You've
gutta know that this is gunna be the last update... It's a hard
decision I believe... Because this place means a lot to me... I'm not
obliged to close it... I'm gunna do it because I believe that it's the
most righteous thing I've ever done... I once left something precious to
my heart.... But I just did it for an aim... for a meaningful purpose... &
@ last I won... I don't wanna lose what I've won...
This path that
I'm walking on is so dangerous... full of stones & obstacles...
I've been running on an obscure bridge of terrible mirage! I've
made mistakes without intending... It seems that I forgot my
priorities & started to live in an inattentive world... Some of
u will say that they're trivial... But they are like a huge
mountain over my chest...
I can never express it through words... I know that some of you
will feel sad about this... don't think that I didn't think of
you.. Don't ever think that I wanna ignore you... I love alllll
who were visiting this site from time to time... even those who
tried to hurt me...
I didn't want
to close the forum! but... I thought of it
seriously... It had disadvantages more than its advantages...
Some people got to know each other & have become friends & more
close.. while others separated... (((((Sorry pals)))))!
SARA D'amore
once said: "God will never forsake someone who strives, ever
tries a bit, to please him". Thanks Sara a lot... U've made a
sense of relief...
وإذا
الجنان
تزخرفت
وتزينت
لفتى
على
طول
البلاء
صبور
3ajeeeja
... Me writing you a message!! surprise? After all what you've
done!
It's your turn
to say: "Mabrooook" to me... :) you'll never read such long
messages again... Are you happy now? yes sure... My words were
dedicated for you *ONLY*... Because of you I stopped writing my
writings... Because of you I lost my self-esteem... Because of
you I'm sleepless & because of you I'll always suffer from the
great pain of the bleeding wound in my heart...
And BTW, I
typed the word (congratulation) when you graduated... But
you didn't bother yourself to check this page!!! This word holds
great meanings... I hope that its feelings & emotions have
reached you... not the word itself...
Thanks for one
thing... it's because of you that I couldn't hate those who
intended to hurt me... I also learned how to love those who
deserve my L.O.V.E
If you just
lo_ok into my eyes, you'll feel warmth ,peace & cordiality...
You'll regret what you've done... You're not as good as your
word!! You gave a promise... You were sleeping in my eyes... My
eyelids were your cover which used to be your only protective
shelter... You could sleep there forever...
You used to be
the one I wanted to spend every moment with: every dream, every
wonder, & every goal. You were the reason that I cared about
trying to do anything, the one I wanted to please besides
myself; You were the one who knew every corner of my soul... You
were the one I loved enough to give my life for, the one I
wanted to breathe my last breath with; You were everything to
me...
Dubai's
girl, I know it will be a BOMB... but you've gotta know how
I felt that day!!! & you won't be able to change it... coz it
settled in my heart... You know it's not because of the damn
forum... nooo... It's much bigger than it... You didn't mean
it.. I know... & I'm not sad... I'm only shocked! I didn't feel
happy when you sent me that message saying that... You'll
stay... Because @ that time... u showed me how you LOVE
me... & I don't blame you... But WALLAH if
I were in your situation... I would say... My best friend
first... then comes the rest...
Don't be
afraid... I'm not sad... I won't leave you... I'm still your
friend... You know that I've been loyal to you & I'll always
be...It's in your heart & you can't control your emotions... I
can't be number 1!!
you didn't tell
me @ first not because you were shy! It was because u knew I
would be annoyed & dejected...
You know me...
=) right?? The truth is... I love you all the time, even when
things aren't perfect between us... & this is your life... I
can't judge what you've said... Because It's not my business...
:)
I'm grateful to
have a brother like him :) I'm very appreciative of the love &
support I receive from him... He always told me that I could do
it... His generosity & his ability to inspire others make him
unique...
Thanks bro... I won't forget you... & I'll always miss you... &
that hurts :'( Don't forget the taste of my PATCHI...
Don't forget the day I laughed @ my cock (deech) & u became
upset... Don't forget the day I gave you my ears to listen...
Don't forget that I really LOVE YOU... I'm sorry if I hurt you
without intending... You deserve more... You're a model of
magnanimity..
*Me* or
CHILIS... No matter what had happened in the past, I
couldn't deny that you were a helpful hand... so I'm gonna
re-thank you again.. I just got used to it... I love to thank
you @ all times... THANKS A LOT
I hope that I'll be able to express my gratitude to you
someday...
tech...
I loved your nick name a lottttt :) You were very helpful &
active...
You disappeared once, But you didn't want to let me down, right?
That's
why you've returned back with lots of brilliant ideas... THANKS
THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS! :) All what you've done is
appreciative & will never be forgotten... Sorry for being the
most annoying girl you've ever known...
Amoony,
I'm ashamed... You've never forgotten me... & I'm always here in
my room.. sitting alone... without doing anything useful... I
even don't pick up my phone sometimes... Not because I don't
wanna hear your voice... It's because I don't wanna let you hear
my voice when I cry... You know that when I talk to you I can't
hold my tears...
I can never express it through words... I know that some of you
will feel sad about this... don't think that I didn't think of
you.. Don't ever think that I wanna ignore you... I love alllll
who were visiting this site from time to time... even those who
tried to hurt me...
Thanks bro... I won't forget you... & I'll always miss you... &
that hurts :'( Don't forget the taste of my PATCHI...
Don't forget the day I laughed @ my cock (deech) & u became
upset... Don't forget the day I gave you my ears to listen...
Don't forget that I really LOVE YOU... I'm sorry if I hurt you
without intending... You deserve more... You're a model of
magnanimity.. 
I hope that I'll be able to express my gratitude to you
someday... 
You disappeared once, But you didn't want to let me down, right?
That's
why you've returned back with lots of brilliant ideas... THANKS
THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS! :) All what you've done is
appreciative & will never be forgotten... Sorry for being the
most annoying girl you've ever known... 
