<<<When we are apart I really miss you>>>

People talk to me, but I don't hear them. Their words float in the air until my mind finally acknowledges that I need to give some kind of response. My daydreams aren't even dreaming. I feel bored, lost, uninterested in much of anything. I pick up the phone to call you, but it's the wrong time or I know you're out of reach. I really miss you :'(

There's no one else I want to talk about whatever is happening or not happening in my life. I go through the motions and do all the things I usually do, but my heart knows I'm not  my usual self.