got me a lovely TWEETY t-shirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrttttttt... :D :D :D

& as soon as I woke up this morning my sis Fleeee showed me this in the newspapers:

& finally...........

why not in DUBAI? anyway I don't care I am gunna live in AD no matter what happens.. This is my final decision...  my reason would be "Oh I wanna have my master or my practical dietitian courses in AD.. coz such courses are not available in Dubai yet.. wow"

It's TWEEEETY.. the one I care about the most :D :D

& one more thing I loved.. Swarovski new releases :D loved this heart-shaped USB... I am craving it now.. & there's also this nice collection of headphones..

This one is very nice :D

I see trees of green, red roses too
I see them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world

I see skies of blue and clouds of white
The bright blessed day, the dark sacred night
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world

The colors of the rainbow, so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people going by

I see friends shakin' hands, sayin' "How do you do?"
They're really saying "I love you"
I hear babies cryin', I watch them grow
They'll learn much more than I'll ever know

And I think to myself, what a wonderful world
Yes, I think to myself, what a wonderful world
Oh yeah

:D what a wonderful world!

28th|Sep|2007 4:42 PM .... :')

Microbiology lab - This is a nutrient agar mixed with water & heated..

Doctor Polypeptide with Petri dishes...

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I love this rice yummm

Skimmed or low fat? By the way... Did you notice that CALCIUM can be found in greater amounts in SKIMMED STUFF?

I have always loved this phone :)

I am into Eeyore stuff these days..

Jack Sparrow..

A Suitable Boy by Vikram Seth...

I should have written a review earlier.. Sorry for being so late, but I really didn't have time to...

It is a thick book.. Almost 1475 pages... It is about LATA and her mum (Mrs Rupa Mehra)..  it's a VERY ROMANTIC TALE THAT IS SO CHASTE.. However,  it includes POLITICS intensively. Mainly about India during the 1950s. And I am not a fan of politics especially if it has nothing to do with my country. However, the book is AMAZING. & the author is a masterpiece... He's a poet at heart!

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My review:

It's reasonable, realistic, & heartbreaking... It says on the cover "Make time for it. It will keep your company for the rest of your life" and I cannot agree more.... I will never ever forget this tale.. & I am afraid, that someday, I will do what Lata did in the end.

The events take place in Brahmpur which is a fictional city the author created and other cities & villages in India.

Luckily, the author introduces his readers to marvelous places in India such as The Barsaat Mahal, The Shahi Darvaza, The Imambaras, & much much more! Also a brief history about Calcutta concerning Watler Savage Landor & his beloved was introduced. I was also introduced to Urdu poems "The Ghazals" which gripped my heart tremendously...

The journey will take you along to the world of LATA's LOVE and her mother's attempt to find a suitable match for her daughter....

Many different people with different religions are involved.. I simply loved it except that I could hardly endure the massive politics which was added. Believe it or not.. Until now I have no clue what the (zamindari CASE)  is all about.. if you plan to read this book and later when you come across this word, *which is very common in almost every page*, please EXPLAIN it to me...

One of the most characters which I truly enjoyed is (Mrs Rupa Mehra) who's LATA's mother.. she's sooooooooo funny. Every time I read her complaints I laugh out loud.. I remember when I reached this part about the acting of LATA in one of Shakespeare's plays in front of the audience, I couldn't stop laughing, for Lata's mother felt so proud of her daughter at first, but after a short while, she began complaining about her daughter and her behaviors in a very funny way.... I burst out laughing until my stomach hurt me so much, & my old room mate Malaa *the one I was in Munich with a month ago* thought I went crazy.

Overall, It gave me a better understanding of India after independence.... & all about the conflicts and riots between Muslims and Hindus and how they managed to live together....

{Land, family, friends & romance. All in ONE. don't miss it}

Holy Quran..

Yesterday... in my microbiology lab... I felt so down even though I was smiling almost all the time.. I decided to be the first student to put the nutrient agar which we heated in the Petri dishes. (it's a very SIMPLE procedure, but one should be extremely careful).. Anyway, every time I tried to perform well, I FAILED. I repeated it thrice... The third time was a little better, but I felt so dejected with myself & I started questioning myself "Is it because of the heaviness I feel in my right hand caused by my wonderful GANGI (gangi is ganglion)? Or is it because my mind is somewhere else? Is it because I am thinking of some people? or... I don't know" I was trying to focus, but there was an emptiness in my heart which I failed to ignore.

I remember that my hand was trembling & I seemed so uncomfortable that even Dr Polypeptide stood behind me and tried to hold the bottle of the heated nutrient with me... His hand touched mine as he tried to hold the bottle with me.. It was then when I realized that he was extremely worried! maybe he thought I'd explode the place or something...

Then he said: "Go back to your place and watch me again... & I don't want you to lose self-confidence"

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Later at home and while I was walking on the machine, my heart started thudding strongly... It was like having drums in my chest. I ignored it, thinking that it was normal, for I was having quick walks. My tongue tasted a salty liquid that was so warm... Those tears were just a bolt of the blue that I haven't even  taken notice of them at first, but then, as the pain grew more tormenting, I realized that my eyes bulged & tears ran down my cheeks, reaching my lap! I understood that tears were determined to wash my wounded soul...

It wasn't sadness as much as it was sorrow, & heartbreak which was over sheltered with REGRET.

ومن يأمنك يا دنيا الدواهي؟ تدوسين المصاحب في التراب... وأعجب من مريدك وهو يدري بأنك في الورى أم العجاب... ولولا أن لي معنى جميلا لبعت المكث فيها بالذهاب...

I really wished to leave this world as soon as possible... Couldn't take it anymore... I am not even remembered by the ones I cherish the most...... My memory faded.... I was upset with myself so much... The heart works in a mysterious way that I cannot understand... I wanted to bring a knife & cut it into pieces... It is because of my heart that whenever people talk to me, their words just float in the air! I think that's how I lost "F.O.C.U.S"...

I just miss them.. and feel SAD about this concealed truth..

& believe what I say... Consoling me with mere words won't put out the blazing fire I feel..

حسبي الله ونعم الوكيل....

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